I'm sorry everyone, I'm very guilty

There are still only two updates today.,I'm sorry for all the book friends.,I'm very guilty.。 This time it's not for other reasons, it's just that I'm in a state problem.

Carvin, I can't write.

This time the feedback from readers was not good, and I accepted it all, because my updates in the last two days were really not well written. When I look back on it, I think it's really badly written!

After the lady appeared, it should be the most exciting part, but it can't be written, it can't be written, it is written like chicken ribs!

The most important emotional drama, but I couldn't write the feeling I wanted!

After each update of these chapters, I will go to read the chapter comments and comments of my book friends, and then I often go back to the past to change the text and revise it repeatedly. (You don't have to go back to read these chapters, even if I change the text, I still don't feel satisfied.) )

So I'm also devastated, I was able to update at least four chapters a day for the first twenty days of this month, and I stayed up until four o'clock in the morning every day for the past few days, but I could only update two chapters. Because...... My own mentality is a bit broken.

I often sit in front of the computer, and I can't write a thousand words in two or three hours. Scratching your head doesn't work!

Outline, I have.

I also have the story design of the lady and Xu Xian in the back.

I even think it's wonderful and moving!

But it's just that this is excessive, and I have a hard time writing it. It's so hard that I feel that codewords are a kind of torment, and I want to escape from ......

It should be that I am not strong enough to express what I want to write, and naturally I can't satisfy my book friends. I am reviewing this and trying to salvage it.

The most important month of the new book, the monthly ticket list is fierce, and it is the time when it needs to explode the most, and I really don't want to be in such a state.

The book friends at the starting point are actually very fair, and if there are many updates in a book, it will naturally vote for you. After all, a book lover reads several books at the same time, if the author has a bad attitude, why should he vote for you?

But now, in order not to write this book and make it really difficult for me to write it and become a eunuch, I think I'd better adjust my state first.

Update, I still try to ensure two updates a day. If I can get through this period of loss at a low ebb, I'll break out again.

I don't have the face to ask for tickets these days, but I just implore all book friends not to abandon this book, even if it is put on the bookshelf to fatten up and not subscribe.

Because I'm really trying, I really want to write this book and write it to the end.

Thanks!