Chapter 323: Awakening from a Dream
A restaurant next to Kyoto University.
There were only two people sitting in the huge dining room at this time.
He said he was going to celebrate her graduation, and she said she could just find a place nearby. He didn't want to disobey her, so he came here.
In the dining room, the two sat across from each other, not knowing what to say.
In the past four years, everyone thinks that they have been together, but only they know that she has never promised him anything, and he promised not to force her to make a choice before she graduates.
Now, she's graduated.
Looking at each other quietly, Ye Xuan wanted to speak, but he was afraid of getting an answer that he didn't want to hear. For four years, he had been able to clearly feel that she was deliberately maintaining the distance between the two.
Friends are full, lovers have not arrived.
After a long silence, she was the first to speak.
"Ye Xuan, I want to continue to study abroad. ”
"Why go abroad?" frowned slightly, although his career was all over the world, his favorite was this ancient country.
Her gaze wandered slightly, but her voice was very firm: "The world is big. I want to look around. ”
Shaking his head helplessly, Ye Xuan said, "I'll accompany you." As long as you like. "As for not liking it, it doesn't matter.
However, in the face of Ye Xuan's answer, Feng Qingyue hesitated, but in the end, she still said the sentence: "I want to be alone." ”
Ye Xuan paused.
Feng Qingyue's eyes wandered, and she didn't dare to look at him.
For a long time, Ye Xuan didn't react excessively, but said lightly: "Give me a reason." ”
Feng Qingyue knew very well that the reason he wanted was not just referring to this matter. However, until now, everything can only be said.
"Ye Xuan, I know very well your feelings for me. In fact, you're right, and I'm not without feelings for you. If I want to fall in love now, get married, get married, and have children, I will choose you too. If it were years later, I might think about these, such as love, but now, I am still young, and I care more about freedom. I don't want to think about that right now. I wanted to take my freedom into my own hands when I was younger. I want to take a look around. Now I just think of you as my best friend. ”
"Best friend, huh. When I was in a car accident, you went to take care of me, is this also because of this?"
Feng Qingyue nodded.
The two looked at each other without saying a word.
Ye Xuan looked at Feng Qingyue quietly, and Feng Qingyue was also looking at him.
She knows it well. If he really wants to keep himself, he has no choice. Maybe in today's society, forcing marriage or something sounds so absurd, but when the power reaches a certain level, many things are easy.
He knew better that as long as he insisted on keeping her by his side, no one could stop him.
It's just that looking at the pleading in Feng Qingyue's eyes, it was just like the beginning.
Ye Xuan smiled helplessly, and smiled very sadly: "As long as it's your request, when have I refused?"
"I'm sorry. ”
............
A hundred years of earthly life are like smoke, passing in a flash.
He was powerful and rich in the world, but he never married.
She traveled the world and grew old alone.
Approaching the twilight of life, the two old men reunited.
"Do you regret it?"
The voice was ethereal, and I couldn't tell whether it was Feng Qingyue or who.
However, Ye Xuan just smiled lightly: "If you love someone, you are willing to give everything for her." ”
The familiar words were said again, but there was a trace of inexplicable meaning in Ye Xuan's eyes.
Everything was like dust and smoke, quietly dissipating.
Instead, it was nothingness.
Looking at the void in front of him, Ye Xuan smiled helplessly: "Although I don't know who you are, why can you spy on my memory, and why do you want to direct such a play, but now that the play is finished, shouldn't you come out?"
It seemed that Ye Xuan was talking to the blank, but a distant sigh sounded softly: "At the beginning, you said to Wangshu that if she wanted to leave, you would not be an obstacle to her, at that time I only thought you were there to impress her, but I didn't expect that you could really make such a choice if you put yourself in your shoes." I was not mistaken. ”
Hearing this, Ye Xuan looked at the void in front of him and smiled noncommittally: "Who are you?
"It's more than understanding, since you came to the wilderness, everything about you has been in my eyes. As for who I am, haven't you been looking for me all the time?"
Ye Xuan was stunned, looking at the white shadow that gradually appeared in front of him, his astonishment gradually turned into ecstasy: "It's you?"
In the void, a white shadow quietly emerged.
This figure, Ye Xuan will never forget. He had sworn that he would find her no matter what, but he didn't expect that one day, she would suddenly appear in front of him.
The swaying white shadow in front of her was the mysterious woman in white who saved Ye Xuan under the Pangu axe.
Compared with Ye Xuan's ecstasy, the woman was very indifferent: "It's me." I don't have a name, but with your background, you can call me a sister. ”
Her body is a white lotus, and his body is a green lotus. This sister is also appropriate.
Finally suppressing the ecstasy in his heart, Ye Xuan had already forgotten the previous events: "Sister, where is this, why are you here again?"
Sighing lightly, the woman said lightly: "This is in the Chaos Bead." Originally, I didn't want to show up, but because of you, I can only show up. ”
The woman's statement made Ye Xuan slightly stunned: "Because of me, I haven't done anything?" And, sister, you said that everything about me is in your eyes, could it be that you have been there all these years?"
Nodding slightly: "I'm in the Chaos Bead, and the Chaos Bead has been by your side all these years, but you haven't noticed it." As for the reason for my appearance, let me ask you, after cutting off the corpses of good and evil, although your current cultivation has reached the peak of the late stage of quasi-sainthood, are you still sure to cut off yourself?"
Although he didn't know why the woman asked this, Ye Xuan still shook his head honestly: "I'm not sure." Although it is said that it takes chance to behead the corpse, I don't have the slightest clue about this self-slashing, let alone looking for it. ”
Seeing this, the woman sighed lightly: "Do you know why you don't have a clue?"
Ye Xuan shook his head.
"Cutting off three corpses, in addition to the two corpses of good and evil, the third corpse is self-obsession. At the moment, you have a lot of obsessions, but most of them have already been dealt with. However, there is only one way, you want to resurrect me, but you have no clue. If I don't show up, your obsession will not be over, how will you behead three corpses, how will you preach? When I rescued you from Pangu Axe, it was only because of my own selfish thoughts, but I didn't expect it to become your obsession. In order to break your obsession, I had to show up. With that, the woman couldn't help but sigh.