Shen Yuyan didn't sleep well this night, before she went to sleep, what she thought about in her mind was the child, and after she fell asleep, she dreamed of the child again.

She dreamed that she was standing alone on the empty street, and when the wind blew, it brought a chill, and Shen Yuyan wrapped her thin clothes tightly, trying to resist the cold in this way, but to no avail.

Shen Yuyan looked around a little blankly, trying to find an inn where she could escape the cold, but the surroundings were empty and there was nothing.

She looked at her slowly growing belly, touched the child who was not restless in her belly, and tried to comfort him in this way: "Mother, I'll take you to rest." ”

Shen Yuyan looked at the inn that was still some distance in front of her, gritted her teeth, and walked forward, but as she walked, the road in front of her suddenly broke off.

She fell into the boundless darkness, I don't know why, Shen Yuyan felt that her body was much lighter, and a child's cry came from a distance, the sound was not loud, but for Shen Yuyan now, it was like a thunderclap.

She raised her head in a daze, looked into the distance, and found that her stomach was flat, and in the distance there was a little child with a bruise, crying very loudly.

Shen Yuyan realized that it was her own child, she stretched out her hand and wanted to hold the child in her arms, who knew that the child with her back to her suddenly turned around, startling her!

The child was bruised all over his body, his eyeless sockets were hollow, and he couldn't even cry.

"How did it come to be...... How can this be? That's my child!" Shen Yuyan felt very uncomfortable holding the child, and a strong sense of powerlessness spread, she found herself so weak for the first time, she couldn't do anything.

"Mother, why do you want to harm me by drinking medicine? If you hadn't drunk medicine, I'd still be a normal person......

The child in his arms said in a complaining tone, and what he said now could be described as heart-wrenching.

Shen Yuyan's body trembled, and she only now realized that she was shaking badly, and her body was shaking.

But the child in Shen Yuyan's arms was still talking, word by word, he pronounced the words very clearly, and each word hit Shen Yuyan's heart hard, and she didn't know what to say in pain.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you, I shouldn't have drunk that medicine......"

Every word of the child in her arms, every word was heart-wrenching, Shen Yuyan's emotions had collapsed, and she kept apologizing to the child in her arms, but this time, the child had no voice.

"Yuyan, Yuyan, wake up!"

Suddenly a voice came from afar, and the sound broke all the scenes, all the darkness, and suddenly turned into nothingness.

Shen Yuyan opened her eyes in the darkness.

Only then did she realize that the child and the strange road were all nightmares of her own.

Although she woke up from the nightmare, Shen Yuyan's emotions were still immersed in the nightmare, and the child's voice was too real to become a hurdle that she couldn't overcome.

The little girl next to her was still asleep, she slept very sweetly, she should have dreamed of something very beautiful, and the little girl was sleeping with a smile on her face.

Seeing the little girl sleeping sweetly, Shen Yuyan smiled bitterly, covered her with a quilt, and sat up from the bed.

Shangguan Ye lit the lamp and sat next to him, he was not surprised when he saw Shen Yuyan get up, and handed Shen Yuyan a glass of warm water, which soothed the anxiety in Shen Yuyan's heart now.

"What's wrong?" The expression on his face was still a little worried, Shangguan Ye wanted to come over to see if Shen Yuyan had fallen asleep, so he heard the sound of the person inside turning over.

Out of selfishness, he did not leave immediately, and it was not long before he heard the sound of small weeping coming from inside.

The voice was small, but it could be heard, Shangguan Ye's face changed, and he turned over the window.

When he walked to the side of the bed, he found that Shen Yuyan kept shaking, she was obviously covered with the quilt, but there was no temperature on her hands and face, which made her feel cold.

Shangguan Ye's heart jumped, Shen Yuyan was immersed in her sleep, her emotions were getting deeper and deeper, and even one or two tears slipped from her eyes, she screamed no, while clutching the sheets, trying to grab something.

Shangguan Ye's face changed, and he called Shen Yuyan up without hesitation.

When Shen Yuyan was shouted by Shangguan Ye, her face was still a little dazed, and after a half-ring, she reacted and completely woke up from that nightmare.

There was still a bit of worry on Shangguan Ye's face in front of him, Shen Yuyan was still holding the cup of warm water in her hand, and after losing her mind for a while, she still smiled at Shangguan Ye: "I had a nightmare, thank you for your help." ”

The name of himself has changed again, and now he is calling himself a son again.

It's true that normal people have nightmares, but which one is as intense as Shen Yuyan's emotions?

Shen Yuyan has a lot of mysteries that Shangguan Ye can't understand, such as her attitude towards some things, her disgust for Zhou Haonan, and the fear of nightmares that she unconsciously shows, all of which make Shangguan Ye feel that all this is not so simple.

But Shen Yuyan was reluctant to say that all conjectures were just conjectures.

He looked straight at Shen Yuyan, trying to find a suitable answer from Shen Yuyan's gaze.

Shen Yuyan was a little dazed by Shangguan Ye's gaze, she didn't know if it was her delusion, she even felt that Shangguan Ye's gaze still had a bit of condemnation in it, as if she was an irresponsible scumbag who played with Shangguan Ye's feelings......

Shen Yuyan was frightened by this thought in her heart, she raised her head, and saw the extraordinarily gentle half of Shangguan Ye's face rendered by the candle flame, and her heart moved.

Retracting her gaze as if fleeing, Shen Yuyan picked up the book next to her and pretended to be reading.

She didn't carefully observe what Shangguan Ye was doing.

Shangguan Ye's heart was full of the nightmare that Shen Yuyan had before, but he didn't pay much attention to the subtlest expression on Shen Yuyan's face now.

"Well, it's still some time before dawn, so you can rest for a while. ”

Shangguan Ye glanced at it, the love in Shen Yuyan's eyes was obscure, it was an emotion that Shen Yuyan didn't understand.

After Shangguan Ye left, Shen Yuyan lay back on the bed again, but this time, she couldn't sleep at all.

Shen Yuyan tossed and turned in bed, and she really couldn't sleep.

At the end, Shen Yuyan saw that she couldn't sleep, so she simply didn't sleep, sat up from the bed, hugged herself, found a suitable position, and looked at the night in the distance without saying a word.