Due to Yun Tan's weak body, the two could not send the mountain high back to their hometown, so they could only find a place near the mountain and the water to temporarily put the mountain high into the earth.

Since Shan Gao's death, Yun Tan has been absent-minded for several days. She is often in a daze, and it seems that she has grown from a willful little girl to a deep and introverted big girl overnight.

Chu Chu tried his best to comfort her, but he was never good at words, and Yun Tan always looked at him lightly after the reunion, so he didn't know how to speak, so he could only take Yun Tan into Jiang Cheng first. Seeing that Yun Tan was unwell, he took her to find a remote and cheap inn to live in, and raised her for a few days. The resentment in the flower has been quieted down as if it has been appeased since he arrived in Jiang Cheng, which makes Chu Chu unable to check it for a while, but it also makes him more sure that the resentment must be in Jiang Cheng. He originally thought that when he arrived in Jiang Cheng anyway, he would go home first and then investigate slowly, but he didn't expect to meet Yun Tan in the broken temple outside the city, how could they arrive in Jiang Cheng before him?

The death of Shan Gao touched Yun Tan a lot, and in recent days, she had not belonged, and many questions had popped up in her mind that she had not thought about before, and she felt that it was very messy and needed some time to sort it out.

Since the victory of the immortal demon war against the immortal realm thousands of years ago, the status of the immortals has been extremely high, and most of the immortals have strong spiritual power and have mastered the immortal law, so they have become a very special existence in the Three Realms. In order not to disturb the order of the world, the heavens stipulate that immortals must not stay in the mortal world, if they go down to the mortal world, they will block the immortal power, and they must not cast spells on mortals and disturb the luck of mortals. Moreover, the immortals are detached and are not easily attracted by any realm, so they themselves do not like to descend to the earth. So although the goblin is punished by everyone, it is actually the most advantageous existence in the mortal world. She is the ancient tree Lingtan, and she is from Wei Tuo Immortal Mountain, she is the closest to the immortal existence among the goblins, and she is naturally a first-class origin, in front of mortals, she actually has a bit of a secret sense of superiority, and she has always regarded herself as quite high and unscrupulous.

But that day, she watched Shan Gao being beaten to death in front of her by a group of filthy beggars, but she could not do anything, her pride, her sense of superiority seemed so pale and powerless at that moment. It was the first time she looked up at the world as a weakling, and the fear and panic, resentment and helplessness of that time are still fresh in her memory. How she longed to see a helping hand, even if it didn't work out, it would give her some strength and hope. She suddenly understood what kind of mood the villagers of Guli Village were in praying for her and Chuxin's help that day, and how she was an indifferent spectator that day. The terrible thing is that at that time, she didn't think she was at fault at all, and felt that it was taken for granted and irrefutable.

She also deceived Yamagao, the "stupid big guy" who took extra care of her from the first time she saw her. She actually looked down on him before, thinking that his demeanor was rude and illiterate, not as calm and elegant as her original intention, and she only knew how to be courteous to her. She also once said to him: "Silly big man, don't bother, you can't get anything from me no matter how good you are to me!" She especially remembered Shan Gao's embarrassed expression at that time, and said with a red face: "I...... I didn't want to get anything...... she didn't understand why he was willing to die for her without hesitation, knowing that there would be no response and no result? What kind of feelings can make a person so moth to the fire? And she, in the face of Shan Gao's simple and sincere feelings, can only deceive! She deceived him, he would go on the road with her, and he would lose his life, otherwise he should live a paradise-like life in Guli Village at this moment. Yun Tanyou remembered that at that time, she had accused Sister-in-law Jin Hua of using her as a human shield in order to survive, and every word was sonorous and powerful, but now why didn't she use Shangao as an arrow target for her own life? She has always felt that although she can't talk about great goodness, at least she is upright and honest and worthy of the world, but everything she used to criticize and criticize is now slapped in her face, so that she has to re-examine herself, the world, and the set of rules in her heart.

Chu Xin naturally didn't know about the change in Yun Tan's thoughts, he was just worried that she would hurt her body if she was too sad. On the day I saw her in the broken temple, her condition seemed very bad, and I don't know what kind of torture she suffered, and it almost killed her. He wanted to take her pulse, but she refused, only said that she was fine, just rest for a few days. But fortunately, in the past few days, Yun Tan's complexion has indeed recovered well. But she still didn't want to talk to others, as if she had fallen into another world, which was in the deepest part of her soul and no one was allowed to step into it.

The original intention has been a monk since childhood, and the life and death of people have long been broken, people's life and death are like spring to autumn, the sun rises and the moon falls, life is the starting point of death, and death is the beginning of life. The so-called always complimentary, birth and death successively, life and death, life and death, like spinning the wheel of fire, without rest, life and death are actually in the same cycle. He just couldn't bear to see all beings suffering, the tragic death of the mountain high, and Yun Tan's depression made him regret it in his heart. He often asked the Buddha why the world suffers so much, but the Buddha just smiled and did not speak.

Shan Gao is dead, Yun Tan seems to be in a trance, although her body is recovering day by day, her mental state has not been good, often sitting in front of the window like today and facing the downtown outside the window in a daze, the original intention is very unreassured. They had been separated for more than a month, and he didn't know how she had lived during that time, what was she doing with Shan Gao all the way to Jiang Cheng?

He walked over to Yun Tan and sat down, Yun Tan turned his head to look at him, and then looked away with an expressionless face. He sat quietly with her for a long time, and saw the crowd in the downtown area coming and going, and seeing the glow in the sky appear and disappear. He said to her, "Let go when it is time to let go, and let go of the living and let go of the dead before they can rest in peace." ”

"Chuxin, do you think I'm too selfish?" Yun Tan suddenly asked, after being silent for a long time.

"You just haven't found a way to get close to the world, and neither have I. So we will look out of place in the eyes of others. Chuxin also looked at the empty market outside the window and said calmly.

"I seem to have a little bit of a grasp of what to do with everyone in my life. Some people say that every encounter in life is not an accident, but to teach you something. If the stupid big man is here to teach me how to deal with the world, then I will definitely do my best to make his life more meaningful. Yun Tan stood up and looked into Chuxin's eyes, and solemnly made her promise to Shangao.