Chapter 7 Is it for me?
Yun Tan didn't know where Chu Xin had gone these days, she felt that the stupid monk must be hiding from her. She was depressed and became very depressed, she wanted to care where he went, whether he would love her, whether she could become an immortal, anyway, she was unhappy, when she was unhappy, no one wanted to buy her account, no one wanted to listen to anyone's persuasion, and no temptation could make her succumb.
She recently likes to see plum blossoms, there is a broken heart pavilion in the pavilion, built in a large red plum blossom forest, these days the weather is cold and frozen, the red plum blossoms, the ice edges are everywhere, and the silver is wrapped in crystal clear. She often sat in the Broken Heart Pavilion all day. Looking at the plum petals flying in front of him, Yun Tan Yifa felt that the Tan Pavilion was not like a temple, although the Daxiong Treasure Palace, the Tianwang Palace, the Arhat Palace, the Guanyin Palace, and the Manjushri Hall were all available, but in addition, the carved beams and paintings were carved everywhere, the eaves and teeth were high pecked, and the corridors and waists were lined up in the courtyards, and even the decoration was extraordinary, how could there be such a luxurious and exquisite temple? Who made this Tan Pavilion? And for whom?
The original intention came back before it was dark today, and after looking for a long circle, I saw Yun Tan sitting in the Broken Heart Pavilion to enjoy the plum blossoms, the sea of red plum blossoms gushed out in the cold wind, and the Broken Heart Pavilion was like a small boat swaying in the sea of fragrant snow. She sat quietly with her hands folded on her knees, motionless for a long time, looking distant and lonely. Chu Chu looked at Yun Tan seriously, her face looked cold like a fairy, she usually loved to make trouble and always smiled on her face, but it was not obvious that she was sitting expressionlessly with a cold and distant temperament, like a distant and brilliant star that was difficult to touch.
Chuxin sighed and left.
Yun Tan sat in Merlin until late at night before coming back, and in short, the original intention was not there. But when she walked into the courtyard, she actually saw the oil lamp on in the Chuxin room, and he was there! Yun Tan was a little nostalgic for the warm figure under the oil lamp, she hadn't seen him for a long time, she didn't expect him to be so hard-hearted, but it was just a trivial matter worth him to hide from her these days? She didn't want to go back to the room for a while, but she couldn't pull her face down to knock on his door, so she walked to the lotus pond and sat down.
At this hour, the ground has frost, the sky and the earth are white, in such a night abandoned by the stars and the moon at the same time, the oil lamp of the original heart is particularly warm and bright, and her eyes and heart are filled. He sat under the lamp and didn't know what he was doing, his left hand did not move, his right hand raised and lowered, and he repeated the repetition. She thought, "Silly monk, stupid monk, what should I do to you? Did I come to you wrong from the beginning, did I really just want to take advantage of you? If you knew my purpose of approaching you, would you ignore me even more? If so, can I accept it? If I really achieve my goal, can I still calmly stay by your side for the rest of my life?" She had too many questions in her heart, and she couldn't understand it for a while, so she stayed by the lotus pond and sat all night, and the oil lamp in the heart room also firmly accompanied her all night.
As soon as the next day dawned, as soon as Chuxin opened the door, he saw Yun Tan sitting by the lotus pond, her hair was wet and her whole body was dyed with a layer of frost. Hearing the sound of Chuxin opening the door, she seemed to wake up from her contemplation, and looked at him in surprise, as if she didn't recognize him for a while.
Chuxin hurriedly walked over and asked, "Why are you sitting here?"
Yun Tan replied lightly: "Think about things." ”
"What's worth sitting all night in the cold?" said Chuxin.
"Then what is it that deserves you to sit in the cold all night?" Yun Tan looked at him, serious and sad.
Chuxin's face gradually turned a little red, turned around and went back to the room, and after a while, he walked out with something in his hand.
He handed the thing to Yun Tan and said, "It's for you." ”
It was a snow-white suit, a satin fabric, thick and warm.
"You were making clothes for me last night?" Yun Tan was surprised.
"Go ahead and try it. ”
"Why?"
"What, why?"
"Don't you hate me?"
"That's what you said, I never said it. After speaking, Chu Chu smiled rarely. Seeing him laugh, Yun Tan couldn't help but show a smile. Chuxin felt that she still looked good when she smiled, and the world brightened when she smiled.
Yun Tan went back to the room to change clothes, only to find that this set of clothes was fashionable, it was a style worn by a rich lady, and the fabric was good, warm and comfortable, and it fit well. Where did he get the money to buy such a good fabric? Where has he been these days? In any case, if he is willing to work so hard for himself, it will be enough to untie all the knots in her heart, and her life is still full of hope.
After changing his clothes, Yun Tan happily went to show Chuxin: "Is it good-looking?"
Chuxin smiled and nodded and replied, "It's good-looking." ”
Seeing Yun Tan happy, Chu Chu was happy in his heart, and felt that his hard work was not in vain. In the past few days, when the snow melted, he wrapped his turban and picked up part of the stored grain to sell in the market, and the people at the foot of the mountain were afraid of him, so he carried the grain and walked a long way to another town to sell it. Now that the food is expensive, I sold it for some money in a few days and bought some good fabrics for Yun Tan.
The dance in the snow didn't move him, she was still a little girl, so beautiful, but she wore monk's robes every day, and he didn't take good care of her. And who was he to blame her?
Now that she was happy in her new clothes, and she had regained her former spirit, he was naturally happy in his heart.
"Chuxin, where have you been these days?" asked Yun Tan as he admired his new clothes.
"Go down the mountain and run errands. ”
"What's the matter with coming back late every night?"
"Excuse me?"
"No, I'm just asking. I thought you were avoiding me. ”
"How can you think that?"
"It's nothing, it's all gone, don't mention it. ”
"You... ”
"Eh, by the way, you are so good-looking, isn't there a girl under the mountain who wants to pull you back to be a husband?" Yun Tan asked with a gossipy face.
Chuxin glanced at Yun Tan and couldn't help laughing, Yun Tan wanted to make fun of him again, but suddenly heard someone shouting at the door: "Chuxin." ”
The two looked up at the door and saw an old man with a white beard, thin but energetic, his eyes seemed to have precipitated thousands of years of time, deep and wise and ancient without waves.
Chu Chu immediately stood up and saluted the old man, "Master is back." ”
Yun Tan recognized the dead wood, and immediately buried his head very low, standing quietly aside, only hoping that the dead wood would ignore him.
Who knew that the dead wood asked in the next sentence: "Chuxin, who is this girl?"
"This is Miss Yuntan. After answering the original intention, he said to Yun Tan: "Yun Tan, this is my master, Zen Master Deadwood, I went to see my master." ”
Hearing this, Yun Tan had no choice but to step forward and salute, "I've seen Master." After saying that, he looked up at the dead wood. Deadwood's eyes were shocked, I don't know whether it was joy or shock or sadness, it seemed to be mixed for a while, but this complicated feeling finally only converged into one sentence: "You go back first." ”
Although Yun Tan was completely confused, she was very uncomfortable in front of the dead wood, and when she heard that she was asked to go back first, she quickly withdrew.
After Yun Tan left, the face of the dead wood was still pale, and the original heart also noticed the master's gaffe, he was secretly frightened, who is the master? Accustomed to seeing all kinds of things in the world, Mount Tai collapsed in front of him and did not change color, why did he see Yun Tan so out of shape today? With the master's realm, it is definitely not because Yun Tan is a woman, so why?
Chuxin was wondering about himself, and suddenly heard the dead wood say, "Chuxin, you go back." ”
"Master has been away for a long time, have you forgotten that this is the apprentice's room? "Chu Xin thought that the master was really different today, and at this moment, he was clearly in the east wing of the courtyard, but the master still asked him to go back.
"What you mean by being a teacher is that you go back to your layman's house with that girl. Deadwood finally regained its former calmness, and said slowly.
As soon as these words came out, Chuxin was even more surprised, and reaffirmed that there must be something wrong with the master today, so he said: "Master is tired from traveling far away, and Tange is Chuxin's home, how can we talk about 'going home'?"
"The original intention, the fate comes to gather, the fate goes to disperse, the origin is born, the fate falls and the extinction, the things in this life, the cause of the past life, the way of heaven has its own fixed number. The teacher has decided, you can go home. After saying that, the dead wood turned around and left, and the empty heart was shocked.
For going home, Chu Chu never thought about it. I heard from Master that when he came to the monastery at the age of three, he had a serious illness, and the little child was so sick that he almost lost his life, but fortunately the master saved his life with great medical skills, but since then all the memories before the age of three have been lost. I don't remember who I am, whether I have a home, whether I have a family. But at that time, he was too young, and his memory must not be very important, and he was not obsessed with regrets.
Now that the master asked him to take Yun Tan home as soon as he came back, he thought of the taboo of the people under the mountain who avoided him, and thought of the unknown world and family, and his heart was worried and depressed.
He came to Yun Tan's room and stood silently at the door for a long time, not knowing how to speak. Yun Tan felt a little uneasy about Deadwood's attitude towards her today, and expected that Chuxin would come to her, so he paid attention to the voices in the courtyard. She heard footsteps stop at the door early in the morning, but no one knocked on the door, so she opened the door herself and saw Chuxin standing at the door. He was a little surprised to see her suddenly open the door, and the two entered the house together, and Chu Chu told Yun Tan the meaning of the dead wood, and asked her if she would like to go home with him. Yun Tan was also very surprised, he didn't expect the dead wood to be so cold and decisive, and he wanted to drive the original heart away, but it was okay to go, living under the nose of the dead wood, looking at his eyes today, sooner or later he would find out that she was a demon, and it would not be good at that time! And she has always had a little yearning for the rivers and lakes in her heart, because of the limited spiritual power, she can't make the trip, and now she has the original heart by her side, no matter how far she goes, she is not afraid of insufficient spiritual power, so she happily agreed to go with him, and sincerely felt excited and excited.
I saw her eyebrows fluttering and dancing and dancing to Chuxin: "Chuxin, when we enter the rivers and lakes, we will be heroes! We have to have a loud name, what thunderbolt mage, dark night Shura girl or something, do you think it's good? You see, Chuxin Zen Master is righteous and awe-inspiring with a staff in his hand, and the little demon Yuntan is holding a shawl and is trying to stop the raging tide! The rivers and lakes will leave our legends!"
Chuxin raised his head and looked at Yun Tan in a little surprise, "It's a shame, I said I missed my mouth." Yun Tan thought secretly.
"Little demon, you still have a little self-knowledge. Chuxin smiled dumbly. He only thought Yun Tan was joking, but he didn't notice that Yun Tan's expression froze for a moment.
He saw Yun Tan's excited and yearning appearance, and for some reason, he was also looking forward to going home.