It is said that women will become stupid after falling in love, is this the state of herself now? She doesn't know, because she is not sure if she really likes him, but this feeling makes her a little attached. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

What did she like about him, what did he deserve to like? She didn't know.

Some people say that real liking is a liking that can't tell the reason, and being able to say the reason can only prove that the liking is not deep enough.

Is that really the case? Qi Ruoxuan didn't know.

Zhuo Yifan saw two lanterns hanging on the ceiling in front of her boudoir, covered with light yellow color on the outside, and long tassels of lights underneath, which looked unique in a quiet environment.

Zhuo Yifan turned around twice inside, and then walked towards Qi Ruoxuan.

Seeing Zhuo Yifan walking towards him, Qi Ruoxuan began to be a little nervous, but he didn't retreat and didn't dare to look into his eyes.

"Why aren't you fierce?" Zhuo Yifan smiled at her.

"People aren't fierce in the first place, okay. Qi Ruoxuan said softly, his face still shy.

"It seems that you are really attracted to me, but at first you were so resistant that I really thought you hated me. Zhuo Yifan whispered in her ear.

"You're nasty, very bad, very bad. Qi Ruoxuan chuckled.

"Alas, it's really not easy to find someone who is happy with each other, if it weren't for the pain I suffered, my hatred kept entangled, I would definitely stay with you, take good care of you, until I am old. But I can't do it at this time, I can't!" Zhuo Yifan sighed.

Hearing this, Qi Ruoxuan hurriedly raised his head and said puzzledly: "If you want to, you can do it, how can you say that you can't do it?"

Zhuo Yifan shook his head and said, "You are a good girl, very simple." If I stay, I will leave you with endless dangers, and even bring you harm, I can't hurt you like this, I can't bear it. At the same time, my heart is still full of hatred, and these seeds of hatred keep taking root and sprouting, constantly tormenting me, so that I can't sleep in peace. ”

Qi Ruoxuan seemed to wake up at this time, she looked at Zhuo Yifan's eyes and said: "The damage you said is actually just a guess, judging from the location of the East Harrier Flame Volcano, it is difficult for someone to attack it, the so-called danger brought to me is just your worry." Besides, the hatred in your heart can be slowly dissolved, if you want to take revenge, you will pay a greater price, if you can forget it, wouldn't it be better?"

Zhuo Yifan sighed and said, "I have had this kind of thought before. Especially at Bodhi Monastery, Master and his old man have always wanted to dissolve the hatred in my heart and tell me all kinds of scriptures so that I don't get lost in hatred. At first, those were still effective, but the more it came later, the more difficult it became to persevere, I always saw the scene of the tragic death of my father and aunt, and saw the two skulls on the gate of Zhuo Jian Villa crying to me non-stop, I couldn't suppress the hatred in my heart, I couldn't suppress it!"

After hearing this, Qi Ruoxuan felt very painful in his heart, not only for the pain of Zhuo Yifan's suffering, but also for Zhuo Yifan's unwillingness to stay in the East Harrier Volcano to tie the knot with him.

It is said that happiness comes and goes quickly. Just now, she was still immersed in the joy of the love between men and women, but soon ushered in such a painful reality, which made her heart bleed.

"Do you mean, you're leaving the Eastern Harrier Volcano?" Qi Ruoxuan asked.

Zhuo Yifan nodded, and said abruptly: "If I don't leave, soon those people on the rivers and lakes will know that I am staying here, and Duan Yifeng's father and son may also call again, so that you and Uncle Qi will suffer." You're all good people, and I don't want to watch you suffer because of me. ”

"Good person, what is a good person, can you be bullied and ruthlessly abandoned by you if you are a good person?" Qi Ruoxuan smiled bitterly.

"It's been a few days since I came to the Eastern Harrier Volcano, and you and Uncle Qi have never asked me about the whereabouts of the Blood Drinking Sword these days, and I know that you are not for the Blood Drinking Sword, but for helping me. As for the abandonment you mentioned, I can't talk about it, I just accidentally saw you taking a bath, we are still innocent, you can find a better person to marry, and live your life peacefully and carefree, it's better than following me, a dying person. ”

"You said it so easily, you look at my body, you should always be responsible for me, right?"

"Is it just because I saw your body that I was willing to marry me?" asked Zhuo Yifan.

"Of course not, when I first met you, I thought you were the same as other wealthy boys, but as the contact increased, I saw that you were not all those stinky faults, but also your lovely, kind and upright side. And these days of contact, I feel your sincerity, you see that my body is responsible for me, it's just my excuse. ”

"I'll be honest with you, I liked you very much when I first met you, especially when I was competing in the Huangya Bang in Weicheng, how I wished you could agree to marry me. So far, I feel the same way about you, but people can't be too selfish, I can't give you a stable life, it's better to stop when the feelings have not yet been vented, so as not to be sad in vain. ”

Qi Ruoxuan's expression at this time was very helpless, she knew Zhuo Yifan's thoughts, he didn't want to affect himself, he didn't want to affect the Eastern Harrier Fire Sect. He knew that he might be caught and killed at any time, he liked her, and it was for her that he resolutely wanted to leave.

"I know martial arts, I can protect myself, and you can avoid hatred here, so why always think about others?"

"Don't say it, I've made up my mind, I won't drag you down. If one day, I can purge my enemies and calm my hateful heart, maybe I will come back to you. It's just that this kind of hope is too small, so you better find a good family to marry as soon as possible, so as not to delay your flowery age. ”

After speaking, Zhuo Yifan left Qi Ruoxuan's boudoir, leaving her tears rolling non-stop. This heartbroken feeling was the first time she experienced it, and her heart was extremely sour, and it was even more painful to drip blood.

There were very few men she had in contact with, and those male disciples of the Eastern Harrier Flame Sect were always in awe of her, and it was impossible for them to have normal male-female interactions. As for Zhuo Yifan, not only does her father want to marry her to him and let him have a preconceived idea in her heart, but at the same time, Zhuo Yifan himself is very good, she does not hate him, but the girl's infatuation and ignorance are fully displayed. In addition, he saw his body, and he was even more determined that he was his person.

This kind of dramatic scene change, she never thought of it before, let alone thought that she would do this to Zhuo Yifan. However, when sincerity is exchanged for a reluctant departure, just a ruthless refusal, what could be more cruel than this?