027 Thoughts (Volume 1)
It's late autumn and the autumn rain is continuous.
Leng Yue stood against the window, looking at the clouds of rain and mist outside the window, and her heart was in chaos.
She hadn't seen him for a long time since she last said goodbye to the distant mountains in the mountains, in order to be busy with the novel urged by the publishing house.
Although I couldn't meet him, it's really hard not to think about him...... Especially when you are resting, the figure of the distant mountains will come uninvited.
Sometimes when I was tired from writing, I wanted to lean on the bed, close my eyes and sleep for a while, but strangely, every move, every word and deed, and even every look at her would flash in front of her eyes one by one.
Then, she would involuntarily immerse herself in her own imagination of him...... Obviously, these imaginations are still very sweet.
Such days make Leng Yue very hard and happy.
She really doesn't know how the days of arguing and arguing with Li Min in the past passed day after day, and what she lived for.
Is it to miss someone, or to punish someone?
What is the difference between betraying Li Min mentally in this way and Li Min's humiliation of her in action? If Li Min hurt her, then now, he has done the same thing to him.
Leng Yue sat in the high-backed swivel chair and gently and thoughtfully rotated the chair.
Anyway, at least for a long time, she didn't want to forgive Li Min! In this way, Li Min could know that she Leng Yue was not easy to mess with, she also had her identity, and she would also take a fight, who told him to mess with the dormant queen?
At the same time, she hoped that Li Min would be very sad and longed to reconcile with her, but she looked forward to it day after day, but she never got her forgiveness......
She wanted him to suffer the pain of being confused, scratching his ears and cheeks, wanting to get it but not getting it.
That's how she was satisfied.
Yesterday, she received a wedding invitation from her friend Xiaoyu, and she was deeply touched after reading it. Her friend Xiaoyu got married again after the divorce.
Before Xiaoyu got married, she said that she was celibate and said that she should not find any stinky men. But how could she have thought that she not only found a stinky man, but also found it twice.
As for himself, compared with Xiao Yu, he lacks such courage.
Back then, they were classmates, fellow villagers, and worked in a company.
Leng Yue's writing is a halfway monk, and the reason is because of his son.
Leng Yue's son Li Siqi has completely inherited his mother's genes, smart, humorous, dreamy and enthusiastic, but at the same time his feelings are relatively fragile.
The child has always been the first in the whole grade when he was in junior high school, and he was also the leader of the key middle school in the first year of high school, but after the second year of high school, due to some irresistible reasons, the child's psychology has problems, making him negative and decadent.
At that time, Leng Yue was a mother who treated her son as if she were her life.
In order to call back her son, she wrote more than 100,000 words of documentary literature [What to do with you - my wonderful son].
This writing not only wrote about the feelings, but her son was also moved by it, got back on his feet, and finally got admitted to the ideal university. And Leng Yue's writing is also unstoppable, squeezing into the ranks of writers.
Leng Yue looked at the wedding invitation that was still lying on the table, thinking about the past ...... Thinking of those golden years when they were crazy, laughing, making trouble, playing in the mountains and rivers together, chatting, laughing and scolding, and not knowing sorrow.
People are really confused, this flash, almost twenty years have passed.
They just joined the work, and they are still a group of children who don't know the height of the sky, but they want to conquer the universe, but in the blink of an eye, they have all entered middle age, and they have become families and have their own children.
How did time pass so quickly?
Is it thirty-eight? she asked herself, closing her eyes for a moment, and her heart was filled with sadness.
She walked over to the mirror and brushed her smooth hair back to reveal her entire face, which she looked at herself carefully.
The skin is still delicate like a girl, without wrinkles and sagging.
The eyes are just like what Li Min described, with big eyes and long eyelashes.
The nose is one of her favorite facial features, the bridge of the nose is not high, but the tip of the nose is small, straight and slightly upturned, with that pure oriental quality.
Look at the eyebrows and face shape, they are all in line with aesthetic standards, willow eyebrows, goose egg face.
But she is so beautiful, why did she marry someone she didn't like very much?
Is it that the first love was frustrated and no longer believes in love?
Or did Li Min's fierce pursuit make her unable to resist, so she obediently surrendered?
What now?
Love is coming, but he was labeled by Li Min first, and he can't return it.
Now, I'm an old woman with a head of household, an account, and a label, although I don't admit it, I always feel like a rebellious little girl in adolescence.
Are you still going, are you going to see the distant mountains?"
In the mirror, she shook her head vigorously.
In my heart, I felt in a trance that she couldn't even control her own destiny freely, but she was a pitiful woman.