Chapter 164: Farewell (Volume 3)
"Let me stay in your arms......" Leng Yue muttered, "Just for a while...... For a while. ”
She buried her head in his arms, and he hugged her tightly, his heart souring and moving.
"Hate me! because it's me...... I've hurt you!" she continued to murmur: "I often make you sad, I am selfish, but I really love you so much! I'm sorry, I don't know when I'm leaving, I hate me like this! I ...... I really want to start our lives all over again, without money, without fame, without anything......"
She shook her head, spoke incoherently, and burst into tears.
"As long as I live, as long as I accompany you every day, I can be with you unscrupulously...... I'm satisfied. But I'm ...... now There's really nothing you can do about it. I'm left with this, half-dead, half-alive body, I don't want to lose your ......"
"Yue'er!"
The breeze called her darkly and affectionately.
"You're an invincible girl in the universe! You said you have the determination to destroy the world!"
He kissed her, kissed away the tears from her cheeks.
"What?"
She looked up at him with teary eyes.
"Did I say such ignorant things?"
"Of course there is!" Qingfeng's eyes were moist, but his face was serious. "You also said that your life is very hard! Actually, let me tell you, my life is harder! Because when I was very young, my mommy gave me the eight characters, and the people around me were often overwhelmed by my aura and couldn't open their eyes!"
"And then?"
Leng Yue asked with a tearful smile.
"And then," Qingfeng smiled and said, "and then if two people with such a hard character are together, God will be killed by us!"
"Really?"
"Uh-huh! really!
"Wow!"
Leng Yue burst into tears and smiled.
She pointed at Qingfeng with her finger and shouted with a smile: "Look, you are usually a serious person, and you are really humorous when you tell jokes!"
"Really?"
The breeze fluttered.
Then, he laughed too.
He laughed bitterly, laughed sadly, laughed with wet eyes, and sparkled with tears......
*
In the afternoon, the breeze and the cold moon were ready to set off on the trip.
Yuan Bo and Yuan Jing stood on the steps outside the door to see them off, giving them thousands of instructions, worried and uneasy, and reluctant.
Qingfeng and Leng Yue stood at the bottom of the steps, they couldn't stop nodding and smiling.
"Don't worry!" Leng Yue said, "We will pay attention to safety, don't drive fast, and will come back early." ”
"If there is anything, you must call us in time!" Yuan Jing instructed: "Don't let us worry!"
"Okay, Mommy. ”
"Also," Yuan Bo suddenly took out a wallet from his pocket, and pulled out a stack of banknotes and handed it to Leng Yue. "When you travel, buy what you like. He said.
"Uh-uh. ”
Leng Yue was stunned.
"The moon appeared in our house, and our whole house lit up. Yuan Bo explained to Leng Yue softly: "Child, when I think of you going on a trip and not seeing you for a few days, my heart ...... Also, uh uh cold moon, these pocket money, are as a memorial to the family. ”
Yuan Bo put the banknote in Leng Yue's hand.
"Let's hug!" he hugged Leng Yue. "Oops, I feel like I've picked up a daughter for nothing, and I'm in a really good mood......
"Daddy......"
Leng Yue leaned on Yuan Bo's arms, and her eyes turned red all of a sudden.
"If you have any hardships, just tell your father, you know?"
"Yes. Leng Yue's nose was sore, and tears almost fell. "Got it, Dad. ”
"Oh, Daddy didn't hug me once. Qingfeng pretended to be jealous and pulled Leng Yue from his father's arms. "Is this eccentricity?"
"Of course. Leng Yue said with tears and a smile: "Qingfeng Jun's status is over, and I have completely squeezed it out!"
"That's not going to work. "The breeze is laughing, go and hug Yuan Bo. "Hug me too!"
"Get out of the way!"
Yuan Bo also smiled.
"Disgusting to death. He nodded Qingfeng's forehead. "Yue'er is right, you are in this home, it's over. ”
"Wow. ”
Qingfeng smiled and left Yuan Bo.
He went to pull Leng Yue's hand, then turned around.
"Wait!"
Leng Yue called the breeze in time.
She stared at Yuan Bo and Yuan Jing, and there was tenderness and unfathomability in those big misty eyes.
"I want to say a few words to my parents one last time. She said softly: "During this time, I have caused a lot of trouble to the family. But you still love and spoil me, and treat me as family. For the homeless Leng Yue, you are my relatives!"
She smiled wriefully...... Big eyes, wet and shiny.
"I know that our fate is only in this life and the present, and there is no future......"
She lowered her head, bit her lip, and her voice choked at once.
After a long while, she raised her head, looked at them tenderly, and continued:
"In my life, I can have the opportunity to be the younger generation of the two, Leng Yue is very grateful and content! If we can really continue this relationship and become a real family, how good it would be, how good! But ......"
Leng Yue looked at them and looked at them deeply.
"Goodbye ......"
She bent down and bowed deeply.
After a big salute, she turned and walked away quickly. Because, there was a heat wave that had rushed into her eyes, and she had to leave.
"This ......"
Yuan Bo only spit out one word, and his voice choked.
"Oh, this kid ......"
A tear fell from Yuan Jing's eyes.
"She's so distressing. Yuan Jing sighed and said, "Is she really a passer-by in our lives?"
"Let's ......" Yuan Bo pulled Yuan Jing's arm, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't be so sad, it's not like you won't come back." ”
"But just now, Leng Yue gave us such a big gift, and my heart suddenly felt very uncomfortable......"
"Uh-huh. Yuan Bo nodded: "Me too." ”
"Yes?!" Yuan Jing wiped her eyes, looked at the back of Qingfeng and Leng Yue, and said: "Actually, people are very poor animals, because they have wisdom and emotion, they think they have the whole world! ”
"For example?"
"Like fate!"
"Uh-huh. Yuan Bo sighed: "Fate ......" he muttered to himself.
"The wind is blowing!" Yuan Jing went to grab Yuan Bo. "Let's go back. ”
"I remember when I was a child, every time there was a strong wind, I couldn't sleep at night. Yuan Bo walked slowly and said slowly: "When I grew up, in a soundproof house, I missed this sound very much, and the sound was like a distant dream. ”
"Because it's the sound of my hometown, I can't forget it, right?"
"Uh-huh!
Yuan Bo nodded again.
Hearing such a sound of the wind, I felt that my soul became quieter. ”
"And what does the wind represent?"
"Represents the long ...... of life"
Yuan Bo's eyes were red, and his voice was sad.
"Where the wind blows, that's what we've seen. He whispered, "When the wind comes, I don't know where it is...... Because of the unknown, we are full of yearning and expectation for the future. When all the joy and tears are gone with the wind, we are close to the end. ”
"Are you saying that the wind has brought us to the end of our journey?"
Yuan Jing sat down on the sofa, she leaned her head on Yuan Bo's shoulder, she looked up at the deep Yuan Bo, she asked:
"And what's the end?"
"Maybe it's a handful of loess, maybe it's a lake, maybe it's a bamboo forest planted behind the house when I was a child......" Yuan Bo looked out the window and muttered for a moment: "When the wind rises, the soul returns, we sleep in the wind, and wake up in the wind." Life...... With such ups and downs, the end of one journey means the beginning of the next. ”
Yuan Jing listened, bowing slightly.
It was as if she felt the connotation of her husband and the sadness in her bones for the first time.
**
"Yue'er, are you crying?"
Qingfeng lowered his head to look at the cold moon.
Her tears were like a soldering iron, burning his heart.
"No ......"
"What's not?"
He stood still and looked at her carefully for a moment. Then, he approached her, reached out, and brushed the tears from her cheeks with his thumb.
"I'm sorry. Leng Yue smiled weakly: "I shouldn't let you worry, I shouldn't ......"
A sadness, tears burst out of his eyes again.
"Oops, it's hard for you to say I'm sorry!"
Qingfeng hurriedly wiped her tears and put his arm around her shoulder.
"Wrong is wrong......" she choked up, "it makes you sad, makes you anxious, and brings you uneasy emotions, I am wrong, there is nothing bad to admit." ”
"Yue'er!"
He looked at her deeply, deeply.
"You're such a good girl with a good mind, it's really distressing. He hugged her and kissed her on the forehead.
Leng Yue calmed down and pondered for a moment.
"Some people often compare love to the rumors. She said, "Because there is no trace of it." When a relationship is over, the best way is to leave it in the wind, because the wind will take everything. She paused, sighing. "What you can't take away is just memories. She said.
"Don't be cranky. ”
The breeze tightened her grip on her shoulders and walked slowly forward.
"Don't put too much pressure on yourself. He looked at her gently.
"Uh-huh"
Leng Yue nodded.
She glanced at Qingfeng, although her heart was still filled with the shadow of leaving, but walking by his side, her heart was still filled with warmth, tenderness and drunkenness.
"Yes!" she looked up at him, and her voice was warm: "I can't be weak, I want to be strong, I am the undefeated Leng Yueye!"
"That's right!" Qingfeng smiled sadly: "You are the undefeated Leng Yue......! It's such a different little monster! That's why I'm so deeply immersed in it. He stroked her hair, his voice soft.
How much she likes the way he speaks, how much she likes the way he looks at her, how much she wants to be like this, and never leave.