Chapter 241: Grievances
But she worked hard for a long time, and the medicine flowed out along the corners of her lips, Xiao Xuan watched him burn higher and higher, but the medicine couldn't be fed, so in a hurry, she drank the medicine into her mouth, and then, pasted it to his lips, and slowly fed it in.
A bowl of medicine was fed for half an hour, Xiao Xuan put him on the bed, and covered him with a quilt, the effect of Chinese medicine is relatively slow, and it is estimated that it will take half an hour to reduce the fever at the earliest. After tossing all night, she was also a little tired. I wanted to find another cabin to rest, but I was not worried about Bailidu's injury. After thinking about it for a long time, he finally gritted his teeth and lay down beside him.
After sleeping in a daze for a while, she suddenly felt that her chest was pressed by a heavy object, she opened her eyes and looked, Adu's left arm was pressed against her chest, and he next to him began to sweat, and the heat also dropped. Xiao Xuan took his arm away and wanted to wipe his sweat with a towel, but Bailidu grabbed her hand.
"Xuan'er, don't leave me. Bailidu didn't care about the wound on his arm, and hugged Xiao Xuan tightly, with a hint of nervousness in his deep eyes.
"I'm not leaving, I'm going to get a towel to help you wipe your sweat. Xiao Xuan struggled slightly, lowered his eyes and didn't look at him.
"Xuan'er..."Bailidu roared, enclosing her into his arms with all his might, his voice pleading, "Don't torture me anymore, I know I'm wrong, you give me another chance, don't talk to me, don't snub me, okay!"
"I'll go get a towel. Xiao Xuan struggled to sit up, wrung out the towel in the bucket, and turned back to wipe his chest and back.
Bailidu put down his hand a little decadently, looking at her eyes with affection and helplessness, why there are so many twists and turns between them, why can't they be together well. He let her wipe him, in fact, he was enjoying this moment of peace.
After wiping it all, Xiao Xuan took the bucket out, and when he came back, he sat at the table, looking at the scenery outside with his hands on his cheeks.
Bailidu's eyes have been on her, she is a little thin, is there no child, the blow to her is too great, at this moment, he blames himself deeply, he didn't even protect their children.
Bailidu got up from the bed, put on his clothes and walked to her side, patting her shoulder gently, "Xuan'er, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you." ”
Xiao Xuan pursed his lips, he couldn't control the grievances in his heart anymore, and tears fell down big and big. That child of hers left before he had time to see it in this world. For more than a month, she didn't dare to think about it, hypnotizing herself at any time, because she had no fate with her child and couldn't blame others. The sobbing turned into a bitter cry, and she fell into his arms and cried darkly, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances.
Bailidu just hugged her like this, he didn't know how to comfort her, it was all his fault, he knew that Gong Jiang was ambitious, but he didn't protect Xiaoxuan and their children well. The thought of the child made his eyes red.
Gradually, Xiao Xuan stopped crying, but she was nostalgic for his arms and unwilling to leave, she secretly scolded herself for being unproductive, and she was still greedy for his warmth.
"General Qiyu, Xiao Han asks to see you. ”
Xiao Xuan saw that Bailidu was about to refuse Xiao Han, pushed him away and turned around, "Adu, don't always delay your business for me." ”
Bailidu turned around and sat on the bed, stabilized his emotions before speaking, "Come in." ”
Xiao Han entered in response, and when he came in, he found that the atmosphere here was not right, and his heart was a little hairy, "If you go back to the general, you will be in Jinyangzhou soon, please give instructions to the general, go to Jinyanzhou or go back to Beijing?"
"Go back to Beijing. ”
"Jin Yongzhou. ”
The two opened their mouths at the same time, and Bailidu's eyes turned to Xiao Xuan, but seeing her firmness, he immediately changed his words, "Go to Jinyangzhou." ”
"Obey the order, and the subordinates will go and prepare. After the words fell, Xiao Han took a few steps back and walked out of the cabin, and closed the door casually.
Tossing for so long, Bailidu couldn't hold on, his body temperature seemed to have risen again, he lay on his side on the bed, "Xuan'er, come and stay with me for a while, I think I have a fever again." ”
Xiao Xuan walked to his side and pulled the quilt over his body, "Lie down for a while, sweat to reduce the fever." I'll call you in a moment. ”
Bailidu held her hand tightly and looked at her with affectionate eyes, "Xuan'er, my Yujue disappeared that day, so I let the demon have a chance, I will be vigilant in the future and never let this kind of thing happen again." After a pause, he continued, "If someone asks me what I am most afraid of in this life, I will tell him very solemnly that I am most afraid that I will not be able to stay with you in this life." Xuan'er, forgive me this time, okay?"
"Hey..."Xiao Xuan sighed, her pure beautiful eyes were confused and melancholy, she didn't know how to respond to him, in fact, she had already softened, "The long road of life, everyone will take a few wrong steps, Adu, you haven't eaten for almost a day, I'll go prepare some food for you." ”
"General, you're about to enter the port, please pack up and get ready to disembark. ”
Before Xiao Xuan could go out, Xiao Han's voice came in from outside, she walked to the door and opened the door of the cabin, "Manager Xiao, how much time does it take to settle down after going ashore, Adu has not eaten for a long time, his physical strength is not good now, and his wound is recovering slowly." ”
Xiao Han crossed Xiao Xuan and looked at the general lying on the bed, he had no intention of letting him in at all, so he could only stand at the door and say, "Madam, after getting off the boat, there is a distance from the mansion of the Pavilion Prince, and the subordinates have found a private house for the general to recuperate." ”
"I'll clean up for Adu, you prepare a soft sedan chair for him, don't let him get caught in the rain, and also, the meal should be softer and lighter, if the bedroom is a kang, prepare more bedding, his back can't be too hard if he has a wound on his back..."
"Xuan'er..."Bailidu leaned on the bed and called her, his heart was warm at this moment, his Xuan'er still cared about him, "If you keep talking, the boat will be docked, come and help me out." ”
Xiao Xuan's face was slightly red when he said this, "Manager Xiao, you go down and prepare." ”
The sky is approaching dusk, and the original light rain has a tendency to gradually become larger, although it is the season of early summer, but the wind carries the rain, making people feel the coolness coming to their faces.
A soft sedan chair, carried Bailidu and Xiao Xuan to the house arranged earlier, after a day of cultivation, Bailidu's spirit was obviously much better, he watched Xiao Xuan busy tidying up the room, and a warm smile rose on his lips, "Xuan'er, come and rest for a while." ”
Xiao Xuan put down the thin quilt in his hand, walked to Bailidu's side, reached out and touched his forehead, which was somewhat hot, "You rest first, I'll go and boil medicine for you." ”