My name is April.

Here, everyone has their own story, and I'm no exception.

One day, a long, long time ago, I watched my lover disappear in front of me. I wanted to stop this, but I couldn't do anything because I was so cowardly, cowardly, and vulnerable.

Someone told me that no matter how much pain I suffer, I will eventually be healed by the medicine of time. If time doesn't allow you to forget people or things you shouldn't remember, then what's the point of our lost years?

I once promised a man to forget him and live happily, but time flies, and the white horse flies. Day after day passed, and I have seen countless sunrises and sunsets, the tide rising and falling. I can't even remember how long it was, but I know that it was a long, long time ago.

Even so, all I forgot was my age, and all I forgot was whether I was still the young girl I was when I was the same young girl.

I vividly remember everything I experienced with Shuyan, whether it was the moment when we met as a child, or the moment when he parted to comb my hair, all of these things are vivid. Maybe...... I don't want to forget it at all!

The book says that he has done too many wrong things in his life. So, I tried my best to do good.

In this way, I have traveled to many places and helped many people. I don't want anything else, I just hope that I can alleviate the sins he committed during his lifetime.

We have known each other since we were very young, and if Shuyan were still alive, we would probably have been married! Perhaps, we would have already had children and lived the life I wanted to live.

However, none of this was possible – I cut his bones into his bird's nest with my own hands and watched him turn to ashes in front of me.

So, when it gets dark, no one will go home with me anymore. Sure enough, when love is about to end, it will end, even if it is the touching love of two people.

And he only left me one promise - to become husband and wife, and there is no doubt about love.

He never said anything like "I love you" to me, and our love story was simple, even simple. He once said that what touched me the most was "to be my own Sun Shuyan".

This sentence alone is enough to make me unforgettable.

Unfortunately, in the end, none of us saw the lilies bloom.

I have heard people say that there is no such thing as unconditional love in this world. But until now, I don't know if this statement is true or wrong. But I know that true love is not the so-called childhood sweetheart, two guesses, but from the beginning to the end, from one to the end.

When Shuyan died in my arms, I felt that in his short life, in addition to power and interests, there were also many beautiful things, and he must have remembered the bits and pieces of our together.

I think there must have been a lot of reluctance in his heart for me. I think he must be sad too.

But he didn't know, and he never will, what I meant by giving him long hair.

Green silk and love silk homonym, the woman gives the man a bundle of hair, indicating the woman's affection for the man, and he will not marry in this life. Another implication is that the woman could not be with the man for some reason, so she gave him a bundle of hair as a sign of farewell—because I had cut off my long hair with the determination to die.

When you fall in love with someone, you are always afraid of losing. Only I know the pain of losing my words, and the despair I have never had.

Those unspoken thoughts, my love for Shuyan, this love is irreplaceable.

That's it, I don't know how long it has been.

If it weren't for May, who was standing at the door, seeing me and stopping me, I probably wouldn't have known that I had walked back to Zhongli Villa, the place where I had lived for ten years.

It turned out that it was April again, and it was another season of drizzle and slightly cool.

When the old people reunited, I learned that May and Junwu's brother have already married, and they will welcome their second child in May this year, and their eldest daughter is already literate.

May said –

That year, after Lou Shenghao suffered severe heartache in Zhongli Villa, he abandoned Xinyi and moved the date of the battle to the next day, and Gu Shaoxia was not allowed to refuse with the order of the people of Changhuan.

The brotherhood is deep, and everyone has a big battle with the Demon Emperor, and finally this scourge is removed for the martial arts, and the rivers and lakes are finally peaceful.

The throne of the new leader of the Martial Arts Alliance is still the head of the Flame Gate, Huo Biao. Huo Gongzi has a noble character, a broad heart, and is worthy of the word "benevolence and righteousness", presumably he will benefit the martial arts!

I heard that the lord of the Huo League also accepted a boy as a disciple, and the boy's name was He Shu, and he was later renamed Shujin by the city lord. Eight years have passed, and he must have grown into a beautiful boy by now!

But there are always things in the world that have to be paid for.

Therefore, the young owner died, the white girl died, and even their unborn children died at the hands of the Demon Emperor.

One young life after another disappeared between heaven and earth, and I wondered if they had any regrets or regrets, or if they had any unfulfilled wishes.

But—I can't find the answer.

And the living He Zhi Gongzi was also seriously wounded in that battle, and his right hand could no longer hold the two-hundred-pound double-hook sickle. But at least, he can also grow roses.

But he was so happy compared to me—because he waited for his lover. The empathetic Xue Liangyu Xue girl who was good in the hall and in the kitchen finally returned to him after being separated from him for eight years.

Although during this period, Miss Fang Pu also made countless gestures of goodwill to He Zhigongzi, but he rejected each time.

May said that Miss Xue had actually been by He Zhigongzi's side all the time and never left, but she hid because her appearance was ruined and she had low self-esteem.

In the past eight years, she has watched every move of He Zhigongzi, and the mountains and fields are full of roses planted by He Zhigongzi for her, looking at these beautiful flowers, she is back, and the two people who have experienced the ordeal will never be separated.

It took eight years for Miss Xue to see a man's sincerity to her, and it took eight years to know that love really has nothing to do with beauty or ugliness. After experiencing life and death, they will cherish the happiness in front of them even more.

I stayed in Zhongli Villa for a few days, during which I also met the Huo League Master. Although we didn't know each other very well before, I was willing to listen to him talk a little bit about him.

At this time, Huo Biao had already lost his original youthful face, and he also took off the fiery red brocade robe of the past, and replaced it with a bright yellow robe - just like Yue Longxiang at the beginning.

It is even more majestic and upright, and the jade tree is in the wind.

He and Yue Longxiang are both the sons of Yue Zhilun and the grandsons of Yue Lu. Of course, according to him, he found the secret in a silk handkerchief, but he almost never knew the secret again.

He, like me, has his life bought by his beloved. But the difference is that the person he loves loves someone else. And he, with all his might, couldn't accept the rosewood girl who had always loved him deeply. In fact, the reason is simple - he doesn't love her.

Human love is difficult to complex and difficult to explain, but it is very simple and clear. To love someone is to really love with life, and there is no way to pretend to love without loving someone.

However, we are all the same stubborn, and when we fall in love with someone, we recognize it, and we can't give others a chance if we don't want to.

At this point, I realized that I was not the most pitiful, at least there was a man who had truly loved me. However, there is no point in saying this anymore - love or not, we are all alone.

Huo Mengzhu said that he is moving towards his tomorrow step by step, and maybe his life will only start from this moment. Even if the future is full of thorns, I still believe that Huo Biao is still the same Huo Biao.

I will silently bless him.

I also heard that since the palace master Liu passed on the position of palace master to Xiang Yang, he and Gu Shaoxia have gone into hiding.

Since then, the husband and wife have stayed away from the rights and wrongs on the rivers and lakes, and have taken their daughters and nephews to leave footprints in many places in my Great Song Dynasty, and also left every good memory that belongs to them.

They are so similar to me, but they are very different. Because they were never alone.

On the day I left Zhongli Villa, May asked me when I would come back, and I didn't dare give her a definite answer because I didn't know when I would come back.

Maybe a month, maybe a year, maybe ten years, maybe a lifetime and I won't come back.

So, I continued on my journey, and soon, I came to a small town in Jiangnan.

It's really beautiful, so beautiful that I forget my sorrow.

There is a famous tea shop in the town, and the tea here is the best and most complete in the town. But the owner is a very strange person - because she only receives one customer a day.

But today I was lucky to be this guest, and the moment I looked at the owner of the tea shop, I recognized this as Gu Shaoxia's senior sister at a glance.

Her appearance hasn't changed much, and she is still the same flower proud. It's just that with the passing of her years, she finally made up her mind and chose to settle down in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River and opened a tea shop.

Because she said that drinking tea can purify the heart, and it is also comfortable and fun to be with tea all day long.

She would go back to Yunyang Mountain once a year to meet Yuwen's seniors, and that day Gu Shaoxia and Liu Palace Master would also take the children back.

She's been there this year.

That is, this year, Gu Shaoxia left the young owner's son Feng Yi in Qingshuitan, along with the shocking slash, the shocking Hongjue and the Xiao Yifan left by the young owner.

Yuwen's predecessors personally taught him to read, write, and martial arts, and also taught him in dealing with people, and always taught him loyalty, righteousness, benevolence and filial piety.

I think that now the little phoenix wing is like the little Huaiyan and Ao'er in front of Yuwen's predecessors!

Yuwen's predecessor is a hermit master with a very high level of martial arts cultivation, and Feng Yi grew up beside him, and in the future, he will definitely become a hero with outstanding learning, good character, and excellent martial arts like his father and uncle.

- Zhenwei flying high.

I held the small and delicate purple sand teacup in my hand, smiled and took a sip of tea, and my sister said that this was the newly picked Biluo Spring this spring.

I have also drunk a lot of tea in my life, but today I am seriously drinking tea, and it is really different.

After all, we are no longer the same people we used to be.

After a few days in Sister Ao'er's tea shop, I took another step, this time still not knowing where I was going.

But I promise that until the end of my life, I will continue to help those in need with a kind and loving heart.

Maybe one day in many years, I will choose to live somewhere forever.

Maybe I'll go to Sister Ao'er and run a tea shop with her, taste tea, and talk about tea. Maybe I'll go back to Zhongli Villa and support our home with Brother May Junwu.

Maybe that's just maybe.

Every time you go through a stage in life, you lose some people and miss something.

But. In the vast sea of people, you will meet many people, and many people will meet you.

Our footsteps will not stop because of this, and the road ahead will continue.