Chapter 381: Mutual Complaints (1)
No one makes a decision in their heart for no reason, and most of it is deliberate...... This is especially true of someone as careful and vigilant as Auntie.
Perhaps, as she herself said, she fell in love with Sun Shuyan, after all, little girls are always easily attracted to young and handsome men. What's more, Sun Shuyan has indeed been very good to her all the time...... In this world, Sun Shuyan is still the only one who gives her medicine, picks vegetables for her, and wipes the corners of her mouth for her.
Perhaps, it was because she liked Hei Lengguang, after all, it was their sisters' life-saving benefactor! If it weren't for Hei Lengguang, they would have starved to death on the streets, and where would they have the opportunity to eat bird's nest? What's more, she has known Hei Lengguang for many years, and it is normal for her to have a long-term affection for her life-saving benefactor.
Perhaps, she was just for the White Feather Fairy. For this person who never regarded her as a subordinate but as a sister and friend. On that day, the White Feather Fairy received ninety-nine lashes and almost died, and those leather whips seemed to hit the White Feather Fairy as if they were hitting her heart.
Or maybe she's resentful of the Demon Emperor. Not to mention the Demon Emperor's indifference to her sisters over the years. What girl in the boudoir can endure a man looking at her body in full view? And this man is not her husband. For the arrogant Ajiao, this is simply a great shame.
In the end, it is the person who has followed the White Feather Immortal, Ah Jiao's mind is extremely complex and meticulous, and her courage is far from being comparable to ordinary people. I'm afraid that others won't be able to understand her no matter what. No one knows when she began to rebel against the Demon Emperor.
Was it after Ah Qiao and Hei Lengguang died? When Bai Yuxian was dying? After Sun Shuyan came? After the Demon Emperor saw her body? Or after Lou Jinchen?
It could have been all of these things that had taken her up to make up her mind, it could have been one of them, and it could have been much earlier.
But only she knows Ajiao's thoughts.
The Netherworld, which was still quite lively during the day, was as silent as death at night, and Ajiao sat alone at the head of the bed reminiscing about the past.
After an earth-shattering thunder sounded in her ears, she subconsciously hugged her body. The thunder that seemed to be able to break people's hearts became more and more presumptuous.
Lou Shenghao in the Wuji Hall lost his temper for some reason, and scared all the maidservants who served him into a daze. even fainted immediately and fell unconscious, but the remaining few people didn't even dare to come out, and they all held their breath.
"Get out of here!"
After only a short moment's effort, the Wuji Hall of Nuoda fell silent, and there was nothing but thunder.
Inside and outside Hongyi Hall, Ajiao's heart-wrenching cry was poured out, and even the sleeping Sun Shuyan was awakened. He hurriedly got out of bed and ran to April's room to make sure she was safe, and then tiptoed open the door of Ajiao's room.
Her room was so dark that not a single candle was lit.
After the "boom" ended, Sun Shuyan still saw a long blood stain on the floor through the lightning, and his pupils unconsciously dilated several times at this moment.
The messy aunt also saw him, but she just lay on the ground and cried.
There was a suffocating smell in the air, and the kind of non-anger and self-authority of Ajiao, who wiped away her tears, made Sun Shuyan shudder, he never imagined that this would be the girl who accompanied him to breakfast during the day.
“...... When people go crazy, they can do anything. ”
After silently reciting this sentence, Sun Shuyan still had the courage to squat over: "Ajiao...... Tell me what's wrong, let me figure it out with you. ”
“...... You?"
Ajiao slowly raised her head, and observed Sun Shuyan carefully with the short-lived light brought by lightning, and there was an inexplicable trace of tenderness in her eyes.
Sun Shuyan, who couldn't stop the sweat in his palms, also let down his guard at this moment, and nodded lightly: "It's me, I'm coming to see you...... Tell me what is on your mind, and let me bear it with you. ”
"Get out of here!"
Ah Jiao didn't mean to appreciate it, so she pushed him aside fiercely, and pointed at his nose with great anger and shouted: "You children of a family born with a golden spoon...... How can you understand my bitterness and suffering? How can you empathize without personal experience?
Even if I'm just a lowly minion, that doesn't mean I don't have dignity! I don't need you to sympathize with me! Get out, get out!"
"I've never looked down on you, don't be like that. With that, Sun Shuyan reached out and hugged her, stroking her long hair incessantly, trying to calm her down in the excitement and mania.
Leaning on Sun Shuyan's chest, Ajiao, who felt the warmth, cried and said, "Then are you willing to listen to me talk about the past?"
"Well, of course I do. ”
When the thunder died down, Ah Jiao spit out the past in the ticking sound of the rain.
I was born into a poor family...... My father used to be a very hardworking man, but after being wrongfully accused of breaking a leg, he became lazy and lazy, and only knew how to drink and gamble every day. My mother was originally a small jasper, but after marrying my father, she used her weak shoulders to support our whole family.
In my memory, she sewed clothes day and night for the ladies and ladies of those big families, but she never wore a decent dress herself.
She was only in her early twenties, but she had grown gray hair from overwork, and she looked like a woman in her thirties.
Her hands were covered with calluses, but she never rested, and no matter how hard and tired she was, she had to persevere. Because she is the only source of income for the family, if she falls, our family will have to drink the northwest wind.
For me and my sister, for that crumbling home...... She kept gritting her teeth and holding on. My uncompetitive dad took all this for granted!
If it doesn't go well, they will beat and scold our mother and daughter to get angry...... In the face of this, my mother and mother could not do anything but hug me and my sister and cry in the middle of the night.
From the day I was born until I arrived at the Netherworld, I don't know how many leftovers I ate and how many clothes I wore on...... Received countless blank eyes and ridicule.
One day, my dad lost money gambling and owed a lot of money...... Because my mother didn't promise to pay it back, he turned his mind on my young and ignorant sister, who he pushed out to pay the debt when the debt collectors came.
In order to protect my sister, my mother stabbed my father to death with scissors when she couldn't bear it anymore. Although it scared away the debt collectors, the news spread through the village at a very fast pace.
They didn't investigate the truth of the matter at all, only knew that they scolded her behind her as a ruthless, and threatened to report to the police to put all three of us mother and daughter in prison.
In order to save my sister and me, my mother hanged herself that night...... She was driven to death by the gossip and threats of the villagers.
The day after my mother's death, the neighbors snatched the little grain and rice that were left in our family and occupied the only two thatched houses.
The evil village chief even threw my sister and me into the green building...... I vividly remember the village chief smiling very happily after receiving the bustard's money. He was happy, but it was a nightmare for our sisters.
In this way, a few years of life are worse than death...... Later, when my sister and I refused to take us, she beat us with rattan sticks in a fit of rage, and we were covered in blood.
In order to protect my sister, I told those people, don't beat her, you want to beat me...... They hate these the most, the pain of the rattan whipping on my body, I have not forgotten it so far, and I dare not forget it.
With the help of my planner and my sisters who had fallen together, I escaped from the Qinglou with my sister and met the Black Hall Master and the White Hall Master smoothly.
Every day in the Netherworld is a happy one...... Although we will also do some things that go against our hearts, at least we don't have to run around for life, we don't have to be embarrassed everywhere, and we don't have to worry about losing our innocence.
But...... Ah Qiao is dead, and so is the master of the black hall...... Her only loved one in this world died, and so did my savior...... Even though the White Hall Master is still alive, it is difficult for me to see her again. ”
She's the only one I have in this world, but she's dead, she's dead. ”
After saying this, Ajiao's tears gushed out again, her shoulders trembled very much, and her fingernails were also fiercely embedded in the flesh.
It seems that it is indeed an unbearable past.
After comforting her softly, Sun Shuyan told Ah Jiao the secret he had hidden for more than ten years - he was not Sun Tai's biological son.
The expressions of surprise, surprise, and disbelief on Ajiao's face were all expected by him early on, and even though the next story was very boring, he still told it without scruples.
"Perhaps, as you say, I was born with a golden spoon...... But you have enjoyed at least a few years of motherly love, and my mother passed away on the afternoon of my birth because of difficult childbirth.
I've never seen her before, and I don't know what the food she cooks tastes like, or if the clothes she sews fit...... In addition to my lack of maternal love, my childhood was also spent in the ignorance of my adoptive father.
My adoptive father, Sun Tai, was keen on martial arts and ignored my mother, which gave my fourth uncle the opportunity to rape my mother...... Just one time, my mother unexpectedly became pregnant with me.
Paper can't contain fire, and the news of my mother's pregnancy soon spread throughout the Rising Sun Sect. In the midst of everyone's congratulations, my adoptive father felt only anger and betrayal...... This is where the murderous intent begins.
He had never touched my mother, so he naturally knew that I was not his child...... After he forced my mother to tell me what happened, he stabbed his own brother with a sword on the spot.
When he raised his sword and stabbed at my mother, fortunately my grandfather came in time, which saved the lives of our mother and son. ”