Chapter 187: The Pain of Losing a Child
lifted the miserable white sheet, revealing Zhao Zhan's equally pale face. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Zheng Yong looked at this slightly swollen and lifeless face motionlessly, recalling the willful, smug and even irritable expressions that this young and handsome face had in the past, and a few muddy tears gradually welled up in his old eyes that were covered with crow's feet because of his smirk.
Zhao Zhan, his own blood and bones, was killed like this!
He closed his eyes slightly, and the scene when he first saw this biological son came to his mind.
At that time, Zhao Zhan was only in his early twenties, and he had just won the top prize in martial arts and was awarded the position of a deputy general in the forbidden army.
This high-spirited young man, dressed in shining armor, looked extraordinarily heroic.
If it weren't for the secret letter brought to him by Xianglan before his death, Zheng Yong really couldn't believe that there was a son with his own blood in this world, and this son, Zhao Zhan, was standing in front of him at this moment!
Back then, he was also the son of a martial arts family, and at that time he was not called Zheng Yong, but Zhao Buting.
Due to his frail health since he was a child, he was unable to practice the martial arts inherited from his family, he was always neglected by his father, and was often bullied by his brother, and even the people in the family ignored him.
Although he felt humiliated, he was powerless to change the situation, so he could only endure it in silence. Gradually, he began to indulge himself and indulge in wine country day by day.
As a result, one day, after he was drunk, he broke into his sister-in-law Xianglan's room by mistake.
At that time, his father and brother went out to participate in a martial arts event, and the sister-in-law, who was the kindest to him in the whole family, struggled to resist several times, but finally couldn't fight the little brother-in-law who suddenly became extremely powerful after drinking, and he covered his mouth and forcibly raped him.
After waking up, he knelt down and begged his sister-in-law to spare him. The sister-in-law, who has always been soft-hearted, was softened by his crying appearance, and finally nodded with tears in her eyes.
He thought that the danger would be over, and his fate would be saved.
Unexpectedly, a month later, on the night when his father and brother returned home from afar, he was called into the room by his father.
As soon as he entered the door, he was slapped by his father and vomited blood and fell to the ground.
It turned out that on that day, he drunkenly raped his sister-in-law and sister-in-law, and was secretly seen by a maid ring outside the door, and reported it to his father who had just returned home.
The tyrannical father didn't give him any chance to plead and defend himself, but only coldly said "The ugliness of the family should not be publicized", gagged him, and then cut off his life.
He passed out in pain. When I woke up, I found myself lying on a mass grave.
In the end, he managed to survive.
After recovering from his injuries, he once risked being discovered by his father and brother, and sneaked home to meet his sister-in-law Xianglan, who made him feel guilty.
The kind and weak sister-in-law kept crying at him, telling him that his father had secretly ordered someone to bury him alive that day, and it was the sister-in-law who gave the subordinate a gold bracelet to save him a life. It's just that from then on, he can no longer appear near the door, otherwise once he is found by his father and brother, it will be a dead end.
So he was ruthless, and simply entered the palace and became a eunuch.
It doesn't matter if it's time to run, or if it's fate, since he became a eunuch, he actually met the noble man of his fate. An old eunuch somehow took a fancy to him and passed him a set of strange Xuanyin fingers.
Since then, with profound martial arts, he knows how to endure and accumulate strength, and he has gradually managed his own world in the palace.
Because he knows the way to meet the will of the court, and is good at judging the situation, he is fortunate to be appreciated by the current emperor, not only became the emperor's confidant, but also eventually became the chief eunuch in the palace and the chief of Ouchi who mastered the secret agents of Ouchi.
After he gained power, he also secretly ordered someone to go to his hometown to inquire about the situation of his sister-in-law Xianglan, and knew that she had given birth to a son for her brother and was living well.
He originally had the idea of revenge on his father and brother. But at that time, my father had died, and my brother had been seriously injured in a fight, and he was lying in bed all day long, but life was worse than death.
So, his idea of revenge was also put down, and he just asked people to send a message to his sister-in-law, and if he was in trouble, he could ask someone to send a message to him at any time.
But the sister-in-law never passed a word to him, and it was not until she was dying six years ago that she left him a letter with only one sentence on it: "Zhao Zhan is your son." ”
Who would have thought that he, who had been lonely for most of his life, had been living a humble life, and had been scolded as a "eunuch" and a "dog eunuch" behind his back, was also a descendant!
From that moment on, he made a vow to live only for this son for the rest of his life. He wants Zhao to show his popularity, live a high-ranking life, and never become a slave who acts according to people's eyes like his father.
Seeing that Zhao Zhan, under his own painstaking arrangement, was promoted step by step from a low-grade deputy general, and finally became the commander in charge of the 100,000 forbidden army in the capital that no one dared to look at, and even became the prince's master, he was proud in his heart, but he was still not satisfied.
Once the old emperor dies and the little emperor ascends the throne, their Zhao father and son have the military power in their hands, and the emperor is also in their hands, maybe the dragon chair will eventually be taken away by them!
Whenever he thought of this beautiful vision, he felt the urge to laugh out loud.
His father and brother used to treat him like a dog and never treated him as a member of the Zhao family. But it is his second son, who is the real hero of the Zhao family, who shines on the lintel of the Zhao family.
Although he will never tell the truth to his son, because he doesn't want him to live in the shame that his biological father is a eunuch, he can recognize Zhao Zhan as his righteous son, at least he can hear his son call him "righteous father".
But now, it's all gone!
When his son died, Zhao's incense was broken, his dream of honoring his ancestors was shattered, and all his hopes had come to naught!
How could this not make him hurt to the bone marrow and hate the bone marrow!
All those involved in Zhao Zhan's death, he wants to let them die!
Han Bing - his killer enemy, he will not let him go first!
There are also Xue Youyou, Shui Xinying, Shui Lingluo, Chu Wenxuan......
Hmph, wait, he'll let them all die at his hands one by one!
He had already secretly executed the four incompetent guards.
The indecisive and retreating lieutenant general Wang was also assassinated by the men he sent, making the illusion that he had accidentally fallen from his horse and died.
Even in his rage, he wanted to clean up the Miyahiko who was sent by him to mix in the guests and was in charge of the on-site command!
Fortunately, after calming down in time, he immediately realized that as soon as Zhao Zhan died, he really needed a capable helper in the future to plan for him outside the palace. Gong Yan, who has completely taken refuge in him, is indeed a very suitable candidate.
In addition, the identity of the Miyahiko North people is also a crucial point. Maybe when there is nothing he can do in the end, he can also use the northerners to help him avenge his revenge.
In any case, he will use all means and all his strength to avenge this murderer!
For this reason, even if he wants to completely bury Dayu's country, he will not hesitate to do it!
Anyway, he has lost his son, and there is no one in this world who cares about him, so what does the complete destruction of this world have to do with him Zheng Yong? As long as the person who killed his son can also be destroyed with him.
"There will be a day," Zheng Yong's old face hung with undried tears, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Han Bing, I will definitely destroy you, the person who ruined everything for me, and completely destroy it!