I had a strange dream at night, in the dream, it was in this campus, there were Cousin Zeng Feng and Cousin Lu Rui, as well as these teachers and classmates, the sky was terrifyingly dark, not black to be exact, but deep purple or black purple or black with purple light...... Screams mingled everywhere in the air...... It was really chaotic, and I don't know if it was a dream or what it was, and there were a lot of people who were organized to help people escape...... Finally ended in a place in the depths of the corridor, I don't know when I got such a big guts, all the way was full of terrifying things and hostile ghosts floating in the space, but I still came all the way here! To be exact, I walked at first, but then I floated in~ ~!! I don't know how, but there was the most terrifying thing in the end, an indescribable and very horrible thing that resembled a human or a strange or a soul, and she? yes! her gender was like a woman, and she wanted to tear me apart...... But she couldn't stand up with her legs and feet, and I probably understood what was going on...... The monster in the dream is indeed gone, her disappearance and the rest of the strange things are gone, and everything in the dream is calm again...... And so the dream ended.

Early the next morning, the school issued an emergency notice, and at the same time, it was broadcast to all teachers, students, faculty and staff in the broadcast studio: "The general content is that because a military drill is to be carried out on the mountain outside the school, the whole school will have a three-day holiday, and those who can go home will go home, and those who really can't go home will stay on campus, and they can't enter and leave the campus, let alone wait and see, so as to avoid danger...... If there are any changes, the school will notify you separately......"

After this incident, the temporary school holiday was added by two more days......

I don't have the slightest interest in military drills, according to the experience of the old people, don't look at the dangerous excitement... So as soon as the school said it was a holiday, I immediately packed my bags and went home...... By the time Ziling's phone call me, I had already arrived at DY, because the phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of power. When they heard that I wasn't in school anymore, they didn't bother to talk to me about anything else, and it didn't matter if I was there or not to do anything with what they were going to do.

I haven't been back to the old house for several years, and when I enter the house, I smell a musty smell coming to my nose, and I can see my childhood shadow everywhere...... My piano, my paintings, my old cot, my desk, my very old lamp, my toys, my rag dolls...... The smell was so choking that I had to open all the curtains and open all the windows......

I tidied up casually and slept in this little bed tonight......

When I woke up the next day, I wanted to go shopping with an old classmate. When I left the community and walked on the main road of Taishan Road, I only heard a familiar but unfamiliar voice that I occasionally remembered but didn't want to think of came into my ears: "Ye Molan"

I knew who it was, but I didn't want to look in the direction of the sound, so I quickened my pace and wanted to get out of here...... But he was grabbed by the arm, and when he saw me looking up at him, he withdrew the hand that was holding me......

I could only look at him politely, then smile politely and say to him, "I didn't expect such a coincidence?"

He also smiled politely and said, "Yes!

I turned my head to the side and said, "I won't bother you with your business, I'm going to go shopping, bye-bye......" I immediately wanted to leave quickly, I didn't want to stay, I was afraid of being seen, why was I so afraid of being seen? I don't know myself?

He reached out and grabbed me again, but it was so tight that my arm hurt a little, so I stared at him viciously......

He said, "Can Ye Molan have a cup of tea together?" It's okay to sit and talk casually...... Don't go so fast...... Even if I beg you...... Can you please talk to me?......"

My heart suddenly felt so sour...... Look at his face, his eyes, his expression...... Nothing has changed in the slightest, just like it was a few years ago...... Absolute sincerity, absolute trustworthiness! But, in fact, he'll tell you that he's a liar, he's a brilliant liar, he can fool everybody! He told me that way! I suddenly felt like laughing, so I laughed.

He also laughed, and then said, "Let's have a cup of tea and talk together! Go to the place where we used to drink tea together and watch the scenery by the lake, is it okay for Ye Molan?"

I looked at the fork in the road, yes, there was the lake, and I thought to myself, this cunning fox! No wonder he suddenly said that he was going to the lake over there for tea? That is the direction ahead, I experienced life and death with him at the beginning! It was he who saved my life regardless of himself...... Come to think of it, can I refuse? Oh my God! Why am I still so stupid? I hate my intelligence.

We walked together... Kind smile... Kind regards... Before I knew it, I came to the place where I was in distress, and I was very sad to revisit the old place... I quietly watched everything here, and even tried to find the slightest trace of the large pool of blood he had shed, but in fact, where could there be any traces? It had already been blown away by the wind and sand...... Why do I still want to find a trace here? Because I always felt that knowing him was no longer real, and it always felt like it was just a dream......

After walking for a while, I found a place to sit down and drink tea...... I still didn't hold back the unique weakness of women, I didn't accept the control of reason, I raised my hand to flip the hair on his forehead, he didn't stop me, he didn't dodge at all, there was no change from the past, it was still that kind of look, it was still that kind of look! I suddenly felt sick in my heart, and I thought: Is he an actor? I saw the scar on his forehead, proving once again that the past was not a dream......

He said suddenly: "Mo Lan Mo Lan Mo Lan Mo Lan Mo Lan ......"

He kept screaming, as if he didn't want to stop...... How warm was that call in my memory? But now it's cold, my heart is cold, and I'm drenched in tears...... I suddenly remembered one time, because I was working in the same place with a summer job, and I saw him writing for hours, and it was very strange, and I ran over to see what he was writing, and he sensed someone approaching, and immediately hid what he was writing...... When I grabbed it, I saw that my name was written all over the notebook...... I was dumbfounded! I didn't know what to say, but said, "My pen is still a professional grade 4, but I can't write my own name as well as yours!" It really makes me feel inferior ......."

I scolded myself in my heart, "Damn, why do you want to reminisce? I shouldn't have come for tea today...... Why am I so stupid?"

I said to him, "It's almost time, let's talk if we meet in the future......

He hurriedly said, "Mo Lan, don't leave in such a hurry!

I smiled and said, "Do you have anything to say?"

He said, "Give me one more chance! Shall we start over? I really miss you... I think about it..."

I interrupted him and said, "You're cheating again? You've always had a girlfriend by your side! You've never had a shortage of women! Now you can remember that I am a good memory...... Besides, there's nothing between us at all, and I haven't really been your woman...... You didn't intend to ask me for many years ago, but is there something wrong with your nerves when you're saying these things now?

He said: "I know that everything is my fault, that I am a bad person! I wanted to confess everything to you! but I was very afraid! I was afraid of losing, so I always told you the truth of the matter little by little! I knew that was the case? Everything was over, but whenever I thought that I would never be with you forever and I could not continue to deceive, I plucked up the courage to tell my secret, but the more this happened, the more you looked down on me...... So, so I want you to remember me! Don't forget me! I don't want to be completely obliterated in your heart...... So I proposed to break up...... Yes, I've always had girlfriends, but I often call them by the wrong name...... I ......"

I thought it was ridiculous, but I was still very naïve, and I asked curiously, "The wrong name, hehe, you really call the wrong name, if you call the wrong name, don't people ask for it, and you won't be so stupid, and you're not my ......?"

He smiled and continued, "......" Probably the content is to prove that he called the wrong name, and it's all about the details of the incident or something, and then I'm embarrassed, and it's simple and sloppy......

Because my mind is still full of questions about him that I have been unable to understand for many years? So I am curious? Or is it some other reason? I continued, "I once went shopping with you and met a very strange woman, not your cousin, but your wife?"

He replied, "Yes! Divorced......

I asked again, "You didn't take me to your house to meet your parents because your parents were your wife's parents, right?"

He replied, "Yes, so I can't take you to meet them!" My own parents are divorced, I grew up with my mother, and I was afraid that you would look down on me, so I lied to you! I will never lie to you about anything again, I will take you to my mother!"

I smiled and thought to myself that there was no need anymore, that I could never look down on anyone for these things? I fell in love with this man because I was deceived by my own eyes, and I thought he was the most righteous and kind person......

He continued, "Merlan, please... Don't laugh! Your laughter scares me... When I first met you, didn't you know how good you were! How good you were, how good you were? At that time, I could guarantee that all the men there wanted to chase you! I wanted to catch you so much, that's why I lied so much! But I thought I was capable, better than those people, and only I could be worthy of you...... But the more I loved it later, the more I couldn't help myself, the more I couldn't continue to lie...... How conflicted I am? Can you understand that?"

I laughed and said, "I'm not as likable as you say!And your relationship as a woman has always been so good!I haven't lied because I like you!I can make so many excuses for lying!...... And if I remember correctly, the reason you broke up with me was that your family arranged for you to marry the mayor's daughter!"

He laughed, "That's all a lie... I'm really not a thing! Even if I say that I want to break up and make an excuse, I don't forget to elevate myself! I just don't want you to look down on me......"

I laughed and said, "Even if it was a lie at the time! Now it's a dream come true! Your current girlfriend is not right! Isn't it the daughter of Mayor Zhang's family if she is your fiancée? Why do you have nothing to do to lie to me for fun?"

He was silent, swallowed, and said, "This time, I'm doing it for business, give me some time! I won't really marry her! As long as I make such a fortune, we will go abroad to ......."

I was a little resentful and said, "What are you talking about?" I can't take it anymore......

He laughed, "Didn't say anything? I should have calmed down! I just hope you can believe me! I ......."

I know he can't go on anymore......

After that, after many years, we never saw each other again! I didn't want to contact each other again, so I encouraged my parents to dismantle the landline phone at home......

Writing a story here today, I suddenly have some feelings, I think of people!~ You will experience a lot of things in your life!You can't choose to be born! You can't choose the growth environment! You can't choose if you don't meet the right person at the right time! There are many things that you can't choose in advance! So I made a lot of things according to the traditional concept, and I may regret it later~ Suddenly thinking back on the past, I realized that all people in the world have the potential to be liars...... Including myself! Although I no longer wonder if the person in my memory is telling the truth? But I suddenly changed my position and experienced a ...... I knew exactly how uncomfortable I was, and I really seemed to understand what he was saying......

(Come back to your senses, continue with the story!!, a little distracted!) After the school holidays, I went back to school...... Let's continue in the next section......