I looked at him with a smile.

"Man is not inherently pure, and every shell is infused with two qualities at the beginning: the blessing of God and the curse of the devil, just like you buy a computer with a pre-installed system." After injecting this beforehand, it is the turn of the human soul to enter the body, and then the soul is mixed in and struggles. All kinds of desires make your soul fall, and all kinds of admonitions make you refuse to fall, and people can only struggle like this. Does it make sense? No, it's all helpless nature, and you can't escape it. When you understand it one day, you will find that there is such a dirty and obscene thing in your essence that you want to get rid of? Hahaha, impossible!"

Me: "But you have a choice. ”

He raised his voice: "Choice? You are wrong! There is no motivation, greed is always stronger than restraint, meanness is stronger than noble." People are such lowly things. It is only in the face of evil that the noble side is brought to life, because that is also a quality that also exists in the body, and that is what God intended. When you face atrocities, you will protect the weak, when you face evil, you will be righteous, and when you face fear, you will be fearless. There is no comparison, no human fart, it's ants, it's maggots, it's garbage, it's dust in the air, it's scum under your feet!"

Me: "What if there were no gods in this world, no demons?"

He stood up and almost shouted at me: "That proves that this is all a matter of human nature, it has been in my heart for a long time, it has been passed down from generation to generation, forever! Give only two babies a glass of milk, do you think they will be humble? Nonsense! Humans are competitive animals, competing with nature, competing with living things, and then competing with humans, can you tell me one day when there will be no war? That's a fantasy, right? Unless before humans appeared! I'm naïve? You're ridiculous! I believe in demons, so what? What is it like to be willing to fall? My existence is to prove the existence of light, I do not exist, there is no contrast, there is no light. Human beings' noble sentiments will never be aroused, and they can only be humble, dirty, and indecent! Some people are willing to choose God, and some people are willing to choose demons! If there are only demons in this world, then there will be no demons, just as there is no reason for God if there is only God in this world. That's why I exist!"

Hearing his roar, two male nurses rushed in from outside and almost carried him away.

His roar echoed in the corridors: "You are all gods, I am willing to be a demon, even if you all choose the light, in order to confirm your light, I will be the last Satan." This is my existence!"

Listening to his distant voice, I stood there in the face of the mess in the room, and for the first time I was at a loss.

I must admit that his words made me think about it for a long time, and I was about to lose track of that recording.

Later, I talked to his parents a few times, and they told me how the patient used to be religious, how full of faith, but suddenly I don't know why it was like this. And they said that they had prayed for him countless times, and they hoped that he would return to his original state of piety.

I was going to say something, but I hesitated for a while. I think in a way, it's likely that he's still religious.