This diary has been in it for some years.

The paper is very yellowed.

In some places, there is even the initial embrittlement, and you have to be careful when turning it.

Continental calendar: June 19, 32135, cloudy.

My daughter has been gone for a year.

Today, my husband and I went to the Tianyi Clan to negotiate again, and Han Lu and Xue Wushuang expressed their willingness to let Ling'er go back with us and the couple.

However, Ling'er herself was unwilling, no matter how much she persuaded her, it was useless, and the worst thing was that Ling'er took her Huluodi and threatened us around her neck, saying that she would not want to go back with me if she died.

We had to come back first.

What to do? Daughter... Why do you want to do this to your mother.

...

Hu Ling'er remembered that that day, her parents came to the Tianyi Clan, and that was the eighteenth and last time.

Hu Ling'er was reluctant to go back, so she threatened to commit suicide, which forced Hu Tuoba and Hu Mei'er to give up.

Keep flipping...

32135, June 20, fine.

After discussing with her husband all night, she finally decided that as Ling'er wanted, let her live in the Tianyi Clan.

We husband and wife are not particularly strong, in the Tianyi Clan, at least the Wu Sect does not dare to go to the Tianyi Clan to rob people.

However, it's a shame to cry all night, a mother like me... Can you still be considered a mother?

Thinking of a weak and incompetent woman like me, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand up for myself in the future...

Later... I'd better call myself a slave, this kind of self-proclaimed is the most suitable for a useless woman like me.

...

Then again, ever since I ran away from home and when I was ten years old, she came to visit me with a pile of fruit, and I've also...

Reading this, Hu Ling'er recalled the past.

In the fifth year of the Tianyi Clan, it happened to be Hu Ling'er's birthday, and Hu Mei'er went to visit her with a basket of fruits.

But out of disgust with her parents, in public, Hu Ling'er smashed the fruit basket sent by her mother.

[Return the slave family's slave's family... How old are you to do this?!I don't want to see you!You let me go!】

For some reason, Hu Ling'er recalled that at that time, at the lively banquet, Hu Mei'er left alone with an embarrassed smile.

"Hmm..."

Gripping the thumb of the journal, it tightens uncontrollably.

"What's the matter? It's only two pages, so let's read on. Qiu Wanli sat on the chair and tasted a cup of black tea by herself.

"Look... Just look at it. A little grumpy pursed her lips, but Hu Ling'er still turned the next page.

...

The diary is long.

Almost every three days, I would write a page, and I would write a variety of beautiful words in Fox Mei'er.

Although the content of the records varies.

There are life trivialities.

There are heroic talks.

There are disciples who give lectures.

There is experience and emotion.

But the only thing that remains the same, that is, on every page, there will be a written miss for Hu Ling'er.

Why... She's so attached to me?

Hu Ling'er really couldn't understand it.

It stands to reason that if I treat her like this, she should give up on me anyway!

Incomprehensible.

Hu Ling'er continued to flip through the diary.

Although she was extremely disgusted with her parents, the diary was quite boring.

But for some reason, Hu Ling'er is a fluent person who can read.

And the more I read it, the more I can understand the sadness of the fox over the years.

32140, March 18, sunny.

Today is Ling'er's birthday...

Finally, Hu Ling'er read the diary of her tenth birthday.

Just from the first line of words, Hu Ling'er felt her heart tremble slightly.

Read on.

I have prepared a lot of fruits that Ling'er likes.

It just so happened that a disciple named Rabbit Jingjing was recently accepted, and many of the things they worshipped, such as passion fruit, fairy grass roast and cordyceps, were of good quality.

I told my husband that I would go alone and not let him come with me.

Ling'er, this child is anxious, just like her husband.

When the time comes, if she drives me away, my husband will definitely fight with her when he sees it.

......

"Huh?"

Hu Ling'er read this and didn't understand it even more.

She... She knew she was going to be kicked out by me, so why did she come over?

32140, March 19, sunny.

Ha ha... The slave family was really driven back by Ling'er.

I thought that even if it was the worst, the fruit basket slave family could still ask Han Lu to give it to her.

But I didn't expect that even the fruit basket was smashed.

However, this meeting, the slave family was relieved.

Ling'er is doing very well, really good, only ten years old, there is a Yuan Ying cultivation...

After telling the husband, the husband and the slave family were happy for a long time.

But... Why... It's so uncomfortable for my mother...

Originally... This should be a birthday party for your mother. Why...

This page of the diary, that's it.

On the page, you can see some spots of uneven color.

It was a tear spot.

In the dark room, facing the candlelight, the fox Mei'er who writes with a pen is holding a pen, leaving tears while writing.

On the side, on the side of the desk, there is also a portrait of his daughter.

A mother who is resented by her daughter can only express her emotions through portraits and tears.

Such a picture seems to emerge in front of my eyes, vividly.

Hu Ling'er's heart gradually loosened a little.

31342, September 1, cloudy.

This year, the Tianyi clan opened the temple door again to recruit new people, and the slave family hid in the crowd outside the council, and saw Ling'er from a distance that she was in charge of receiving new students.

It's so powerful, Ling'er, you are much more powerful than you were back then.

......

June 15, 31345, cloudy.

At the graduation ceremony of the Tianyi clan, the slave family saw Ling'er in the stands, she was so powerful, she was already in the melting period, and in the competition, no one was Ling'er's opponent.

Ling'er glanced over here when she received the award, she... Really grew up.

In short, Ling'er is doing well, and the slave family is relieved.

......

31347, April 12, Rainy Night.

When the slave family heard that Ling'er was going to participate in the operation to encircle and suppress the six Earth Evil Stars of the Witch Sect, they secretly followed.

I saw that Ling'er and a little boy seemed to be very close.

I wonder if Ling'er will be with her?

Really, how did the slave family think of such a problem? Ling'er, you have to keep your eyes open and don't be deceived.

...

Year 31350...

Reading this, Hu Ling'er couldn't read anymore.

It was dark, and before I knew it, it was already dark.

The hands were shaking, and the heartbeat could not be calmed.

"Do you understand?"

Putting down the teacup, Qiu Wanli said softly: "You have always resented her, but she has always had you in her heart, the second king... No, your mother, she has been silently guarding you behind your back. ”

"I don't need her protection!" Hu Ling'er roared excitedly: "I won't forgive her!"

"Really?"

Qiu Wanli indifferently glanced at Hu Ling'er, who he didn't even realize, and said, "So... Why are you crying?"

"Huh?"

Hu Ling'er was stunned for a moment, and then she reacted.

Tears dripping from the corners of his eyes, with a faint temperature.

Hu Ling'er looked at herself in the lake blankly.

I... Why do you cry?

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