Chapter 133: A Mother's Nightmare (3)
It's a pity that these fantasies have become bubbles, and these bubbles burst with this accident, and everything that bursts the bubble disappears, and all that remains is sadness.
Jia Min, whose face was stained with blood on her forehead, raised her head full, looked at the baby in her hand, the sadness in her eyes could not hide her love for the child, and her eyes were fixed on the child in her hand, which was her first child and the child she had no chance to.
Jia Min looked at the child intently, and at this time, the baby's originally closed eyes in Jia Min's hands suddenly opened, and two empty eyeballs appeared in Jia Min's eyes, because they were close, so she could even see her own reflection in the empty eyeballs.
However, the sudden opening of her eyes startled Jia Min, not fear but surprise, but this surprise made her hands tremble.
"Ahh
With this scream, Jia Min himself threw himself forward with a nervous face, and maintained an upward movement with his palms, trying to pick up the child who flew out.
It was only a blink of an eye from the time the child flew out to Jia Min pounced out, and it can be imagined that Jia Min valued the child, even if it was a child who had stopped breathing, she didn't want him to receive any harm.
However, in the blink of an eye, the distance between the child and Jia Min had been widened, and it was impossible for her to catch the child before it fell to the ground.
Jia Min's eyes kept following the baby's movements, and he didn't notice that there was anything else on the ground, and his foot tripped over this thing, and the whole person really fell to the ground.
The baby who was in the middle of the air fell down at this time, "Don't!" Jia Min intersected his hands and feet, and crawled forward desperately, trying to catch the baby, but the truth was cruel, how could a person crawl faster than a baby falling.
Before Jia Min climbed under the child's fall, the child had already fallen to the ground with a "plop", and the newly formed child was in contact with the ground with his face down, and the facial features that could be vaguely distinguished before really became unrecognizable.
Jia Min knelt on the ground, slowly scooped up the child with trembling hands, as if she was afraid of hurting the child, looking at the child who was no longer an adult, her tears flowed out.
Jia Yue's cold eyes, the miscarriage to the point that the child's body could not be saved, everything was a hard blow to everyone, not to mention that it happened to Jia Min now. The repeated blows had made her unable to cry, and she just didn't understand why such a thing happened to her child.
If it is said that because it is the retribution for killing too much when the Guogong Mansion was founded, this retribution should also be fulfilled on her, after all, she is the concubine of the Guogong Mansion, and it has nothing to do with her children, and her children are the children of the Lin family, and the retribution should not be repaid on him.
If it is said that the enemy's suppression warning to the Guogong Mansion, it should also come at her, so as to attract the attention of Jia Yu and others, but why did her child become a victim?
If she said that God punished her, she also recognized it, but her child did something wrong, he had lost the right to live in this world before he was born, but why did he let him suffer such a thing after he died.
"Why? Why do you do this to my innocent child! Why!" Jia Min's resentment exploded, and she used all her strength to shout out all the questions in her heart, although she knew that she might never get an answer, but she kept asking loudly, and even her voice began to be hoarse and did not stop.
Jia Min kept shouting until her whole body was weak before stopping, she gasped for breath, and it was strange that there was no girl ring to persuade her, she looked around.
"Where is this?" she realized that she was not in the bedroom, and Yahuan was nowhere to be found, she was in an empty place, and there was nothing around but her and the child in her hand.
No, how can the hand be light? Jia Min looked down and saw that the baby's body had become blurred, and then disappeared just like Jia Yue before.
"Child, child, give me back the child!" Jia Min shouted as she groped around on the ground, trying to find the mechanism that had hidden her child from the ground.
As soon as the picture changed, Jia Min found herself standing in a familiar place again, the corridor where she had slipped just now.
"Is it a dream?" Jia Min frowned and touched her face with her hand, it was dry, what she had just experienced was very real, the pain she felt in her body after slipping, the scratched skin on the rough ground on her body, these were all left in her mind, but now the scars and pain on her body are gone.
Jia Min touched her chest, where her heart was beating, and she knew that she had really experienced it, because the heart-wrenching feeling still stayed in her heart, and the taste of despair still surrounded her.
"Auntie, what's wrong?" Jia Yue asked.
Jia Min was stunned, what was going on with this familiar conversation? Before she could figure it out, she had already burst out: "It's nothing, it's just a little tired." “
"Auntie, let's hurry up, it's already dark, if you don't send your aunt back to the yard, you will have to scold your great-grandmother when you turn around." Jia Yue urged.
The same person said the same thing, Jia Min's heart was suddenly shocked, she looked not far ahead, and it was there in her dream that she slipped and fell, and it was because of this that she had a miscarriage.
Maybe what she experienced in her dream was not real, but even if it was a 1 in 10,000 chance, she was not willing to risk the child in her belly.
She didn't know why there were so few rings around her, since she was pregnant, every time she went out, she would bring at least six rings, two walking in front of her and behind her, and two supporting her.
Jia Min let one girl ring walk in front of her, and the other girl ring supported her, she wanted to minimize the danger.
Jia Yue naturally would not object to Jia Min's arrangement, she held Jia Min's empty hand on the other side and walked forward slowly, when Jia Yue's hand first touched Jia Min, Jia Min couldn't help but think of Jia Yue who sneered in her dream, and her arm immediately got goosebumps.
"Auntie, are you cold?" Jia Yue could naturally feel it, and Jia Min could only return to her with an "um" sound.
"Let's hurry back to the yard, now Yue'er will help her aunt rub it, Yue'er's hands are very warm. Jia Yue thought that Jia Min really felt cold, so he wiped Jia Min's arm with his own hand to make Jia Min warmer.
Jia Yue's heart Jia Min felt that the pimple in her heart for Jia Yue disappeared immediately, and she said, how could her niece be such a person.