46. Change yourself
Although his eyes were gone, he moved as usual, like a bat in the night, without the slightest stiffness and clumsiness, and said:
Yes, they can't get out of that broken temple, and we can't get out of this two-way smoke, they are brothers, and we are also brothers, is this really retribution?
At this time, Bai Qingyi's face was no longer as anxious as it was at the beginning.
It seems that after this conversation full of heaviness and torture, he has gradually begun to find the so-called exit in Bai Qinghou's mouth.
He sighed slightly, as if he had a lot to say, but he couldn't say it, just looked at Bai Qinghou's lonely face.
Bai Qinghou smiled and said, "Second brother, what are you sighing for?"
Bai Qingyi didn't speak, and sighed again.
Bai Qinghou asked again: Second brother, what are you sighing for?
Bai Qingyi slowly walked to the stone wall full of words, and then, raised his hand on the uneven words and lightly **, said:
The reason why I want to sigh is that I want to vent the bitterness hidden in my chest and make my mood a little better, but now, it seems that the result has not changed.
Bai Qinghou seemed to have understood his words, but it seemed that he hadn't fully understood yet, so he couldn't help but say: Change? Change what?
Bai Qingyi's tone was as silent as the pool of stagnant water, and said: Death.
Bai Qinghou smiled slightly, and then, the withered branch-like fingers swiped back and forth on his body, as if he was writing the same word, death.
Then, he also sighed and said lightly: Yes, in this world, everything else can be changed with time, but only this death cannot be changed.
Whether it is a flower, a worm, a bird, a human, or even those seemingly bright stars in the sky, they will inevitably die in the end.
When the word "death" was spoken, Bai Qingyi's face didn't seem to show any special despair and sorrow, and there was even an indescribable sense of relief, and he said lightly:
Brother, after hearing your words, I seem to have suddenly figured it out, and I suddenly feel that, in fact, death is not as terrible as I imagined.
Bai Qinghou did not speak.
He just bit his lip slightly, as if he was making the biggest decision in his life, and then, as if he had already made up his mind, he suddenly made a move and sealed the acupoints on Bai Qingyi's body.
He didn't know where the strength suddenly came from, and he lifted the white light coat, which was already unable to move, and then laid it flat on a flat rock.
Bai Qingyi was stunned for a moment, and then as if he had already understood something, he looked at Bai Qinghou and said loudly: Brother, what are you doing here?
Bai Qinghou looked sad, and said in a deep voice: Second brother, I know that the reason why you want to say these words is actually just to comfort me and not make me feel guilty.
I know that when you were healing me just now, the muscles and veins in my whole body had been shattered by the strong true qi that bounced back from my body, so I deliberately said such a call to comfort me.
But, second brother, the more you say that, the more uncomfortable I feel in my heart, I already owe you so much, I can't owe you again, otherwise, even if I die, I'm afraid I won't feel at ease.
Bai Qingyi seemed to have understood what he was going to do, and wanted to stop it, but his whole body couldn't move, so he had to smile helplessly and said: But, brother, haven't I already said it, I have already thought very clearly about death, you don't have to be like this.
Bai Qinghou said in a deep voice: Although you can not care, but I can't not care. Second brother, I know that you must be very uncomfortable now, but I can't help but do it.
Bai Qingyi sighed and said, "Big brother, why are you doing this, anyway, I am also a person who is about to die, if you make any more mistakes, I will really die."
Bai Qinghou's face was a little scary, and a pair of thin hands lightly ** on Bai Qingyi's face, like a miser ** the most precious treasure in the world, said:
Second brother, I once swore that from now on, I will never let you suffer any more harm because of me, I know that you deliberately endure the pain, just don't want me to feel guilty and make me feel comforted, but the more you are like this, the more uncomfortable my heart becomes.
Bai Qingyi had been enduring the intense pain caused by the broken muscles and veins, and just now, the muscles and bones of the whole body had not recovered from that heavy numbness, so he didn't feel too uncomfortable.
Now, however, when the body's functions slowly regained consciousness, the pain that pierced the heart came like a raging tide.
Then, I couldn't stand it anymore, and with a "wow" sound, I spat out a mouthful of blood.
Just now, although Bai Qinghou had already taken action to point a few acupuncture points and temporarily sealed those true qi that were running around in his body, he still felt extremely uncomfortable.
Bai Qingyi struggled hard, but the acupoints in his body had been sealed, and he couldn't move at all.
Although the true qi in his body had been temporarily suppressed, and he no longer had the pain of tearing his heart just now, it was itchy, as if tens of thousands of ants were crawling around on his body.
I wanted to scratch but couldn't scratch it, if I didn't scratch it, it was really uncomfortable, so I took a quick breath, looked at Bai Qinghou, smiled bitterly, and said:
Brother, actually, you really don't need to feel so guilty, I just said that you have helped me a lot since I was a child, so I have been trying to find a way to repay you.
Just now, although I was shocked and broke my muscles when I lost my true qi for you, I don't regret it at all, because we are brothers.
At this point, his breathing became even more rapid, as if he were in great pain, and then, after relieving his emotions, continued:
Actually, after the communication with you just now, I have figured out everything, and I feel that death is not as terrible as I imagined.
Besides, now everything has been revealed, so my twenty years of incognito life in the back garden of the Golden Villa are not in vain.
That's why I feel that life is in a hurry, and that's just it, so don't feel too guilty because of me.
Now, I know what you want to do, but it's useless, brother, after all, I'm a dying man. It's just that, before I die, there is one last wish, I hope you can fulfill me.
Bai Qinghou's face was already very calm, and he said lightly: When a person has made up his mind to die, he should not have any more wishes, otherwise, that is, you don't want to die at all.
Bai Qingyi coughed violently again, and then, his neck suddenly choked, and suddenly spurted out a large mouthful of blood, kept panting, and said with a wry smile:
But, big brother, I'm afraid I can't really live when you look like this, so, before I die, I just want you to fulfill my last wish and unlock my acupoint-
You let me sit up, let me talk to you for a while, let's have a good talk, maybe this is the last goodbye for our brothers.
You see, it's really hard to lie here like this now, and if you can make me move a little, sit up and move my muscles a little, even if I die immediately, I won't have any regrets.