Chapter 158: Panlong Town that has been 'ransacked'
One person choked up and said, "You are not sorry for him, I am sorry for you." ”
Long Xiaoyun.
Those who had seen him before would never have imagined that he would become so embarrassed and emaciated.
And he stood at the door, as if he did not have the courage to go into the house.
Long Xiaoyun raised his head, his lips moved, as if he wanted to call him: "Dad." ”
But he didn't make a sound!
Long Xiaoyun let out a long sigh and said, "I know, you don't want to be my son. ”
Lin Shiyin looked back suddenly.
Long Xiaoyun turned his gaze to her and said gloomily: "I also know that you don't want to be my wife, my life is superfluous." ”
Lin Shiyin said: "You ......"
Long Xiaoyun didn't let her speak, and said, "But I am determined to be your good father and husband, but it's just ...... It seems that I didn't do a good job, I did everything wrong. ”
Lin Shiyin looked at him.
He was the most well-dressed and well-groomed person, and he was also a good-looking man, always full of vitality.
But what about now?
Lin Shiyin suddenly felt a sense of pity in her heart, and said gloomily: "I'm also sorry for you, and I didn't be your good wife." ”
Long Xiaoyun smiled, smiled very sadly, and said: "I can't blame you, only me, if I hadn't met you and Li Xunhuan, none of you would have become like this, and you would all be very happy." ”
But wasn't his own fate changed by this?
If he hadn't met Li Xunhuan, wouldn't he have become like this?
Lin Shiyin burst into tears again and said, "No matter what you have done, you are at least to protect your family and your wife, so ...... You're not wrong, and I can't blame you. ”
Long Xiaoyun smiled sadly: "Maybe we are not wrong, so who is wrong?"
Lin Shiyin stared blankly at the wind and rain outside the window, and muttered, "Who is wrong?...... Who's wrong?......"
He couldn't answer.
No one can answer.
There are many things in the world that people can't explain and can't answer.
Long Xiaoyun said slowly: "I didn't want to come to see you again, but when you came out this time, I knew that you had made up your mind to leave me, so I didn't persuade you to stay, nor did I want to beg you to go back, because ......"
He sighed and wept, "I know that what I have done has not only saddened you, but also disappointed you, but I still can't help but come out with you secretly, as long as I can see you from afar, I will be satisfied." ”
Lin Shiyin cried bitterly, and said, "Please don't say it again, please ......"
Long Xiaoyun nodded slowly and said, "I really shouldn't say it again, because it's too late to say anything now." ”
Lin Shiyin said in tears: "You know, I owe him too much, I can't watch him die." ”
Long Xiaoyun said: "I also owe him, I owe more, so there are some things you should let me do." ”
As if he had made up his mind, he strode over.
Lin Shiyin snorted: "What do you want to do......?
Long Xiaoyun suddenly made a move, clicked on her acupoint, gritted his teeth and said: "You can't die, you shouldn't die, it's me who should die, I'm alive, everyone is suffering, I'm dead, you can live well." ”
He grabbed the book of mercy wrapped in oiled paper, and the man rushed out.
I heard his voice come from far away in the wind, and said, "Son, take good care of your mother, as for my father...... It doesn't matter if you admit it or not. ”
Long Xiaoyun's eyes widened, looking at the wind and rain outside the door.
He no longer shed tears.
But the look in his eyes was more heartbreaking than tears.
I don't know how long later, he suddenly shouted loudly, "I admit it, only you are my father, and I only want to be your son, I don't want anyone but you, no matter who ......."
This is the son's repentance to his father, and it is also a unique relationship between father and son, and there is nothing in the world that can replace it.
It's a pity that the father can't hear it anymore.
As long as you are human, there is a time for enlightenment.
Even if he realized that he had only been cornered, he was still worthy of respect.
Blood is thicker than water.
Only blood can wash away all shame and hatred.
The destination of life is blood.
But new life is born in blood.