I won't correct the text today.,I'll share with you a little story I wrote before.,Today's double update tomorrow.,This story will be deleted tomorrow night.。

You know, there aren't many people who read it, maybe they are, maybe they don't, but someone who reads it is really the only motivation to support me to write it, if you can, please give me a feedback, thank you!

First encounter

On September 3, 2018, it rained, and the sky was foggy, just like her mood, it was gloomy

Their train today is heading home

I, on the other hand, stayed here

Everything around is new, new schools, new classmates, and new roommates

The so-called college life began in this way

Xu is a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, and he is not willing to let go even if he touches his head and breaks the blood

It was an accident to meet him

However, since that accident, he has remained in her heart

Remember, it was a sunny afternoon, and her mood was as bright and joyful as this daylight, and it was at this time that he fell on her heart like an elf in the forest who had strayed into the world.

Maybe it's because I'm happy, and my steps are always brisk

The sun hit his face, casting a shadow, faintly, and the shadow was more than enough

The beauty made her slow down, feeling that he was a flying butterfly, and when she was startled, she would disappear

Xu was too nervous, stepped on the broken stone next to him, and was shocked

The moment he looked up, he ran away

Now that I think about it, it's so cowardly

At that time, she didn't know what she liked, and she just thought that she would win back a game in the future, and she couldn't be so embarrassed

Goodbye

"Niannian, hurry up, or we'll be late," the girl who had changed her clothes kept urging, and the girl next to her was packing her bags

This is the first day of university life

After Yuenian cleaned up, she pulled Mu Wu and ran frantically towards the military training site, estimating that she didn't pass the high school entrance examination so quickly

After arriving at the designated place, most of the classmates were there, Yue Nian found an inconspicuous place, squatted down silently, reducing her sense of existence, for some reason, as soon as Yue Nian arrived in a crowded place, she would feel nervous and suffocated inexplicably

"Nian Nian, why didn't you see Zhu Zhu and them," Mu Wu pulled Yue Nian and whispered

Now almost the entire school is coming

Yue Nian looked around, and suddenly her eyes lit up, "They're there, in front"

Yue Nian pointed to the front row and whispered

"Otherwise, let's go over," Mu Wu tugged at Yuenian

"Okay," Yue Nian replied softly

"It's him," Yue Nian murmured as she looked at the boy walking past in front of her

"Huh?" Mu Wu looked at Yue Nian suspiciously, not knowing who she was talking about

"It's nothing," Yue Nian shook her head with a light smile,

"Okay," Mu Wu nodded, turned her head, and continued to talk to Zhuzhu

Yue Nian looked at the grass and pondered, how could he be here, could it be that he was also a freshman?

Yue Nian couldn't help but think again, on that embarrassing afternoon yesterday, he shouldn't have recognized himself

Yue Nian secretly poked and poked and rejoiced

In the next principal's speech, Yue Nian didn't listen to anything, and all she was thinking about now was how to get her face back

She's grown this big, and she's never been so embarrassed

"That little brother just passed was so handsome,"

"He seems to be a senior in the Department of Economics and Management,"

"Don't look at it, it's so handsome, you must have a girlfriend"

"No, oh,"

"How do you know?"

"I just know,"

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Yue Nian listened casually, the conversation of the girls around her

Finally, the long assembly is over, and her college military training life is about to begin

Meditate

For some reason, college life was not as good as the teacher said, and it was even more tiring than her senior year of high school.

There are endless activities to participate in every day, whether you want to participate or not, it is mandatory to participate.

College life sucks like this!

Yuenian is starting to get depressed, this is not what she wants, this is not college life!

No freedom, no human rights!

She couldn't find the meaning of life anymore!

The long-held English study also gave up, and she began to get by and have nothing to do.

The tedious and meaningless activities have worn out all her passion and fighting spirit.

She's starting to fall!

The good student who used to be at the top of the list and in the eyes of the teacher is no longer there.

She is like a walking corpse every day, going to class, eating, sleeping, brushing Tik Tok, and shopping Taobao!

Everything around seems to have lost its color, and only black and white remain!

She hated herself, she hated her ignorance, she hated her depravity, she hated her sensitive character.

Her depression became more and more serious, and the people around her just listened to it as a joke, saying that she should not think too much.

She started to get into trouble with her family, she wanted to get out of here, out of this cage that was suffocating her.

However, all in vain!

She cried, and they cried.

She began to study all kinds of ways to die every day, beautiful ways to die!

Her personality is beginning to be missing, and perhaps this is not the first time,

However, it was after arriving at the university that it became more serious.

She has always had mild depression and severe misanthropy.

She hated the world more and more, and she couldn't find the meaning of life anymore.

She didn't know if she should live for herself or for her parents.

If she lived for herself, then she felt that her birth was a mistake, and if she lived for her parents, she was tired of it.

All kinds of injustices, all kinds of misfortunes began to happen to her.

She laughed!

She would cry, she would be sad, she would be sad because she thought it was short-lived.

There's nothing that can't be solved!

Her fighting spirit seems to be rekindled, but she can't find a direction for a long time!