Chapter 276: I can't afford it
In the last world, Jian Ruochen knew that blindly giving in could not solve the problem, but when facing Mo Xiaoyan, he would always treat her as a sister because of her appearance, and he couldn't help but spoil her, until now.
Jian Ruochen was also strict with Mo Xiaoyan for the first time, although she was not so loud, but it was rare to use a tone of lesson, after saying it, she was still ready to wait for Mo Xiaoyan's temper, but Mo Xiaoyan looked at her, but her face was full of grievances.
"I didn't mean to do it to you. ”
Jian Ruochen was stunned for a moment.
"What?"
Mo Xiaoyan looked at Jian Ruochen aggrievedly, "I regard them as friends, as long as they don't do anything too bad to me, I don't want to do anything to you, I just like you, don't you like me too?
You have never asked me how you will keep you by my side forever when I marry Dan, do you think I will hurt you?"
Mo Xiaoyan said it regardless of it.
Jian Ruochen was very surprised, she never thought that Mo Xiaoyan would ask directly, she forgot to answer for a while, and she didn't know how to answer.
I believe that you will not hurt me? How can it be? Not to mention whether I don't know if what I imagined is correct, just to say that the practice of "keeping you by my side forever" is harmful.
People who have come from the last world have always regarded freedom as the most important thing, and suddenly someone deprives you of your freedom in the name of wanting to be good to you and I like you, and no one will think that it is really good for you.
But Mo Xiaoyan thought that this was good for the other party, and it was really good.
"You think I'm going to hurt you?" Mo Xiaoyan's voice was full of disappointment.
Jian Ruochen looked at Mo Xiaoyan speechlessly, and finally said, "So, are you going to tell me now, what do you want to do to me?"
Mo Xiaoyan's eyes widened and nodded vigorously, "Originally, I wanted to surprise you, but, you," she shook her head again, "You are doubting me, Senior Sister Jian, I am very sad." ”
Mo Xiaoyan's hand touched his heart, as if his heart was twitching, "How could I hurt you?"
Jian Ruochen did not doubt the correctness of what Mo Xiaoyan said, because in Mo Xiaoyan's world, her love and hurt were not consistent with others.
"If I can, if I can, I want to cast a spell now, refining the souls of the two of us together, you have me, I have you, Senior Sister Jian, you say, how could I hurt you?"
"What?" Jian Ruochen asked subconsciously.
"When I get married, I will produce two spirit pills, the dantian is my own golden pill, and I will refine your spiritual sense into a golden pill - you already have my essence and blood in your body, but it is not enough, I will replenish your essence and blood every year, until I marry the pill.
In the future, you and I will share my body, and my body can also be handed over to you to master, and even, the two of us, one can dominate the body alchemy talisman, and the other can cultivate and improve the cultivation of the body, and when it comes to condensing the baby, we can also condense two yuan infants, you and me. ”
Jian Ruochen was stunned.
She only thought that Mo Xiaoyan would refine her into something, but she didn't expect that Mo Xiaoyan would want her to control her body with her.
What kind of crazy head and obsession must it be to come up with such a terrible idea?
There are still people in this world who are willing to share their bodies with others.
Mo Xiaoyan looked at Jian Ruochen eagerly, she thought that she would see Jian Ruochen moved, and would immediately come over and ** her hair as before, and would tell her softly that she would wait for that day to come as soon as possible.
However, she only saw Jian Ruochen's stunned face, as if she ...... Speechless.
Jian Ruochen was really speechless.
Mo Xiaoyan didn't understand why Jian Ruochen didn't speak, so he looked at her blankly.
Suddenly, a thought appeared in her heart, and her face turned white all of a sudden.
"Senior Sister Jian, don't you want to?" Mo Xiaoyan asked very lightly, his voice was so light that it didn't seem to come out, but Jian Ruochen heard it, and even if she didn't hear it, she read it from her lips.
"I was surprised. Jian Ruochen said matter-of-factly: "After the accident, I ...... It's confusing. ”
Mo Xiaoyan seemed to have received some kind of assurance, and immediately said, "That is, you don't object?"
Jian Ruochen waved his hand and said, "Senior Sister Mo, you come and tell me, the kind you just said, if it is true, then, where are you?"
"Me?" Mo Xiaoyan said in surprise, "I'm right here?"
Jian Ruochen shook his head and organized the language, "I mean...... Okay, so what do you think we, monks, are made of? body and spirit?"
Mo Xiaoyan nodded: "That's right." ”
"The primordial spirit thinks and dominates the activities of our bodies?"
"That's right. Mo Xiaoyan continued to nod.
"Then, are you going to refine my primordial gods?" Jian Ruochen said and only felt that it was a little impossible, the primordial gods of the monks in this world should be the souls that the people in the previous world said, people, there are souls, right?
"It's not just the Yuan Shen, but also your cultivation, I use my own spiritual power to forcibly help you form the Dan, just because your spiritual root is integrated with my essence and blood, your Yuan Shen will form a golden pill with your spiritual power, and you will cultivate into a Yuan Infant in the future. Mo Xiaoyan explained.
Jian Ruochen understood.
But because she understood, she couldn't say a word.
The three views do not agree, how can she explain to Mo Xiaoyan, what you think is good for her, but not really good for her?
She fully understood Mo Xiaoyan's thoughts.
Just a few days ago, Mo Xiaoyan also mentioned that she thought that Jian Ruochen was just a monk with a waste spirit root, and in Mo Xiaoyan's opinion, she had sacrificed a lot for Jian Ruochen - she sent her own essence blood into Jian Ruochen's body, and she was willing to share her body with Jian Ruochen.
Who else in the world would be so generous? Who else would do it for another person?
She had already seen the thoughts in her heart from Mo Xiaoyan's eyes: How good I am to you, I am so good to you, if you don't accept it, you will be too disappointed and sorry for me.
But, she really can't afford this kind of goodness.
Jian Ruochen held her forehead with her hands, and for the first time after entering this world, she felt powerless, not for the things she would face in the future, but because she didn't know how to persuade Mo Xiaoyan and how to let her know what it was really good to people.
There is a kind of good, which is anxious about what people are anxious about, thinking about what others think, looking at problems from the perspective of the other party, and sending charcoal in the snow.
And there is a kind of good, which is thought and forced, and it ignores that the other party is also an independent individual, and this kind of good has unconsciously evolved into harm.