Chapter 236: The Little Girl with the Rain in Pear Blossoms
Some people say that people with high IQ have low EQ, but in fact, people with really high IQ must not have too low EQ. Le Qi can see that even after Kana knows that she is a waste, she still does not give up, and wants to bear all the difficulties that are coming with her, there is no doubt that she is a good girl who values love and righteousness, and deserves to be happy.
Never give up, it is the attitude she gave, and Le Qi believes from the bottom of her heart that this is not a casual remark, but a true love that is extremely rare in this real world.
However, this happiness that is not very demanding, but I can't give it to her, which is the final answer given by rational analysis. He can't hurt this good girl who should have happiness, Kana gave his own attitude, then he was happy, and he should also give an attitude, and what he did to hurt people before was his attitude.
Sometimes Le Qi feels that Kana is right, that she is a selfish bastard, a vile and shameless villain. As long as it is something that he approves of through rational analysis and logical operation, even if he does not compromise the means, he will do it to the end.
Just like today, he decided that it was right and right to make Kana die for himself, and that it was the right thing to do, so now even if he was a waste, he had to use all the means at his disposal, even if he didn't hesitate to make her sad and hate himself in his heart, he had to do it.
But in the final analysis, the fundamental reason for this incident is still the result of his logical analysis. In other words, it's still self-centered. Because his logical analysis is not necessarily right, not necessarily the most reasonable, most likely, it is just that he wants things to happen like this, which has a strong personal subjectivity. From this point of view, he is indeed a selfish bastard, a vile and shameless villain.
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It's just that Le Qi hasn't drunk half a pot of tea, and the wooden door that no one cared about a few days ago remembered again.
"Aggressive~ aggressive!"
Le Qi wondered in his heart, what is going on today, how do you feel that the whole world is going to knock on this door.
After tasting the tea in the cup, Le Qi took the trouble to walk to the door and opened the door again. The people outside the door are also expected.
I saw a little girl with a ponytail standing outside the door, with big eyes watery, and an eager look like she could cry to herself at any time.
And when Ying'er saw Le Qi, she couldn't help grabbing Le Qi's sleeves with both hands, and was so anxious that she panicked and said, "Brother Le Qi, how are you?" Ying'er heard some bad news, Brother Le Qi is not injured, right?"
I don't know if the matter of Le Qi has spread or someone did it on purpose, the little girl heard the rumor that Le Qi has become a waste today, and she was immediately pale with fright, and her heart was very anxious, so she ran to the Le Qi dormitory without saying a word, even if no one led the way, the little girl who knew the location of the Le Qi dormitory still came here with her own strength.
"Hurt?" Le Qi shook his head with a smile and continued, "That's not it, it's just a joke piece of waste." ”
But as soon as the words came out, Le Qi regretted it a little, and added: "I'm sorry, Ying'er, don't mind, I'm just talking about myself." ”
The little girl shook her head and moved the ponytail, her small mouth was deflated, and the tears could not be held back for a while, and they flowed down from her moist eyes
Crying with self-reproach: "No, Ying'er is not just a little waste that makes people laugh, but also a broom star who will bring bad luck, it is I who brought bad luck to Brother Le Qi, so you have become such unlucky."
It's all Ying'er's bad, it's Ying'er who hurt Brother Leqi!"
The more the little girl talked, the more sad she became, her tears couldn't be controlled at all, and she cried with pear blossoms and rain. I felt more and more guilty in my heart.
And the little girl's crying completely messed up Le Qi's heart, hugged Ying'er into her arms, and hurriedly comforted her softly: "Ying'er is good, Ying'er doesn't cry! My business is caused by your little girl! This is what the blind man has already arranged, you don't know, the blind man was very bad by the old man! Maybe your business is also his ghost!"
Hearing this, the little girl's head buried in Le Qi's chest was raised, and although there were still tears in her smart eyes, the amount was much smaller, just like a trickle, she looked at Le Qi, and asked in disbelief: "Is this really the case? Isn't Ying'er bringing misfortune to Brother Le Qi?"
Seeing the cute and cute appearance of the little girl, the bitterness in Le Qi's heart was inadvertently alleviated a little, and she gently pinched her pink little face with her hand, and said with a smile: "Of course not, our Ying'er is so cute, how can there be misfortune and bad luck on her body, it is all auspicious and good luck!"
Le Qi's words made the little girl's heart full of emotion, smiled sweetly at the former, and said: "Brother Le Qi is so good to Ying'er!
"Silly girl, are you still afraid of being embarrassed in front of your brother Le Qi?" Le Qi stroked Ying'er's smooth hair dotingly, but found that she was still holding the little girl tightly, and felt a little embarrassed for a while, after laughing a few times, her hands gradually let go, and she changed the topic and said: "Hehe, don't stand at the door, let's go in and sit, although it's a little messy, don't mind." ”
Sensing Le Qi's movements, Ying'er's delicate little face inadvertently brought a little red halo, nodded shyly, and followed Le Qi into the room and sat down.
Bringing the kettle that was kept warm on the simmer to the countertop, Le Qi re-brewed a pot of tea for the little girl, poured the appropriate tea into the delicate porcelain cup in front of her, and said with a smile: "Come, taste the iced tea I brought back from the Ice Palace!"
Immediately, he said again: "Ying'er, do you know? Before today, I was still depressed all day long, drunk all day long, drunk in the dark, people are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts.
Because the accident came so suddenly, too cruelly, it shattered my future like a raging storm, suffocated me, and made me despair.
It was then that I realized that no matter how strong my heart is, it is not iron, and my happiness is just a tiny existence that is weak and powerless before fate.
But this state of confusion has changed because of your arrival, and it is your care and support that makes me feel that I am not alone, and that I still have friends and brothers to confide in, which makes me feel that I am still alive, and let me know that I still have many reasons why I must live well.
Little girl, especially you, who has contributed the most to this! Thank you!"
The little girl smiled, but she secretly made up her mind in her heart, and she felt very nervous for a while. She slowly stood up from the stool, walked in front of Le Qi, and said a little shyly, "Brother Le Qi, let."
Ying'er will tell you a story!"
Hearing this, Le Qi was a little surprised, she didn't expect that the shy and introverted little girl on weekdays could tell stories, she nodded with a smile on her face, and responded: "Okay! Ying'er can also tell stories!"
However, under the incomprehensible gaze of Le Qi, the little girl seemed to take a step forward with great difficulty, and came to a distance of only a foot from herself, and did not speak, but stretched out a pair of arms, the palms of the hands were facing inward, and the little head was slightly lowered, and the pair of watery eyes seemed to dare not look at herself, but she glanced at the ground from time to time, and looked extremely shy and strange.
Le Qi felt strange for a moment, and asked suspiciously, "Ying'er, aren't you going to tell me a story? What is this for?"
Hearing this, the little girl was even more shy, but as if she had made up her mind, her strange movements did not change, and she said shyly: "Well, Ying'er wants to tell a story, but Ying'er wants to sit and tell it!"
"Then you can sit down and talk, there is a stool. Le Qi felt funny, this stupid girl, I want to sit down and talk about how I got up from the stool!
Hearing this, the little girl's mouth was deflated, her face was flushed, and she said with shame and annoyance: "Ying'er wants to hug! I want to sit on Brother Leqi's lap and sit comfortably!"
Hearing the little girl's words, Le Qi couldn't help but be stunned, after reacting, he felt that the atmosphere was not quite right, and it seemed to be a little ambiguous and embarrassed, Le Qi laughed a few times and said, "Hehe, Ying'er, this is not appropriate, right?"
As soon as these words came out, Ying'er glanced at Le Qi with resentful eyes, and said sweetly: "Brother Le Qi~~!
Hearing Ying'er's soft voice, Le Qi seemed to have lost half of her soul, relieved herself, and couldn't help but sigh that the usually well-behaved and shy little girl had such an irresistible lethality like a seductive soul!
Seeing that Le Qi agreed, the little girl smiled proudly, but she was so shy, her movements did not pause, she hugged Le Qi with her straight hands, sat on Le Qi sideways, looked up at the former, and immediately hit the deer in her heart, and buried her whole little head in his warm chest shyly.
At this point, even if you are happy, you can see what the little girl thinks. But in this regard, she did not feel repulsed, and hugged the latter with her hand.
But after thinking about it, he felt that the little girl was uncomfortable sitting like this, so he easily moved the arm she held on his body, turned her delicate body, and sat the little girl on his lap with his arms around her.
Then he looked down at the shy little girl and said, "Little girl, now you are comfortable to sit, it's time to tell me a story, right?"
"Well!" the little girl nodded, and responded obediently, looking into the eyes of Le Qi and telling the story: "This is a story about a little girl.
Once upon a time, there was a little girl, and her mother died shortly after giving birth to her. And at home, in addition to her father, there is also an older sister who is one year older than her.
The little girl's father was an elder of the sect, so he was strict with the two sisters, hoping that they would succeed in the future. And the two sisters did not disappoint their father at the beginning, and showed extraordinary talent in the body refining realm, especially the little girl, who performed a few points better than her sister.