A silent goodbye
In April this year, my sister, who was extremely thin, was hospitalized for an examination, and the results showed that the ovarian tumor was malignant!
My sister is twenty-three years old this year, and she is in the boudoir.
For the next month or so, I contacted the hospital, prepared for surgery, and traveled back and forth.
If it is said that the physical exhaustion can be well with sleep, then the mental pain cannot be calmed down, and the heart is as tired as an egg.
Life is really fragile like a feather in the wind, and the next moment, you don't know which one you will be blown into by the storm of fate.
Since I was a child, I have been very strict with my sister, and if I am a little disobedient, I will hit her in the palm with a small bamboo branch. But when the surgery was done, when the nurse took the cyst tissue as big as a coconut and showed it to the family, I cried......
I never imagined that the fate of my loved ones would be so cruelly displayed in front of me, bloody, and impossible to avoid any decoration.
Then there is hospitalization, various needle injections, chemotherapy......
My sister used to have long and beautiful black hair, but now it's falling out and it's almost gone.
She was strong, and sometimes jokingly told me, "Brother, I can be a nun now." ”
At this time, my heart was like a knife.
In June, my sister was discharged from the hospital and recuperated at home, with various home remedies.
I don't believe in ghosts and gods, but I believe in fate, what will happen in the future, or will happen, I can't stop it, I can only be at peace with what happens.
You have to go on, don't you?
For example, my codeword career.
Thanks to the starting point, I can support my family by writing as a guy like me who graduated from a third-rate university and couldn't find a decent job, and who was too weak to move bricks.
This is something that my village, and the people around me, could never have imagined.
No one has ever been optimistic about my future, including my aging parents, but I have now shown in the best possible way that I can support this family.
I can take care of my wife and children.
I can support my parents and help my poor sister.
That's enough.
As a man, there are tears that do not flick, and some words are enough to say once. In the world, no one has much less pressure on their shoulders.
Also this year, my codeword career has reached a new high, signed a great contract, and can devote myself to this favorite job full-time.
A network cable, a computer, and a pair of hands are all that is needed for survival.
But my sister's affair hit me hard. The update of "Human God" was intermittent, and it started from there. As for the mood swings during the period, the ups and downs, and when the dust settled, and when I wanted to pick it up again, I suddenly found that it was messy and muddy in the wind.
Then, at about the same moment, make a conclusion, and at the same time leave a thought, this theme will definitely be picked up again in the future.
"Human God" is not very satisfying, but it still expresses a story completely. It's just that short is a fatal wound.
Then, the only way to hope is to write a very long book with the new book "Who Fights the Front".
Although they dare not imagine it, the Southern Dynasty also has dreams.
The new book carries all my dreams!
Then write, from today onwards, this is not only a hobby, but also a profession.
This road is destined to overcome thorns and thorns, and rotten eggs are destined to fly higher and more brilliant than flowers.
But in any case, whether you like it, or spit on it, please let me know.
Best regards, and most importantly, thank you! (To be continued......) (Go read .)