Chapter 198: Confessing True Feelings to Each Other

The inside of the house is still lively and harmonious, but outside the house is quiet. Su Jia didn't listen to Xiao Tian's words again, but slowly walked in the direction of the backyard alone......

"hahahaha-" Suddenly, there was a burst of happy laughter from Xiao Tian's house, only Xiao Tian's voice was heard, "You don't know, when Jia'er and I went to the tunnel of Nangong's house, how many funny scenes occurred......" It seems that Xiao Tian has spoken energetically.

Su Jia listened to Xiao Tian's excited voice inside, she only paused slightly, stopped for a while, and looked down at the stone and brick floor shrouded in darkness......

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"Hahahaha-" In the Wind Chasing Sect, his former friends - Xu Shuang, Wu Xian, Lu Tao and Sister Xiaohong, as well as Chen Shijin when he did not surrender to the enemy, are happy with himself every day......

"Sister Yiyao, we all want to hear you play the flute...... Lu Tao's voice was so simple and innocent......

"Senior Sister Yiyao, did you secretly go to Chen Shijin again today?" Xu Shuang was still so naughty......

"Senior Sister Li, today I came to you again to ask for martial arts......" Wu Xian is still so honest and honest......

"Yi Yao, I'm too tired today, so let's rest early...... The family has made you good food, you will definitely like it......" Sister Xiaohong has been taking care of herself before she died......

"Yi Yao, the head of the house has explained again today, we are going to the mountain to deal with affairs, if you feel unwell, I will help you do some......" Chen Shijin, who was not a traitor, turned out to be very concerned about himself......

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Memories of the Wind Chaser. At this moment, on this dull night, all poured into Su Jia's mind. Maybe it was the warm scene of Xiao Tian reuniting with his relatives. Su Jia saw that she was still alone. Now that I think about it, I haven't seen my old friend for a long time...... However, the world situation is different, Xiao Tian has made great progress, and it is natural for him to return to his original home, but he has an inescapable grudge entanglement with Mo Tianxing, the head of the Wind Chaser faction, and when he left the Wind Chaser faction, he also "saw blood" and left, and he had no chance to go back at all......

Thinking of the old friend I haven't seen for a long time, it may be that I will never see each other again in this life. Su Jia's heart couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness. Coupled with the contrast of harmony with Xiao Tian's family, the sadness in Su Jia's heart is even stronger.

Su Jia stood in place and thought about it for a long time, and the sad expression on her face never changed. But it's not good to think too much. Su Jia still stepped back and continued to walk slowly in the direction of the backyard......

Maybe it's because the backyard is much quieter, and Su Jia, who has always preferred quiet, came here alone. Directly in front of the backyard is the huge jade tree, which is also the tomb of Xiao Tian's father, Xiao Zhen. If it is taboo for ordinary people. I don't dare to stay here alone at night. But Su Jia didn't believe that. For Su Jia, the silence here seemed to be more suitable for her.

There is still a slight breeze tonight, accompanied by the cool breeze, and the faint fragrance of jade and blue flowers on the jade trees gradually spreads around. Although the moonlight was a little dim, through the veil-like clouds, a gentle and light silver light poured down, dotting the peaceful earth.

The fragrance filled the surroundings, and Su Jia felt it. It's slightly more comfortable than before. Su Jia continued to walk forward, walking directly in the direction of the jade green tree. Up a small staircase. When I came to the bottom of the jade tree, the breeze swayed, and I could faintly hear the "rustle" sound of the branches and leaves.

Su Jia's hair and temples were gently blown by the breeze, and the posture of the beautiful woman loomed in the moonlight. Su Jia slowly raised her head and looked at the branches and buds gently swaying in the wind in the mottled black shadow, and couldn't help but smile. The quiet scene is in line with Su Jia's state of mind. Feeling into the situation, Su Jia immediately took out the bamboo flute in her package.

Only in this quiet hour can Su Jia completely relax and savor the subtle fusion of music and tranquility. Su Jia put the bamboo flute to her mouth, and as usual, closed her eyes and concentrated, and the whole person gradually got better.

A long flute sounded first, with a soothing mood, accompanied by the breeze and the fragrance of flowers, and the quiet music began the first chapter.

Su Jia has always liked to play this quiet and harmonious tune, and under such a quiet moonscape, perhaps only in this way can Su Jia temporarily forget the original grievances and entanglements......

The beauty is a little drunk, but now she only blows the romance. Blindfolded and forgotten to get lost, how can the peach blossoms of the past go back?

Indeed, no matter how quiet Su Jia's mood is, no matter how long the night is, no matter how much she escapes reality, Su Jia still can't forget all kinds of things from the original. And the more she thinks about these sad things, the more uncomfortable Su Jia's heart becomes, when she is alone, she often doesn't get too much peace in her heart, but more sorrow and loneliness.

Although Su Jia is playing the flute very quietly now, the sorrow in her heart is getting deeper and deeper, coupled with the cool breeze and cold moon, Su Jia's mood that is deeply permeated by memories is becoming more and more uncalm. Finally, Su Jia stopped playing the flute and opened her eyes again. Without the sad tune, Su Jia's mood was indeed better, but the scene of the jade tree in the backyard remained unchanged in front of her.

Su Jia seems to have some understanding in her heart, having relatives or friends by her side is better than being alone. It turned out that when he just left the wind chasing faction and walked the rivers and lakes alone, he always had the entanglement and sorrow in his heart for the past. Sister Xiaohong's death, Chen Shijin's defection to the enemy, Mo Tianxing's pursuit and killing, and the endless entanglement of grievances and grievances in the past life all surround Su Jia's heart all the time. But since she came to Liusha Town and met Izushan, Xiao Tian, the first person who has always cared about her, Su Jia's heart has become more beautiful. After wandering through a few experiences, Su Jia slowly felt from Xiao Tian that it was better to rest assured that it was better to knot in his heart, rather than dwelling on too much of the past, it was better to grasp the beautiful haode things that he could still grasp in person now. Xiao Tian's personality is very simple, but he has taught himself a lot of things to understand the most essential and simple things in life, and it is these things that Su Jia feels the vicissitudes of life that he has never felt, and life will not be lonely and lonely. Be able to face all kinds of situations in life calmly......

Thinking of this, Su Jia's mood improved slightly, and her mood was much more relaxed than when she was sad and played the flute just now. Now it seems. If a series of events in the Wind Chaser faction brought him the first turning point in his life, then meeting Xiao Tian and experiencing so many ups and downs with him can be regarded as another turning point in his life.

finally thought of talking to Xiao Tian, but at this time, he left the door of Xiao Tian's house and came to the backyard alone, Su Jia's mood still didn't completely let go. Su Jia looked up, the thin clouds in the sky were slowly dispersing, and the moon was all revealed in the dark sky for the first time tonight. Su Jia unconsciously leaned against the trunk of the jade green tree. Then she smiled at the moon in the sky - she was in a much better mood now than before.

However, when Su Jia leaned against the trunk of the tree, she realized that it was a jade green tree planted by Xiao Tian's father before his death. It is also the grave of Xiao Tian's father. Leaning against the trunk of the tree, I couldn't help but think about what happened during the day......

(in recall)......

"Actually, don't look at my dad who used to only plant trees for a living, listen to my mother, my dad can also summarize a lot of truth from the phenomenon of many tree plantings...... After my dad died. My mother still misses my dad very much. I often come here to pray for my father. When I was a child, my mother also told me that if you want to hear what your father wants to say to your family, you have to listen to the voice of the jade green tree quietly......" As he spoke, Xiao Tian turned to the side and put his ear on the trunk of the jade green tree.

Su Jia looked at Xiao Tian's ear on the trunk, and felt even more incredible, but seeing Xiao Tian miss his father so much, Su Jia was embarrassed to say anything.

"Actually, it's not really my dad talking...... Xiao Tian's ears continued to stick to the trunk of the tree. His eyes were slightly closed, and he said softly with a nostalgic tone. "It's just that every time I'm upset, stick to the tree like this and listen a little, and my heart will be much calmer......" After speaking, Xiao Tian leaned on it for a while before slowly standing up......

(In reality)......

Su Jia remembered what Xiao Tian said during the day, anyway, seeing that there was no one around, Su Jia smiled lightly, and then slowly turned sideways, and then bowed his head to the tree trunk, just like Xiao Tian during the day, he put his ears on the tree trunk, and his eyes were slightly closed......

Another breeze blew, blowing Su Jia's sideburns. Su Jia closed her eyes and listened quietly for a long time. In fact, there will be no one talking on the trunk at all, as Xiao Tian said, every time he is upset, stick to the tree and listen a little, and his heart can be calmer. For Su Jia, listening like this can be regarded as relieving some of the loneliness in her heart. Sure enough, Su Jia closed her eyes and listened for a while, and a sweet smile slowly appeared on the corner of her mouth......

After a long time, Su Jia slowly stood up again, and then opened her eyes. At this time, Su Jia's heart was indeed much more comfortable than just now, Su Jia changed the direction and walked to the other side of the jade green tree, and then the whole person leaned against the trunk of the jade green tree, looking up at the bright moon in the sky, wanting to take advantage of this rare happy mood tonight to dissolve some of the sadness that he thought about too much on weekdays......

Su Jia looked up at Mingyue for a long time, her expression gradually smiled, although she still had sadness about the past in her heart, but after thinking so much tonight, it can be said that she felt a lot of emotion and figured out a lot, no matter how sad she is in her heart in the future, as long as she doesn't forget that indifferent mentality, everything can be figured out......

The moonlight shone on Su Jia's body, and the shadow of the peerless beauty leaning against the jade green tree still became the most romantic decoration in the backyard tonight......

However, after some time, gradually, the breeze in the backyard became much lighter than before......

"Did you hear it outside the door just now?" Suddenly, at this time, behind the trunk of the tree that Su Jia was leaning on, Xiao Tian's voice came out.

Xiao Tian didn't know when he appeared in the backyard, he was also leaning on the trunk of the jade green tree at this time, and he and Su Jia were standing back to back, only the jade green tree in the middle.

Su Jia's expression didn't change much, and it didn't seem to be too much surprise to Xiao Tian's arrival. On the contrary, thinking of the loneliness of being alone just now, Xiao Tian's appearance at this time happened to fill the loneliness in Su Jia's heart.

"Ah Tian, ...... you" Su Jia still kept her back against the trunk of the tree, and murmured softly, "Didn't you accompany your mother and Xuecui in the room, and tell them about your experience in the past year......?"

"If you are happy, you may not be happy in your heart......" Xiao Tian at this time. actually talked about his heart in front of Su Jia very rarely, "I know, what my mother said just now." Jia'er, you may indeed be a little depressed in your heart......"

Xiao Tian mentioned this, Su Jia also thought of Xiao Tianniang's words of "rejecting" her just now, and she also knew that she had thought about so many past events just now, in the end, it was not any memories that came up, the direct reason was that Xiao's mother "did not welcome" her words just now, which made her feel a lot sad.

Su Jia paused slightly, and then said softly, "Xiexie, you care about me." Ah Tian, I'm really fine......"

"Actually, my mother is not the kind of person who doesn't welcome others......" Xiao Tian leaned against the trunk of the tree and continued. "Maybe Jia'er, your background is not ordinary, my mother can't accept it all of a sudden...... Don't worry, I didn't tell my mother about your life experience with the 'Soul Breaking Sword Method' and 'Jianghu Bo', I believe it took a while. My mother will grow to like you......"

Su Jia listened. He smiled softly, then continued, "It doesn't matter, I don't care too much. Don't say it's your mother, even if it's someone else's mother, she doesn't want her son to live a stormy life outside every day, right......?"

"Then Jia'er, you should have come in with you just now, didn't you?" Xiao Tian continued, "Jia'er, I know what my mother said. It must make you feel a little uncomfortable...... Actually, to be honest, I'm pretty sad in my heart......"

"Ah Tian......" Su Jia has been silently listening to Xiao Tian's narration. The expression became a little indifferent.

Xiao Tian paused for a moment and continued: "Jia'er, I ...... you I really like you, so I say...... No matter what my mother says, I will still be the same to you, Jia'er......" Xiao Tian suddenly said such a sentence of love, and his face couldn't help but blush slightly.

Su Jia listened to it in the back, and she also blushed for a long time. Su Jia wanted to relieve the awkward atmosphere, and then said, "Ah Tian, I do the same to you...... But to be honest, in fact, when I heard you and your mother and your brothers and sisters narrate, I also remembered my previous days in the Wind Chasing Sect. It turns out that when I was with my former friends, I was also the same as Ah Tian, the same harmony......" Su Jia's tone gradually lowered, and her eyes hesitated.

Xiao Tian heard the change in Su Jia's tone, tilted his head slightly, and continued to listen to Su Jia's narration.

Su Jia continued to whisper: "It's just that Ah Tian, you are really back now, and you have reunited with your original relatives and friends, but because of my background, I will never have the opportunity to reunite with my former friends......

Xiao Tian understood what Su Jia meant, and he couldn't help but feel that taking Su Jia back to Xiaojia Villa was, in a sense, even deeper the trauma in Su Jia's heart. Immediately, Xiao Tian said softly to Su Jia: "I'm sorry, Jia'er, I originally brought you to the villa to let you meet new friends and make you happier, but I didn't expect ......."

"I said it, Ah Tian, you don't have to worry about me, I'm really fine......" Su Jia smiled lightly and said, "Actually, as long as you can be by my side, I am already very happy, I really ......" Thinking of her perception of the turning point in her life just now, Su Jia's words were indeed from the bottom of her heart.

"Stay by your side Jia'er...... Xiao Tian lowered his head a little, and then said silently, "But if one day, I mean if...... If one day the two of us were separated, would we still be as happy as we are now?"

As soon as these words came out, Su Jia's whole person was as if she had been electrocuted, and a similar picture suddenly appeared in her mind......

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"I mean...... If one day, we all separate, we will still be like now...... Are you so happy now?"

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Su Jia's memories were vague, it was when she was chasing the wind and when she was still Li Yiyao, she said to her friends in person, and then that kind of encounter really happened...... Now that Xiao Tian said the same thing, a very unpleasant premonition surged in Su Jia's heart.

Not only Su Jia, but Xiao Tian also felt that after he said such a thing, an inexplicable sense of depression and sadness entangled his whole body.

Xiao Tian and Su Jia were still two people leaning back to back on the trunk of the jade green tree, standing quietly for a long time, the moonlight reflected on the figures of the two people leaning against the trunk, and the silent night suddenly became more gloomy and beautiful......

After being quiet for a long time, Su Jia closed her eyes, and then said softly, "I don't know...... I don't know ......."

Xiao Tian also knew that he had said the wrong thing, but this sudden sense of sadness was real, and the atmosphere of hesitation permeated the entire backyard.

Xiao Tian thought for a long time, and Zuihou said, "Don't think too much, you will be unhappy in your heart...... Go to bed early, Jia'er, tomorrow I have to go to the back mountain with Senior Brother Xiao Bo to practice martial arts, maybe I can figure everything out after I sleep......"

After Xiao Tian finished speaking, he got up again, and then slowly left the Jade Green Tree. Su Jia was still alone in front of the moonlight in the sky, and for Xiao Tian and Su Jia, their hearts were indeed not very quiet tonight...... (To be continued......)