Chapter Seventy-One: The Pain Is Hard to Stay
It was getting dark, and Xiao Tian and Su Jia, who had been tired for a day, also returned to Lufu......
"Sister Su, are you back......" Long before Xiao Tian and Su Jia, Tang Zhan and Lu Jing came back first, seeing Xiao Tian and Su Jia with tired faces, Lu Jing asked with concern, "How is it, are you okay playing chess today?"
Su Jia saw Lu Jing and said softly, "It's Sister Jing...... It's okay, at least I defeated the Champion......" She didn't seem to want to tell Lu Jing about her meeting with the Mongols and Gu Yuqing.
"Brother Xiao was with Sister Su ......" Lu Jing remembered Xiao Tian who was lost halfway, and turned her head to Xiao Tian again, "Brother Xiao is really with Sister Su." β
"Yes, because I haven't been relieved to be a good one......," Xiao Tian replied with a reluctant smile, it seemed that he didn't want to tell Lu Jing what happened to him and Wang Dasheng.
Lu Jing felt that Xiao Tian and Su Jia had a secret relationship, but it was not easy to ask in person, so she said with a smile: "Since you are tired for a day, Brother Xiao and Sister Su, you two should have a good night's rest! Tomorrow is the kendo conference, and today must be a night of recuperation......
"Sister Jing is talking about ......" Su Jia said with a smile, "Then Ah Tian and I will go back to the room to rest now." β
"Okay, I'll look for you again when there is something to ......," Lu Jing said with a smile. Afterwards, Xiao Tian and Su Jia went to the backyard. Lu Jing kept looking at the backs of Xiao Tian and Su Jia, and there were doubts and confusion in her eyes.
"Sister Su, should you ......" Lu Jing seemed to understand something, and said with a confused expression......
On the other side, Tang Zhan was sitting on the steps at the door of his room, silently thinking alone. Tang Zhan first looked up at the gradually darkening sky, and then his eyes gradually lowered, he also seemed to have something confused. Then, Tang Zhan stretched out his hand and slowly pulled out the half of the dragon-patterned jade pendant on his waist.
"Tomorrow is the kendo conference......" Tang Zhan looked at the half of the dragon-patterned jade pendant that Sun Yun gave him in his hand, and said to himself, "If Brother Sun Yun didn't go to Dadu, but stayed in Bianliang City, I believe he would also want to go to the kendo conference to have a look...... Yesterday, the Mongolian general Wang Dasheng brutalized the people of the Central Plains in front of the common people, if it was Sun Yun's brother, he would not stand idly by, right......" Tang Zhan thought of Sun Yun at this moment, and expressed infinite thoughts for Sun Yun, a friend who had only met once.
"Is Brother Tang missing his old friend?" Linglong suddenly appeared in front of Tang Zhan. Because Linglong's room was opposite Tang Zhan, as soon as she went out, she saw Tang Zhan sitting alone on the opposite step, so she stepped forward and asked.
Tang Zhan looked up and saw that it was Linglong, so he said calmly: "Yes...... On the other hand, the heavens are on different sides, and although the token is in the body, they have never been able to see each other...... I didn't read much since I was a child, but I also understood the sorrow of not seeing my brother. Saying that, Tang Zhan's mood became even more confused.
Seeing this, Linglong smiled and said, "Although Brother Tang can't meet your friends and feels lonely, you still have us...... Sister Lu is here, Linglong is here, Zhao Gongzi is here, we can be together every day, what could be better than this? So, Brother Tang, don't be too sad, Linglong thinks that with such a life, she is already very happy, and she won't be too demanding. β
Seeing that Linglong, who had no father or mother since he was a child, and was able to be so optimistic under the fence, Tang Zhan didn't feel guilty of blaming himself. "Even Linglong, you are so optimistic, I want to be sad every day?" Tang Zhan stood up and said with a smile, "Brother Xiao also told me to cherish what is in front of you...... That's right, I have you, and I'm happy every day. Xiexie, girl, I'm much more comfortable now. β
"You'd better find a chance, Sister Lu......" Linglong squinted and smiled, "These are all things she usually tells me." β
"Jing'er, she ......" After Tang Zhan listened to what Linglong said, he realized that Jing'er had a fraternity that ordinary people did not have, and he smiled unconsciously and his heart moved.
"Brother Tang, it turns out that you are here......" A man's voice came from Tang Zhan's side again.
Tang Zhan saw that it was Lu Zhao, the elder brother of Lu Jing, who was usually busy and rarely met. Lu Zhao slowly walked in front of Tang Zhan, and then asked with a smile, "How is it, Brother Tang, are you ready for tomorrow's kendo conference?"
Tang Zhan heard this, and also smiled and said, "I don't see the kendo conference, so I don't need to prepare anything......"
"But tomorrow there will still be a lot of martial arts celebrities gathered in Nangong Murong Compound, you are now the focus in the eyes of everyone, so you naturally have to ......be a little prepared tomorrow," Lu Zhao said, "And Sister Jing, she always likes some ghostly actions, I'm afraid she will have some mess tomorrow, Brother Tang, you have to help take care of ......"
As soon as he heard Lu Zhao say this, Tang Zhan immediately thought of what happened in the Caiyun Restaurant today, and his expression suddenly became slightly serious. Tang Zhan thought for a while, and then said to Lu Zhao: "Well, I know, I will be ready......"
Looking at Tang Strategy's slightly serious expression, Lu Zhao knew that Lu Jing and Tang Zhan must have met something today, so he didn't feel a little cautious in his heart. Lu Zhao said: "Okay, let's rest early tonight, tomorrow we will go to the Nangong compound together." β
"I see......" Tang Zhan replied. So, Tang Zhan, Lu Zhao and Linglong didn't say much more, and then went back to their rooms one after another......
"There are really too many things to happen today, there are thrills and confusions...... Xiao Tian and Su Jia were walking back to the room, Xiao Tian couldn't help but speak, "Maybe there will be more things that people can't guess tomorrow, don't you say, Jia'er?"
Su Jia didn't answer Xiao Tian's words - it should be said that she didn't listen to Xiao Tian's words carefully, she looked at the ground with her own eyes, her eyes hesitated, and she didn't hear anything while walking slowly, what Xiao Tian said.
"Jia'er...... Jia'erβ" Xiao Tian's voice gradually became louder.
"Ah...... Huh?" Su Jia was suddenly awakened by Xiao Tian's voice, and came back to his senses in response.
"Didn't you hear what I just said?" Xiao Tian asked involuntarily.
"I ......" Su Jia looked at Xiao Tian with confused eyes and said softly, "Yes...... I'm sorry I got distracted......"
Looking at this, Su Jia seems to have something on her mind. But in Xiao Tian's eyes, Xiao Tian thought that Su Jia was still apprehensive about Nangong Zhun's behavior today, so he said slowly: "Forget it, Jia'er, maybe you are tired today, or you will rest early today......
"Good...... Okay, Ah Tian......" Su Jia replied. As the two of them spoke, they had already walked to the room next to them.
Xiao Tian and Su Jia's rooms were still next to each other, Su Jia thought about it, went back to her room first, and then said with a smile: "Ah Tian, you go and pack up your things...... You're tired all day, I'll pour you a bowl of water to drink later......"
Xiao Tian saw that Su Jia cared about him, and he was a little moved in his heart, and then said, "Okay...... Okay, then ...... There is Lao Jiaer......" So, Xiao Tian walked back to his room and prepared to pack his luggage and packages.
"Ah Tian, I'm sorry......" Su Jia's eyes suddenly downturned, and she slowly took out two bowls, and then poured water into the two bowls with the teapot on the table.
At this moment, Lu Jing happened to pass by the room of the two of them, and saw Su Jia pouring water, Lu Jing's eyes lowered, and she said silently: "Sister Su......" Then, Lu Jing didn't look at it again, but walked straight to the door of Xiao Tian's room.
Xiao Tian was packing up his things in the room, and suddenly turned his head to find Lu Jing standing at the door of his room. Xiao Tian didn't know what Lu Jing's intentions were, so he couldn't help asking, "It's Sister Jing, is there something wrong?"
Looking at Xiao Tian's calm face, Lu Jing was shocked unconsciously. She closed her eyes and thought for a while, then opened her eyes, slowly walked up to Xiao Tian, and then said slowly: "Brother Xiao, there is something...... I want to tell you about ......"
Xiao Tian's eyes changed, he didn't know what Lu Jing would have to say to him alone......
After Su Jia finished pouring the water, she took out something from her package...... Ecstasy, Su Jia actually took out the ecstasy from her package. "Ah Tian, I'm sorry......" Su Jia's eyes were filled with more and more sadness, "I don't know ......"
Su Jia slowly stretched out her hand and gradually sent the packet of ecstasy to the port of Xiao Tian's bowl of water...... Suddenly, Su Jia's hand stopped, but there were some tears in her eyes. "What the hell should I ......" Su Jia's heart was in a mess at this time, and her hand stopped unconsciously. She was conflicted, she knew very well how much it would hurt Xiao Tian's heart to do so, but she didn't seem to have a choice.
Su Jia listened to Xiao Tian's bowl for a long time with both hands holding the medicine, and never dared to make the next move. Gradually, Su Jia's hands began to tremble...... But she couldn't bear the trembling of her hands, because too much trembling would cause the powder in her hands to unconsciously shake into the bowl of water...... But she still couldn't help it, because at this time she had not only contradictions in her heart, but also sadness.
Xiao Tian has always been sincere to Su Jia, but now Su Jia wants to do such a thing...... Su Jia was conflicted and painful in her heart, she didn't want to do such a thing in her heart, but she had to do it...... "I'm sorry, Ah Tian, I must go to the Prime Minister's Mansion tonight...... I know that this must be the most painful thing to do since I cut your cheek...... But I really don't want you to risk it for me anymore, so ...... Tonight's Prime Minister's party may be more auspicious...... If I live, I don't want you to bear it for me, and if I die, I don't want you to see the pain with your own eyes...... Chen Shijin, I must kill him with my own hands, this is impossible to change...... Forgive me for being selfish, that's probably what I thought of...... Zuihou's method ......" Su Jia kept crying to herself.
zuihou, Su Jia's eyes closed, and the ecstasy medicine in her hand was completely poured into Xiao Tian's bowl of water...... Su Jia saw it, and a few tears crossed: "Forgive me, Ah Tian......" Su Jia cried while scooping up water, and then made such a difficult choice......
By the time Xiao Tian finished packing up his things, it was already night, and Lu Jing, who had spoken to Xiao Tian, had already gone back......
Xiao Tian walked into Su Jia's room, but found that Su Jia had been playing the bamboo flute, her eyes were confused, and there were two bowls of untouched water on the table. When Xiao Tian saw it, he thought that Su Jia had been waiting for him, so he didn't drink water, so he might have been moved.
"Jia'er, I've packed up all my things...... Xiao Tian said to Su Jia with a smile, "You're still sitting......"
Looking at Xiao Tianxin's happy appearance, Su Jia suddenly felt a trace of pain in her heart, but she didn't show it. Su Jia took back the bamboo flute, and then said with a forced smile: "Ah Tian, you ...... Here it ......."
Xiao Tian walked to the table, looked at the two bowls of water on the table, looked up at Su Jia's appearance, and then said, "Jia'er, the luggage behind you is still very messy, why don't I help you clean up......"
"Ah, no, I'll do it myself......" Su Jia didn't want Xiao Tian to help her anymore, so she turned her head and cleaned up.
By the time Su Jia turned around, Xiao Tian was already sitting at the table, holding the bowl of water in front of him. Seeing this, Su Jia made sure that Xiao Tian was holding the bowl of water with ecstasy, and slowly walked in front of Xiao Tian, and then sat down on the other side of the table.
"Jia'er, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Tian didn't drink the water immediately, seeing Su Jia's sad look, and then asked with concern, "The complexion is so bad...... Are you still worried about today?"
When Su Jia heard this, she didn't want Xiao Tian to see her sad expression, so she turned her head and smiled forcefully: "It's okay, Ah Tian, you ...... Hehe, you're so tired, drink some water and rest, we're going to Nangong Compound tomorrow......"
Seeing that Su Jia cared so much about himself, Xiao Tian's heart moved and he felt warm. Xiao Tian looked at Su Jia with a smile, and then said in a kind tone: "Jia'er, you are so good, after coming out of Plum Blossom Villa, you have really changed...... That's right, don't think too much about the things that make you sad, look at the things that make you sad now, I believe that Jia'er will become more cheerful!" Xiao Tian's smile contained more encouragement and trust for Su Jia.
Seeing Xiao Tian smiling so much and caring about himself, Su Jia also laughed. But she was smiling on the surface, but her heart was dripping blood - the more Xiao Tian treated herself like this, the more Su Jia felt that she was really too unfair and "cruel" to Xiao Tian......
"Jia'er, you've been tired all day, don't you drink water?" Xiao Tian asked when he saw that Su Jia hadn't touched the water in front of the table.
Su Jia shook her head with a smile, and then said, "Hmm...... I'm not thirsty, Ah Tian, drink it, I'll drink it later when I'm thirsty......"
"Okay, Jia'er, then I......'ll drink it myself," said Xiao Tian, who smiled at Su Jia again, which made Su Jia's heart ache again. Then, Xiao Tian closed his eyes and drank the bowl of water that Su Jia had prepared for him.
At the moment when Xiao Tian drank it, Su Jia closed her eyes, and two tears fell......
After Xiao Tian finished drinking, he put down the bowl. He turned his head and looked at Su Jia, who was crying. Xiao Tian was a little sad when he saw it, so he asked, "Jia'er, are you ...... Are you crying?"
Su Jia slowly opened his eyes, and then said slowly to Xiao Tian with moist eyes: "Ah Tian...... Whining...... Sorry ......"
"Right...... I'm sorry for what......" Xiao Tiangang wanted to ask something, but suddenly the whole person was in a trance, "For...... weishenme, I ...... I am so dizzy...... Xiao Tian's eyes narrowed and narrowed, the scenery in front of him gradually became trance, and the whole person couldn't stand steadily, and then he fell on the table, and his eyes slowly closed.
Seeing that Xiao Tian had completely fainted, Su Jia couldn't help but burst into tears...... After a while, Su Jia wiped her tears, then got up and slowly walked in front of Xiao Tian, who had fainted, and slowly helped him up. Because Xiao Tian was strong and strong, when Su Jia helped him up, Xiao Tian's whole body was around Su Jia's neck. Su Jia held Xiao Tian with both hands and murmured in his ear: "Forgive me, Ah Tian......" Then, Su Jia's tears burst out of her eyes again, flowing down her cheeks, zuihou soaked Xiao Tian's shoulders on his shoulders......
Slowly, slowly, Su Jia helped Xiao Tian to the edge of the bed, and then let Xiao Tian, who had fainted, slowly lean on the bed. After Su Jia placed Xiao Tian, she gently covered him with a quilt...... Su Jia had been standing in front of Xiao Tian, with tears in her eyes, looking at Xiao Tian who had no idea after fainting, and after a long while, she said to herself: "I'm sorry, Ah Tian, I don't want you to do it for me anymore...... I know I owe you so much, and this time I must have hurt you deeply...... But I assure you that this is the first time I zuihou have done this to you, provided that I ...... I...... I can come back alive......" Speaking of this, Su Jia's tears couldn't be stopped.
Su Jia simply wiped her tears and continued: "Ah Tian, you are really good to me, and I Su Jia has nothing to repay in this life...... If I can come back alive, I will be true to it from now on. If I can't come back...... xiexie you have come to give me this way to give me dedication and support, I ...... I hope you will remember in the future that there was once a girl...... Liked you, despite ...... Even though she has hurt you so many times, she wants to ...... You can find a more haode girl in the future, at least ...... At least I don't have to go through so many dangers, I can live a stable life with you......" Su Jia burst into tears, she couldn't stop it at all, and she couldn't say anything more.
After standing for a long time, Su Jia endured the pain in her heart, but she couldn't bear it...... Su Jia temporarily left the bed where Xiao Tian was sleeping, as if to prepare something......
By the time Sujia returned, she was already dressed in a nightcoat - stolen from a complete killer's corpse yesterday. Su Jia was wearing a night coat and had not yet been covered......
Su Jia walked to Xiao Tian's bed again, looked at Xiao Tian who was sleeping peacefully...... "Forgive me, Ah Tian ......" After a long time, Su Jia suddenly said......
The candlelight in front of the table was faint, and the red halo reflected the two people who stood and slept in front of the bed......
Su Jia's eyes were confused...... Suddenly, Su Jia gradually leaned down, put her hands on the head of Xiao Tian, who was asleep, and then ...... Su Jia gave Xiao Tian a shallow kiss on his head. This kiss is very shallow, but in Su Jia's heart, it seems to contain endless expressions...... Before Su Jia got up, two tears flowed down again. Because the night clothes were not yet covered, Su Jia's tears flowed from her cheeks and dripped directly on the cheeks of Xiao Tian, who was asleep...... Two streams of warmth dripped on Xiao Tian's face, and I don't know if Xiao Tian felt it...... Su Jia's tears still dripped on Xiao Tian's eyes, and tears flowed down Xiao Tian's eyes, and I don't know if it was Su Jia's tears or Xiao Tian's tears......
Finally, Su Jia was still ruthless and got up from Xiao Tian's bed...... Su Jia turned her head, wiped away her tears, then covered her face, and never looked at Xiao Tian who was sleeping on the bed again......
Everything was ready, and Su Jia slowly walked to the door of the room. Su Jia touched the scabbard on her waist - it was made for her by Xiao Tian himself. Su Jia closed her eyes, and seemed to be still nostalgic for these bits and pieces of Zuihou......
The moonlight was accompanied by dark clouds, the light appeared and disappeared from time to time, a gust of wind blew, and there was no one at the door of Su Jia's room, only through the candlelight in the room, I saw Xiao Tian who was still sleeping peacefully on the bed...... Su Jia had already stepped on light work and shuttled between the eaves......
The candle burns the red light and has a heart, and you don't want to fall in love with you when you go. Tears turned into thousands of loves, sighing that the moonlight was speechless......