I live my life in peace, without ambition or dreams, but in the dark, I still look forward to the favor of God, and hope that one day the god of fate will land on my head. Even if I don't have a grand plan for a thousand years, even if it's a small and ordinary thing, as long as it can help others, I will gladly go there.

No one wants to spend their lives in vain, everyone says they don't want to do a career, but who will admit defeat in their bones.

I lived my life step by step, and I did a lot of things during that time. Bitter, tired, dirty, dangerous, especially undignified, or groveling. But to live in this world, you have to endure all kinds of suffering. Because you have to support your family, you have to stand the trials and tribulations of life. I look forward to the day when the bitterness comes to an end. I don't know how long that day will be, but I firmly believe that it will come.

The heavens have given me a young face like little fresh meat, but my handsome face has always had a look of being wounded. This asymmetry often attracts the sideways of passers-by, and that kind of inquiring eye tries to peel away my appearance and see through my heart.

Whether it's jealous or envious, I smile back.

Day after day, life is uneventful. The relationship between me and the woman has also returned to the natural state of husband and wife in ancient times, you love me and respect each other. She occasionally loses her temper, all within my controllability and acceptability. There wasn't a single quarrel between us. Each other, what to do, they are accustomed to report to each other, if the other party agrees, do it, and if they don't agree, they don't do it. Never let the other person have a point of view. If one day you have to act alone and do not report to the other party, you will not be able to adapt to it, and your heart will be empty, as if you have lost something and cannot find your fulcrum.

Like all human beings, we live in obscurity.

Half a year has passed, and nothing has changed in our days in the past six months. But the surroundings have changed. This change is not environmental, but economic. Many have rebuilt buildings and replaced them with fancy cars. Some people have even gone to Beijing to buy a house and a car in a big city like Shanghai. What's more, there is already enough money to buy land and build factories in developed places in other places. This change dwarfs me with a humility. is the same person, why are you still standing still.

Thinking of my mission, I was anxious and helpless.

On this day, when I came back from working outside, the woman washed rice and cooked as usual, and asked, "Tomorrow we will go to Maoshan to have fun." ”

I lazily collapsed on the couch and said in a hoarse voice, "I don't have the heart to go out and play." ”

The woman plugged in the power of the rice cooker, walked over and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I rolled over and sat up, my deep eyes dazed and dazed. I said, "The calm of the days makes me feel unsure. ”

The woman said, "No, I want you to go out for a walk." ”

I look into a woman's eyes and want to see into her mind. Usually, she spends money on her life, and she spends money that should be spent, and she saves money that should not be spent. This is going to Maoshan to play, burn incense and worship the Buddha, which costs money. I suspect that she must have been bewitched by someone to go to palmistry and fortune telling. Maybe you meet a master, come up with a golden idea, and send it when you come back.

There are so many tempting things in this world, I have seen people who have been deceived, and I have never seen people who can get rich sitting at home. If the Taoist gives a golden idea, people will be able to get rich, and there will be no poor people in this world. I want to hear about fortune telling, but I don't believe it too much. I believe that people's destiny is actually in their own hands, and if you want to make a career, as long as you work diligently and perseveringly, you can succeed in the end.

Pull the woman to his side, then ask her to sit down, and solemnly say: "I have experienced it throughout the ages, and now, I don't want to go anywhere." ”

The woman held her hands, her lips curved, gave me a disdainful look, and said, "You are talking nonsense again, you don't blush if you brag!"

I said, "I didn't do anything wrong, I blushed or something." I collapsed on the couch in disappointment, squinting and pretending to sleep.

"Are you going to go or not!" the woman coquettishly shook me.

I pondered for a long time, and finally made a decision and said, "No." In order not to make her sad, he explained: "I can't go tomorrow with important work." Shall we go another day?"

The woman lowered her eyes, aggrieved and disappointed, and said, "We have all made an appointment, we have a ready-made car, and we don't want to spend a share of the money for the journey." ”

I patted her on the shoulder and comforted, "I don't want to be a good person." Besides, some of your friends are rich people, and you don't feel miserable when you are caught between them. I can't hold my old face. ”

"I know you're doing something wrong. ”

I said: "Poor, it's only temporary, when I have money, I will definitely take you to travel all over the mountains and rivers of the motherland, ditches and villages." We'll go wherever you want. ”

"You dream!" the woman rolled her dark eyes, not bothering to pay attention to me. After sulking for a while, she said again: "This time, if you don't go, you won't be able to make a fortune in your life." I can tell you, listen to them, this Taoist is a god, a stick of incense, he can see your past life and future life, can see when you get rich, when you are promoted. It is said that many of us who have money here go there to burn incense and seek wealth. Someone rushed there in the middle of the night in order to burn incense. ”

The woman's words made me both worried and hopeful.

I'm worried that there are really masters in the Maoshan Daoist Hall, and if the identity I crossed over is discovered, my stable life will be shattered. I don't want to live on the streets.

If you don't go, your heart is unwilling. The matter of these twenty-seven sesame officials is over, and the crux of my heart has never been dissipated. I want to see what my life is, and if the twenty-seven sesame officials are nothing, then what should I do. Although I can see everything, I have been in the fog and I can't see the direction. That's the reason why you don't know what to do in it. Perhaps, outsiders can see better than themselves.

"Then, I'll go with you to burn a handful of incense. I looked at the woman, hesitated, and then made a decision.

"That's pretty much it. The woman grinned and went about her business contentedly.

"Wait!" I stopped the woman as she tried to leave.

Her eyes widened, thinking I was remorseful.

I smiled evilly: "Since you are going, bring more money, go, don't hold back, little family." "I took out the wages I had just collected from my pocket, handed it to her, and told her to put it away.