0052 Slowly blending in
Sometimes, fate is like this, what you deliberately pursue, you will definitely get. And when you have nothing to pursue, the god of fate suddenly falls from the sky. No one can say why.
For my fainting, everyone showed indifference or spittle, and some people gloated in their hearts. In this way, the winner of this application is a vacancy. And the connotation of the vacancy is unsatisfying.
But God wanted to keep me, and a sudden rainstorm woke me up from my coma.
When I opened my eyes, the rain was cold and fell on my pale face. I looked at the gray sky, and I only felt that the memories were back in my body, and everything was back to its original state.
When I got up, there was no one in front of me, only a faint building in front of me, which made me feel a little comforted.
Walking out of the mountain road of weeds, I came to the eaves of a building, crossed my arms, and watched the rain line stretch down in front of me, and felt like I was abandoned. I leaned against the cold wall, a smile of disappointment and disappointment.
I had mixed feelings in my heart, and after thinking about it for a long time, my heart gradually calmed down.
Such an encounter was a blow to me, and I was even a little misanthropic. Since the world can't accept me, I'm willing to live a plain life without quarrel like in ancient times. To hell with any mission and ambition. Thinking about this makes me feel so much lighter.
The rain stopped, and I walked along the gray walls. I walked far and I didn't see a single door. This is obviously the mountain behind the school, why doesn't there be a door? I was a little strange, so I turned on the perception function, and in an instant, the system prompted that not far ahead, it was the gate of the afterlife.
I couldn't wait to come to the gate of the somewhat old classical courtyard, the gate was shrouded in golden light, I walked into the golden light, only to feel that my whole body was entwined with an electric current like electromagnetic waves, the blood was flowing rapidly, and the whole person was in a very vague state. I was worried that I would get lost in it after a long time, so I pushed the thick door uncontrollably. I thought the door would be difficult to open, but as soon as my hand touched it, it slowly moved in both directions. A strong beam of sunlight shone through me, and I couldn't open my eyes.
I put my hand in front of me and walked over.
However, the huge drop in the steps almost made me fall down.
I walked out of the golden glow and felt my mind suddenly clearer. And the scenery in front of me made me unable to remember where I was. It was obviously the back wall of the school just now, but it suddenly became a busy street.
This drop makes me feel like I'm falling.
What made me even more incredible was that all the pedestrians on the street ignored my existence as if I didn't exist.
What was going on, I couldn't figure it out for a moment.
I looked at the pedestrians coming and going, and I was both apprehensive and confused. God won't tease me again!, I touched my chin and looked like I couldn't laugh or cry. I tried to discern what was in front of me, but I still didn't know anything.
I don't know which direction to go.
At this point, the perception system automatically pops up to indicate that you have come to the place you are looking for. I replied to myself, this is not the place where I lived! There is no trace of my old life here.
The system immediately prompted that the society has developed, and this is the place where you were born and raised. It's just that things are changing too fast, and the things of the ancient times basically no longer exist. You have to adapt to the new environment and slowly integrate into the modern society.
I'm so lost. This contrast makes my heart heavy. Where development is, it is simply subversive. Of course, some things can be changed by imagination alone, they are all trends, or there are patterns to be found. Some of the things of nature are eternal, some are subversive. And all living beings must accept the existence of this contradiction.
And I wonder why others ignore my existence.
The system says that because you've been in an illusory scene for three days, you've been soaked in unreal air. So, you are now just a phantom that no one else can see. But don't worry, when you are today, you will transmute and become a real person. The so-called chrysalis into a butterfly, soon, you will start your modern life.
Anyway, I'm about to enter a whole new world. Although I feel like a matter in my heart, I still have apprehension and worries about the future. Because what I had experienced before hit me so deeply that it was like a shadow that could not be dispersed in my heart.
The night finally crept in my aimless reverie.
In the middle of the night, sit quietly in the middle of nowhere. I closed my eyes and quietly faced the bright moon, and suddenly an inexplicable worry suddenly appeared in my heart. Since I have no experience in this area, I don't know what this transmutation will be like. Maybe it's the rebirth after the shattering, or the pain of dying and living. I hope it's less painful.
To my surprise, this transmutation turned out to be unconscious. I just felt my eyes darken, and my mind was ravioli for a moment. When I opened my eyes, I saw everything in myself. And before that, I didn't know it.
Next, where do I go from here?
The system prompts you to go back and get a good night's sleep and everything is back to normal.
I wanted to know about the position, but the perception system didn't respond. I shrugged my shoulders in disappointment. Fortunately, I still have more than 10,000 yuan in my pocket, which is enough for me to live a few days.
I fumbled in my pockets for fear of losing my money.
Even though it was late at night, the streets were still brightly lit. I walked down the slightly deserted streets, where some of the restaurants and street food that were used for nightclubs were still crowded with diners. They drank beer and expressed their emotions freely. Looking back on life in ancient times, this kind of inverted black and white lifestyle makes me a little unaccustomed. At this time, everyone should be asleep.
Following the prompts of the thinking system, I walked past the bus station, walked past the Lianhua supermarket, then turned into Dream City, and finally came to a slightly remote road. At this time, the street lights on the main road have all been extinguished, and only a few storefronts have glowing displays, reflecting the dark road surface.
I'm curious to see what my home will look like in more than a thousand years. In the past, can I still see their shadows in those fields and rivers, even the slightest bit, I will have a feeling of returning to my hometown. I was worried that I was lost, so I was desperate to know if it would ever happen to me again. Also, the thatched huts I live in have changed for more than a thousand years, and are they still the same? Even if it's different, what does it look like now? All the questions, in my brain, are constantly torturing me.
I suddenly felt that only by slowly integrating into this society would I be able to do what I wanted to do with peace of mind.