Back in the house, sitting on the sofa, my thoughts drifted to the unfathomable distance. Life is sometimes predestined, sometimes full of variables. I don't know if my fate is arranged by God.

After thinking about it, I felt a little white in front of me, so I wanted to go out for a walk.

The woman said, "Why are you going?" ”

I said, "Go out for a walk." ”

The woman looked at me, looked at me with a discerning gaze, and said, "My heart is in turmoil, and she said that she didn't want to be the captain of this production team." However, I would like to advise you that this position is very variable, and you should not believe the words of the village cadres, because if you do not choose it, you will be embarrassed at that time. Besides, this position is not a national establishment, not to mention the salary, and it may have to be posted backwards. In the end, there is no credit, and the people may still say that you are not this or that. You are still suitable for living a peaceful and stable life, not for being an official. If you wanted to mix in officialdom at the beginning, I wouldn't be uncommon. ”

"I really didn't think about it. I said, my eyes resting on the distant sky. While secretly thinking, the Taoist chief asked me not to let go of the opportunity to apply for a job, is this the opportunity to be the captain of this production team? After thinking about it for a while, I shook my head and thought it was impossible.

"You don't have a good face, it's better to rest at home. Eh, I forgot, you said that you went to the old Chinese medicine doctor in Dream City to accompany the Chinese medicine, why didn't you see you take it back. The woman looked out suspiciously, and walked over to check it out.

I prevaricated: "The doctor said that my stomach problem was just a little cold, and it was not a big deal. He asked me to come back and drink more ginger soup, rest for a few days, and then I would be fine. ”

The woman seemed to sense something, she went to the door, looked outside, and turned back and asked, "Is that what the doctor said?"

"Yes. ”

The woman didn't believe it, tilted her head and thought about it, and said, "How did you come back?" ”

I was at a loss for words, and that's what I was worried about. To tell her the truth, she will be angry and angry, suspecting that I have raised a mistress outside and done something unseemly. But if you make up a lie to deceive her, you can't get over this level in conscience. After getting along for so long, I really haven't lied to her about anything, everything is honest, I gave her everything without reservation, leaving only a body to work hard in this world to earn money, and then give her a lot of money earned for safekeeping. Some people say that this is because I am afraid of my wife, but in fact it is not, I just want to leave a quiet for myself.

I don't want her to know where I'm coming from very early, and if she did, she would be frightened and scared to live in fear. People come to this world, each with its own mission, to understand each other, to support each other, to tolerate each other, if this is not done, a family is not a perfect family. I came into the world alone, scared of losing her.

Therefore, all along, I have not been able to pass my own level, for fear that she will know my details and leave me.

And whether she will be able to accept my past, I am not sure.

Now, I don't know if this opportunity is a good thing or a bad thing for me, I have to calm down.

There were countless kinds of apparitions in front of my eyes, some joyful and some painful, and unknown scenes, and I clearly felt that anything could happen, and everything was changing like a movie.

I could already feel that something about me had broken and caught her attention. This also shows that my thinking is not as careful as it was at the beginning, and such problems have a lot to do with mood, environment and physique. I really need to have a good prescription to fix the atrophy that is starting to shrink so that I can stay young and stay alive. I don't know, Mr. Leng will be in trouble if he goes to the Uninhabited Valley, I hope she will come back soon.

However, the situation in front of me made me a little overwhelmed. If she doesn't answer, she will get to the bottom of it, and she will be passive.

I turned around, a slight smile on my slightly emaciated face. I looked at her and told her with a caring, selfless look that I had done nothing to be sorry for her. My eyes slowly became melancholy and deep, as if I had been greatly hurt. Usually when I'm in a bad mood, she won't hurt me, which is why I never leave her.

She didn't say anything after all.

Walking out the door, she said, "There are many cars on the road, you should be careful." Don't go far, come back early for dinner. ”

The sky was a little overcast, and the sky was tinged with a faint gray. I walked out the door and headed out for the main road. On the road, there are few pedestrians, and cars are not speeding by. I walked with a heavy heart, and my cold face had turned very pale.

Mr. Leng said that my body will have severe prostration. I didn't expect it to come so soon. Fortunately, my consciousness is very clear, and my physical fitness can still maintain a normal state. I want to take advantage of this time to go to the village committee to have a look.

Perhaps, I can find the information I need.

However, as I gradually walked to the East Ring Road, I felt that the sky had changed from the original pale gray to the ground, and suddenly the sky was a little darker, and the scene in front of me became gray and a little illusory.

When I came to the village committee building, the scene in front of me was different from what it used to be. The door was deserted, and there was no busy scene in the past. Walking into the building, everything inside looks depressed and messy, and the thick dust on the ground already indicates that no one has been here for a long time. I was surprised, I didn't know, what was going on here.

I went upstairs and found the recruiting office, which was empty, not to mention the testing equipment, not even the desk. Since the thinking system is in a state of pending repair, it cannot be opened. I had to go one by one to find the secret room that led to the Nameless Mountain. To get to the Uninhabited Valley, this should be the way to go. I suspect that's where Mr. Leng started. I searched carefully for footprints on the ground, hoping to see fresh traces. But I searched the whole building, and the secret room that led to the Nameless Mountain seemed to be gone.

I sat in a messy office with desolation in my eyes.

I am reminded of a saying that the only constant in this world is change. However, it became too fast, too fast for people to accept. Surrounded by high-rise buildings under construction, this one is the only one that seems lonely and deserted.

Walking out of the building, I was disheartened. Trying to learn about the relationship between the twenty-seven sesame officers and the captain from here also ended in disappointment.

When she got home, the woman had already cooked dinner.

"How's it going, do you feel better!"

I nodded and said, "It seems that people still need to be more active." Another day, we'll go out on a trip and see the outside world. ”

Seeing that I was fine, the woman was relieved.

At night, lying in bed, I couldn't figure out why such an incredible thing happened. It was a dream, and I didn't wake up.