Chapter 82
Xiao Yu'er is not a person who likes to make a big show and publicity, and it may be that it is to express his piety to the gods and Buddhas, so on the way to repay the vows, she chose to walk. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
is a simple threesome, Xiao Yu'er is also very considerate to open the distance between Zhang Yan and Wan'er, so that these two people can talk to each other.
Wan'er seemed to be very curious about the relevant things in the barracks, and kept asking questions all the way. Now he began to peek into Zhang Ran's inner world again: "Did you kill someone for the first time on the battlefield?" Seeing Zhang Zan's head, he asked again: "Were you scared at that time?"
Zhang Yan thought for a moment and said, "If I'm not mistaken, it seems that at that time I didn't realize that I had actually killed a living person. That is, after Mingjin collected his troops, sitting under the wind and howling banners, I looked at the bloodstained knife in my hand, and only then did I react. But at that time, there was more than one life on his hands. ”
Wan'er asked, "Are you afraid or not?"
Zhang Remnant smiled: "It seems that there is nothing to be afraid of, that kind of place is not something that a timid person can stay in at all." Not to mention going to the battlefield to fight the enemy, it is just the heavy depression when the two armies face each other, and the timid people can be scared to cry. ”
Wan'er said admiringly: "The soldiers are so brave. Then he asked, "Who is the best relationship with you in the barracks?"
Zhang Yan shook his head: "At that time, we would deliberately close ourselves off and not have deep friendships with others. If everyone is in danger, and they have to bear the sadness of the death of their best friend in addition to fear, it will really completely destroy people's will. ”
Wan'er sighed and said, "Actually, what Wan'er hates the most is her daughter, because I also want to experience the feeling of killing." Zhang Yan couldn't help but feel strange about her regret, and said casually: "This is simple." If one day this kind of anticipation is really unstoppable, I will arrest someone for you and you will be killed. ”
Wan'er chuckled: "Forget it! ”
Zhang Yan said helplessly: "Can you not deceive people." ”
Wan'er's chick nodded as if pecking rice: "Okay, then Wan'er will tell the truth." General Zhang must treat Wan'er better in the future, otherwise, driven by this expectation, Wan'er will accidentally take General Zhang's dog's life. ”
After Wan'er finished speaking, she seemed to feel funny again, and laughed again.
Zhang Yan shook his head helplessly and kept his mouth shut. Wan'er was not happy to see this: "Why don't you speak? Wan'er was so frightened that she was speechless?" Zhang Chuan said in a good time: "If Wan'er is dumbfounded by Zhang, will it be able to prove her heroism, and thus become a man who can make women bow down and admit defeat when they quarrel?"
Wan'er was really speechless.
Van Miao Temple is located on a hill outside the city of Lin'an. The so-called mountain is not high, there is a fairy name. Because of its miraculous properties, there is an endless stream of people who come here to worship and make wishes.
The temple gate is not magnificent, only solemn. I don't know who wrote a couplet, and the handwriting is like a floating cloud, like a dragon. Giving people a majestic and inseparable momentum, the book says:
Ask why Guanyin sits upside down?
Hate sentient beings and refuse to turn back.
Zhang was born in the Taishan sect and was a Taoist, so he did not have much reverence for the Buddha. Looking at the literal meaning of this couplet, it feels funny. The so-called turning back, Zhang Zhan naturally understands it as a fear of difficulties. Imagine that if you don't have the indomitable faith and determination to move forward, if you are afraid to move forward, you will end up humiliated at the hands of slaves and die in the stables. How many people in the world would sympathize with the weak? Even if there were, Zhang Yan was not uncommon in their love.
Wan'er stabbed Zhang Yan: "Why are you stunned?
Zhang Chuan had no belief in Buddha first, and secondly, he remembered the teachings of his master. He said that he had too much murderous intent on his body, and he had no corresponding mental support. Whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, it is best not to set foot in such a pure place, otherwise it is easy to be eaten by such a quiet and peaceful place, and the consequences are unimaginable. The last time he encountered on Aolai Peak, Zhang Yan naturally believed in the words of his master. At this moment, he inevitably repeated the mistakes of the past, and shook his head in fear: "I have always kept the knife on my body, and I brought the knife into the temple to meet my Buddha, I am afraid that it will be disrespectful to him, so it is better to stay outside the temple." ”
Before Wan'er could speak, Xiao Yu'er, who was so considerate, spoke first: "General Zhang and Wan'er can wait here, and I'll just go in by myself." It may be a little slower, though. ”
Zhang Zhan looked at the long dragon of people and thought deeply.
Danger is always sudden. Many times, by the time people realize that it is approaching, it is actually too late. In just a moment, Zhang Zhan became more and more unwell. The Buddhist scriptures sung leisurely, the unreachable but audible wooden fish beating, like lightning and thunder, shook Zhang Yan's heart.
At this moment, she was deaf to Wan'er's broken thoughts, and Zhang Yan interrupted her with a heavy breath: "Let's go farther." ”
Wan'er saw that Zhang's face was like gold paper, and her anger was like a gossamer, and she exclaimed, "What's wrong with you?"
Zhang Yan grabbed the thick-backed knife with all his strength, and the thick-backed knife made a humming sound under Wan'er's shocked gaze. The cold feeling made Zhang Yan feel a little comfortable and steady, and at the same time regained some strength. Taking advantage of the clarity of his heart, Zhang Remnant knew that his "counterattack" and single-handedly fought against the quiet and peaceful peace of the entire Fanmiao Temple, which was actually tantamount to drinking to quench his thirst and find a way to die.
Without saying anything, Zhang Yan turned around and walked away, and if he delayed any longer, he would really be buried here.
It is like playing with a master, under the confrontation of the two phases, one side is defeated, and the other party naturally takes advantage of the situation to advance.
Zhang knows that people always like to associate anger with fire, and there is a saying that anger is like fire. In this state, whether it will really be an emotion that cannot be seen or touched, so as to conjure up a tangible flame, Zhang Yan naturally does not know. Therefore, Zhang Zhan never imagined that the power of abstract and intangible ideas such as "purity" and "serenity" could be so lethal.
Suddenly, Zhang Remnant was surrounded by this thought, and as it slowly retracted, under the pressure, Zhang Remnant only felt a splitting headache, and even his bones were squeezed to gurgle. With a muffled snort, Zhang Yan inevitably spit out a mouthful of black blood and fell to the ground.
Wan'er was disgraced, and picked up Zhang Remnant's head at a loss, not disgusted with the blood stain in Zhang Remnant's mouth at all, and hurriedly said, "Tell me what to do?"
Zhang Yan didn't know why, there was a trace of warmth in his heart, at least he knew that he still had someone to care about. This feeling of being remembered and missed is so warm and caring. The pain on his body seemed to be detached at this moment, and he wiped a smile and said sincerely: "I like to see your smile, smile for me again, don't let me leave with regrets." ”
Before Wan'er could speak, suddenly a Buddha horn sounded. A kind-eyed old monk didn't know when he was already standing in front of Zhang Yan.
He was unusually tall and had a ruddy complexion. The broad palm of his hand is coiled with crystal clear wooden Buddhist beads, as if he has experienced the baptism of eternal years.
When Wan'er saw it at first glance, as if she had grasped a life-saving straw, she immediately fell to her knees: "Ask the master to save him!"
Zhang Chuan didn't know where he got the strength, so he pulled Wan'er over and said angrily: "Stand up! Don't beg others for Lao Tzu." ”