Gu Shiyan listened to Lu Qingyue's words, and her heart was stunned.

In her mind, Lu Qingyue, who has always been obscure, docile and shy, has an easy-going personality and has an excellent relationship with her eldest brother Lu Qingyu and her younger sister Gu Xing'er.

"Silly boy, why compare with your eldest brother, you are you, you have your advantages, just be yourself. “

"Well, I know, mother, I'm just talking casually, the eldest brother is so strong, I want to compare, and I have to be qualified!"

After Lu Qingyue smiled reluctantly, he said calmly, but there was a flash of brilliance in his eyes, and he didn't seem to be reconciled.

"You are all good children of your mother, your mother doesn't need you to be very good, as long as you live happily, your mother will be satisfied. “

"Yue'er, look at your face, why are you so pale, is it too hard to cultivate?"

Gu Shiyan touched Lu Qingyue's head and cheeks, frowned slightly, and asked with concern.

"It's okay, mother, I'm in good health, I'm just like this, I've been like this for many years, and it hasn't gotten worse. “

"Yue'er, my mother knows that you are very hard working and very competitive, but my mother wants to see you live a little happier, and from you, my mother can always feel a faint sadness. “

"Mother, don't worry, I know. “

"Well, by the way, Yue'er, that An Xiaoyi, you know, right?"

Gu Shiyan sat down in a seat position, looked at Lu Qingyue, and said.

"You mean Xing'er's sweetheart, right?"

"Hmm. “

"Can you not know? My sister, for the sake of An Xiaoyi, has come several times, so that in the assessment of the promotion of the inner door, if I meet An Xiaoyi, my subordinates will be merciful, saying that An Xiaoyi will be the first, enter the Xuanyang Cave, and break the prohibition on my body. “

"Mother, do you say that my sister, is it because I fell in love with that An Xiaoyi that my brain became abnormal?

Lu Qingyue said coldly with a mocking expression on her face.

"Yue'er, you miss your sister so much......"

"Mother, am I wrong? He is my sister, we grew up together, for more than ten years, what did I not let her do? She and that An Xiaoyi have only known each other for a few months, and they actually asked me to lose to him intentionally for him, do you say that I can not be sad?"

"Yue'er ......"

"Mother, I look at Xing'er her, now I'm completely dizzy, I have never seen her like this before, I and my eldest brother, even you and my father, I have never seen her so concerned. “

"Yue'er, I know you have a sense of loss, and I feel that in my sister's mind, your status is not as good as that of An Xiaoyi, this may be the magic of love......!

Gu Shiyan said, looking into the distance outside the cave, as if she remembered some past events.

"Mother, do you think I'm going too far? Do you understand my sister's behavior?"

"Hmm. “

Gu Shiyan nodded silently, of course she understood Gu Xing'er, in Gu Xing'er, she saw the shadow of her youth, desperate for love.

"Do you think I should help that An Xiaoyi too?"

"Yue'er, this is your own business, no matter how you decide, my mother will not say anything, my mother just wants to say that An Xiaoyi is the most important person in Xing'er's heart besides relatives. “

"In addition to relatives, I think it can include relatives. “

"Yue'er, it's not as you think, family affection and love are different, love is short-lived, and family affection is permanent. “

"Love is short-lived?"

"Yes, that is the privilege of young people, and as time goes by, either love becomes hate, or love becomes marriage, and the best outcome of love is only to transform into affection. ”

"Affection, on the other hand, is that it grows deeper and deeper over time, and you don't even feel its importance, because you have become accustomed to its existence and take it for granted, and only when you lose it, you can know its preciousness. “

Gu Shiyan was full of emotions and said with emotion.

"Mother, are you saying that I let Xing'er everywhere, and she is completely used to it?"

"Yes, Xing'er is now in deep love, love is beautiful and short-lived, how can we bear to destroy it? What we can do is to let them go wild in the short-lived love, and be a faithful bystander, because our position has never changed, and we don't need to worry about anything changing. “

"Mother, I know how to do it!"

Lu Qingyue nodded, as if she had an understanding, and after looking at Gu Shiyan, she said affirmatively.

"Well, okay, I'm leaving!"

After Gu Shiyan saw Lu Qingyue's expression, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mother, you go slowly!"

Lu Qingyue sent Gu Shiyan out of the cave door and said respectfully.

After Gu Shiyan turned into Changhong and left, Lu Qingyue's face changed, revealing a sneer.

"Why, why? I can't compare with my big brother, that's it, am I not even as good as an outsider?"

Lu Qingyue was depressed in his heart, and he was even more annoyed, he didn't agree with Gu Shiyan's words, and he was very dissatisfied with his sister and mother persuading him to let An Xiaoyi.

Of course, this may also be just a vent, he has really suppressed it for too long.

He needs to be present, he needs to prove his worth.

In this family, the eldest brother Lu Qingyu is talented, and his father Lu Qiyun will do whatever it takes to cultivate him, regardless of the cost, but whenever it is the best opportunity, he has always given priority to the eldest brother.

And the little sister Gu Xing'er, because of her mother's doting, has a domineering personality, and her mother has always responded to Xing'er's requests.

Look at yourself again, your talent is mediocre, your father doesn't like it, your mother doesn't love it, you can only be a well-behaved and diligent child, at least do it, so that your parents and brothers don't hate it.

In this family, Lu Qingyue felt that he was the least important person, and he was indignant and aggrieved, but he couldn't express it.

"Love, haha!"

"To hell with it, love!"

"Family affection, I've had enough, I don't need this hypocritical family affection!"

"I've always been on my own!"

Lu Qingyue laughed wildly, and after being ruthless in her heart, she clenched her fists tightly and roared to herself.

This home doesn't seem to bring him warmth, only depression and depression.

Maybe he's right, plain people are always easy to ignore.

Maybe what he thinks is wrong, it is the injustice in his heart that blinds his eyes, ignores the affection and love of his relatives, and he can only see his own misfortune, and on the road of misery, he goes farther and farther......

After a stick of incense.

Yingshan.

In the outer disciple area, outside a cave mansion, a young monk, dressed in black, was standing respectfully beside Gu Shiyan, bowing slightly.

"Xiao Yi, we haven't seen each other for several years, right?"

Gu Shiyan said after looking at the young man in black.

"Well, it's been three years and two months, and at that time, I was still in confinement, ten years of confinement, and only you dared to come to see me......"