0054 ceases to exist

After a while, the door creaked open, and a hand reached out and threw a black underwear on the bed. After that, the door quietly closed, and the woman's voice sounded immediately: "Sleep for a while, get up and eat breakfast, don't wait for breakfast to be cold before eating, it's not good for your stomach." ”

"Didn't you say let me sleep a little longer? I protested.

"Can you sleep?" she said, looking into my heart.

"I can sleep. I replied, pretending to snore like thunder.

"What people within. After saying that, the footsteps went downstairs, and gradually fell silent.

Silence returned to the room.

I got up, sat down on the cool floor, closed my eyes, and fell into deep thought. In a way, my body is very repulsive to the modern environment, and everything seems to me to be an illusion, which makes people feel unsure. I'm worried that if I'm not careful, I'll touch the spell and break myself to pieces. I've been through too much suffering, and I'm in awe of everything. It's a fluke to be alive today. As a result, the previous mentality of wanting no desires will flood out from the depths of my heart from time to time, and I advocate freedom and unrestrainedness. It's just that the mission of Heavenly Court cannot be disobeyed, so no matter how many difficulties there are, they can only keep moving forward without hesitation.

There are many things in life that you don't have a choice for.

I opened my eyes and there was a magical drive in my body that prompted me to go out and have a look. Since we have come to modern times from thousands of miles away, we must integrate into the lives of modern people. Of course, to integrate into the modern era, it is necessary to get close to them, to know them, to be familiar with them. Otherwise, your existence is non-existent. Although I like to be lonely and like to be alone quietly, but in the modern world, there is an impetuous atmosphere surging around, and lonely people are destined to live a wonderful life.

Inspecting the house, everything is very modern, and there is not a trace of antiquity in sight.

This change made me feel like I was losing my center of gravity.

I was in a hurry, looking for thatched houses everywhere, but there were buildings all around, and there was a shadow of thatched houses.

Just as I was not knowing where to go, a woman's voice sounded behind me: "What are you doing here?"

I sneered, "I think that." ”

"What?" the woman's face flushed slightly.

I guess she misunderstood and explained, "Go to the thatched house!"

The woman snorted and looked at me as if she wanted to see the Western scenery and said, "You are living more and more like a three-year-old child." Now how can there be a thatched house, called a bathroom! You have a long trip, how did you become stupid? ”

"Really!" I thought for a moment. Looking at the slightly unfamiliar face, there is still some rejection in my heart. If I am reincarnated, the woman in front of me should be my wife. Thinking of his wife in ancient times, guilt swelled in my heart. Just when I was secretly sad, the sky outside the window flashed, and the ancient wife flew from afar, and she smiled at me, overlapping with the woman in front of me.

Everything is back to normal.

After breakfast, I wanted to go out for a walk and look for traces in my memory.

In ancient times, the village was by a small meandering river with babbling streams and small bridges. Many houses are scattered along the banks of the river. Every morning, the rooster cries and the dog barks, the cooking smoke curls, and on the field in the distance, the morning mist as thin as cicada feathers hangs on the field, like a heavenly fairyland. Many mornings, we would be in the fields, pulling weeds and weeds, and then walking barefoot on the ridges.

However, as I walked all the way east according to the directions, I felt that all the shadows of the ancient times could no longer be found with the passage of time. Along the road, there are towering buildings and factories with roaring machines, and on the road, vehicles come and go, constantly shuttling.

Due to the environmental pollution caused by industry, the air quality is not as fresh and refreshing as before, and from time to time there is a sour smell that penetrates into the nostrils, making people feel sick when they smell it.

Imagine that in this world, looking for a little nostalgia and relieving the pain of lovesickness seems to be difficult to fulfill.

A gust of wind rose, and dust was raised on the road.

I came home disappointed, sat on the couch, and didn't say a word.

"It's back!" the woman's appearance has unconsciously changed, exactly like the wife of old. She wore an apron and tidied up the furnishings on the table, looking tireless.

Idle and idle, extremely bored in my heart. He took the rag from her hand and wiped the dust off the table with his head down.

I no longer dream of the twenty-seven sesame official positions, I just want to live one day at a time, just like in ancient times, one day at a time, and I do my duty. As for whether Heavenly Court has an opinion on me, it is not my fault. I tried my best, but I couldn't. Empty ambitions, this world can't accommodate them, what can I do.

With my help, the woman is naturally happy and smiling. "When the table is finished, mop the floor again, ah!" After saying that, he turned and went upstairs.

I stood there, looking at her with a frown.

"What's wrong. She looked back at me, puzzled.

"What are you doing?" I asked curiously, thinking it was boring to work alone.

"I'm going to enjoy it!" she looked at me with wide eyes, as if I had asked knowingly. She paused on the stairs for a moment, her suspicious eyes wandering across my face, and after a moment, she walked down the stairs and said, "I knew you were fake positive." "As she approached, she tried to snatch the rag from my hand.

I didn't give it to her, looked at her and said, "I want you to stand here and not leave." "I can't tell why I have such a heart. I just feel that when she is gone, the world will be different.

This woman may be the only person I can rely on, so I feel safe when I have her in front of me. If she leaves, I'm afraid the world will change in the unknown. I've been through so much suffering that my fragile heart can't withstand even the slightest blow. Mrs. Ping Pingping lives in the modern world, which is the only luxury at present. As long as I can live in the present, one day, I will turn over and complete the mission of Heavenly Court.

"It's hard to do it, if I'm gone, you won't be able to live. A bright smile appeared on the woman's delicate face. sticking to his wife like this, it's useless.

I shamelessly said, "Yes, you're gone, I feel like there's no hope for the future." ”

"How did you become a child? The woman poked her finger at my head and said hatefully. After that, I picked up the dirty clothes in the basket, went into the bathroom, and went to wash the clothes. After a while, the sound of a washing machine rolling could be heard inside.

Listening to the voices inside, my heart finally calmed down. I stuck to her before, but I was afraid of spoiling her. Now it seems that a woman is an idle person, and there are always things she can't finish. It's satisfying to be with someone like this who can make a living.

Although everything no longer exists, life has finally settled and there is hope.