Once, three years after the author of this book broke up with his first love, who had been in love for three years, they met at a class reunion, and at that moment, cardiac arrest, as if the whole world had lost its voice, and he could no longer take his eyes off.

In three years, from the heartbreaking at the beginning to the gradual calmdown, those countless nostalgic days have become a thing of the past.

It was much later that I realized that time really makes people let go of everything.

I have dreamed of her many times, and it is undeniable that this is a person who is destined to be remembered by me for the rest of my life.

How can a heart be placed on the other party for three years without traces?

At the moment of goodbye, the memories of the past swept in, and suddenly my three-year precipitation was a mess.

The first meeting, the first hand-holding, the first hug, the first kissing...

All the beautiful and difficult pictures surfaced one by one, and the ones I thought I had forgotten long ago have never been erased.

After saying goodbye, the two of us looked at each other speechlessly, the churning of our hearts was diametrically opposed to the calmness on our faces, and we nodded lightly, like flowing water, calmly as if there had never been a story between us.

The class reunion that night was a joyous one, or at least that it was the case, and the classmates kept silent about the matter between me and her as if they had made an appointment.

"In the future, I will buy us a house in this small city, facing the sea, and the spring flowers will bloom!"

"When we get married, our first child, whether it's a boy or a girl, will be called Coke, and if you can, I want our children to be happy forever. ”

"I want to be a family when I grow up, and then I write our story into it, and I'll print it out and give it to you as a gift, whether anyone reads it or not. ”

The promise made when I was young, I said that this life will never be swerving, how ironic is it in retrospect?

When we fall in love, we don't feel that we are very far apart, and you are in front of me that night, but it seems to be separated by two worlds.

You fade from your youthful countenance and become more mature and moving, growing from that introverted girl to a brave woman.

When I saw her raise her glass, I lost my mind for a moment, and I remember that the other party said that she hated the taste of alcohol the most.

Maybe we've all changed.

Yes, the only constant in this world is that everything changes.

However, when I inadvertently saw some of her previous small habits, I was so familiar that I was in a trance again.

Or maybe we haven't changed.

Unconsciously discovered that there are rules for adult feelings, and this rule is called reason.

Our encounter was neither choppy nor tearful, and it was so calm that even I thought was unexpected.

When I left, I looked at the direction you left for a long time, and I couldn't come back to my senses.

Finally I said to myself in my heart: Yes

That's it, everyone is well, goodbye, thank you for appearing in my youth, that best time, I will keep it well, I will not forget or touch it again.

Like tonight, it's good, you say?

I am fortunate to have gained, but I have lost my life.

(Only this chapter commemorates the departed love of the author of this book)

.........

Under the starry sky, Mu Chen stared at the midnight, his eyes and heart became very soft.

The wheel of fate is full of too many variables, are they the same person? It's hard to define.

Maybe it's a joke between God and Mu Chen, making the past unbearable.

This night was destined to be unforgettable.

"There's a bar nearby, do you have time to have a drink or two?" he said.

The girl nodded.

Dim lights, colorful wine bottles, and some lonely souls gather here, making the night more romantic.

There is a melodious old song wafting in the bar.

"I used to be as helpless as duckweed.

I am inexplicably afraid of love, but God let me meet you.

The first time I saw you, I was beautiful alone in the crowd.

You seem to have a kind of magic, and I couldn't put into words at that moment..."

The two sat opposite each other, and the atmosphere was a little strange.

After a long time, Mu Chen asked, "Why did you choose to be a soul destroyer?"

"Of course, it's to kill demons and protect the world, and it's very exciting!"

"You know it's a cursed profession, and the road gets harder the further you go, and I hope you won't regret it in the future. ”

"I won't regret it, some things have to be done by someone, don't you, senior?"

Mu Chen smiled and stopped talking.

"Senior, you said before that I was like an old friend of yours, who is it?" Midnight hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help but ask.

"My first love. He replied truthfully.

"And she's now?"

"It's been a long time since I died. ”

"Ah, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Mu Chen waved his hand, indicating that it was okay, and then, the two drank silently, and they didn't know what to say for a while.

It wasn't until dawn that he stood up and took a deep look at Midnight.

"I'm leaving. ”

Pulling open the door, Mu Chen paused, and finally strode away without looking back.

I hurt you once, then this time, I won't intervene in your life anymore, if it's a multiple-choice question, then it's wood

Dust's final answer to this relationship.

"Mu-senpai, do I have a chance to see you again?" Midnight shouted behind him.

"I don't know, let it be, and, Yezi thank you. A faint voice drifted in the breeze.

In the bar, the girl watched the figure disappear in a daze, and her heart was inexplicably empty, as if she had lost something more important than life.

"Strange, why am I so uncomfortable...", she couldn't help but crouch down and hug herself.

Even if I can't remember you, that love is still engraved in my bones, but I can't erase it, Meng Po can't erase it, and my past life has spread to this life.

The melodious music continues, this time sung like this.

"You and I used to be full of feathers and dance a dance called youth

Don't know the future

I don't know the troubles

I don't know if those days will be so few

Time for the movie, the ending is known

It turns out that there are no nursery rhymes for adults

A final note

A final hug

We smiled with red eyes

We all have to take care of ourselves, so good that we regret not being able to bother

Good life

Grow old well

Pretend to be me well

I've forgotten about you..."

......

After that night passed, Mu Chen returned to the Soul Slayer Grocery Store to continue to be his little boss, joking with Zixi every day, and living a light life like water.

Until this day, the little turtle dragged a blood-stained slashing knife to the store.

"What is this?" When Mu Chen's gaze fell on the sword, his face suddenly changed, and he rushed to the front and muttered, "Master's sword..."

"Where did you come from?" he asked urgently.

"Damn, Ye suddenly killed a group of people when he was enlightened in the Void, the strength is outrageous, each of them is entangled by demonic energy, if it weren't for Ye recovering his peak strength, it is estimated that he will be killed this time!"

"A bunch of people? And then? You don't see what they look like?"

"How can you see the dumplings wrapped in demonic gas, and then they fled after the master put down a few, this knife is one of the weapons used by the black shadow, and the master thinks that this is wrong and wants you to see it. ”

Mu Chen held this blood knife, his expression was cloudy, the slightest cold air came through his skin, and there was still black gas left, this is still a spirit knife, it has long been polluted into a magic sword.

After a long time, he took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Brother Turtle, help me open the ninth burial ground, I want to go in to confirm one thing." ”

"What?" the little turtle jumped to his feet.

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