Seventy-nine, the fear of the dragonfly boy
I said, "I didn't abandon it, the happiness was too short-lived, it disappeared too quickly, and it always stayed on the way to sadness!"
If I don't follow sad dreams, how can I see happy dreams! Sadness is the result, happiness is the process, and the process cannot stay!
Happiness is like a pink rose on the road to the cliff! it tempts me to walk towards the cliff...... You say, how can I not follow a sad dream?!"
So, the happy dream lowered his head and pondered, his face gradually filled with sadness, he closed his eyes in pain, and in an instant it turned into a sad dream and helplessly led me to the cliff!
So I fell, like the wind.
I fell off a cliff with a sad dream, and I walked through the air, and I saw countless stars in the middle of the air, and countless tears and laughter on the stars were alternating with each other, bursting out of countless rainbows and lightning.
There was a lot of fog, which spread everywhere, and suddenly turned into a very heavy rain, like a curtain of beads.
I grew two transparent wings, like the wings of a dragonfly! such fragile wings, as light as a tulle with a little transparent green.
I no longer fall like a heavy object, the wind no longer whistles in my ears, I can fly!
I flew hard, happily fanning my weak wings, through the fog, out of the rain curtain!
There are chimes everywhere, where is this? I opened my eyes in ecstasy and curiosity, oh! It turned out to be a lotus pond! There were dragonflies of all sizes on the lotus flowers and lotus leaves around me.
So who am I? I spread my wings and fly, looking around. I flew to the edge of the pond and found a mirror-like surface of water to stop, and I timidly stuck my head out.
In the calm water, I saw a small slender body, a red body, a body like the color of a fiery rose, and a pale green transparent wing with a faint lotus color connected to the big eyes of the head!
Oh my! I've become a dragonfly, a dragonfly that can be free in the air, a dragonfly that shuttles through the flowers.
I will not grieve any more!
I was suddenly ecstatic!
Suddenly very sad again.
I'm not human anymore!
I was happy to dance on the water because of freedom.
And he wept sadly over the flowers, because of the sorrow hidden in his heart......
I cried for a long time and fell asleep. In my daze, I heard a man calling me, I turned my head to look for it, and looked up and saw an old man, a white and dazzling old man, with a long snow-white beard and eyebrows floating on his chest, oh, I know, he is the god of this woods!
He asked me, "Son, why are you crying? So sad? This is the result of your longing! You got the freedom you wanted!"
I cried and said, "I'm free, but I don't want to be a dragonfly!
The gods of the woods told me, "You don't want to be a dragonfly, what do you want to become?"
You like freedom, you like to walk through the flowers, you like to play on the water, you like the fragrance of nature, and being a dragonfly can satisfy your wishes!
Although it is small and not valued by many people, it will escape the danger of being hurt by many people!" said the deity.
I cried and said, "I want to be free, but I don't want to be so weak.
The dragonfly flies too low, it can only fly in the dwarf bushes and narrow waters, and I prefer to fly on the snowy mountains, where the clarity and cold can purify my soul, make my soul pure and transparent, and dissolve my resentment and sadness."
The Spirit of All Things said, "If you want to become a bird, then you should look for the direction of the rainbow after the rain, and at the other end of the rainbow is the coldest zone, where thousand-year-old icebergs are extreme."
So I continued to fly, flapping my weak wings in the direction of the rainbow.
I discovered that a person can become any animal, but an animal can only become a human.
So I had to pay a greater price to become human again, and I couldn't be happy anymore. ”
The dragonfly boy cried bitterly at me.
"You're bothered by this thing that is going to be human?" I asked the dragonfly boy.
"Yes, very annoying!" said the dragonfly boy.
"Why don't you like being human so much?" I asked the dragonfly boy.
"Because I'm scared of going to hell. Dragonfly Boy said.
"One night Black and White Impermanence came to me and said he wanted to take me to see what hell was like. ”
The dragonfly said, "I asked black and white impermanence, don't you have to be busy today?"
Black and white impermanence said: "Well, it's not very busy, do you want to go and see it together?"
I said, "No, I'll go back and rest late at night." ”
"I'll show you there. "I can't help but say, black and white impermanence pulled me to fly in the night sky.
After flying for a long time, I came to a gloomy iron bridge.
The dark iron bridge stretched far and wide, and the distance was full of mist,
It's so cold in here, I'm freezing and my bones hurt. Black Impermanence took off his cloak and handed it to me, telling me to cover my mouth and nose with the corners of my clothes and my head.
Slowly follow the black and white impermanence across the iron bridge and into a tunnel.
Straight down the tunnel is a huge black hole with many iron chains hanging from it.
"We're going to go into the eighteenth floor and take a look at the prison first. 'Black impermanence said to white impermanence.
So they took me into a dark field, where there were many iron cages, and the iron cages were bloody and crowded, and the people in the cages were biting and howling at each other.
Some people in the cage were already lying in pools of blood, while others were eating their flesh and blood as fast as they could.
Every cage was full of flesh and blood, and wailing everywhere.
I was disgusted and retched.
"Hey, brother, what do you need me to help with?" asked Black and White Impermanence.
I shook my head and said it was fine.
So they said, "Since it's okay, just watch the cage for us, and don't let them break out." ”
One of the men with iron rods in this field took two iron bars from the field and handed them to us: "If you see anyone who dares to poke out of the iron cage, hit them in the head." ”
The iron cage rumbled and shook, and the people inside the cage screamed harshly.
Suddenly, many iron cages flew up on the ground, and they broke free of the iron cages and scattered in all directions.
Black and White Impermanence rushed forward with the mourning stick and those people, and the demons who escaped from the shattered cage ran wildly in all directions.
After a while, a spiked whistle floated through the air.
The demons who had fled in all directions heard the whistle and quickly gathered together and were taken away by a black, smoky man.
Black and white impermanence held a mourning stick to chase the black shadow in the sky, the black shadow dodged black and white impermanence, only blew the whistle, and the evil ghosts locked in the cage were restless and began to get out of the cage in a rage.