Chapter 414: Reminiscing about the past and the sorrows
"My stepfather's gambling turned our family's savings from seven figures to six figures, from six figures to five figures, and then from five figures to four figures, and when my mother finally couldn't accept it and drove away, he still had to borrow money to gamble, until I died, he still had to go out to gamble in the name of borrowing money instead of working hard, and he refused to leave our lives, and called us every day to harass us......"
"I was at that time...... I'm really afraid that I will become a husband like them, they are simply a counterexample in my life, and every day they spur me not to become like them, so that I am like a good man with morality, intelligence, physique, beauty and hard work, except for some greed, there are almost no bad habits.
"I can do the work of several people alone, I didn't smoke or drink at that time, logically speaking, this kind of me should be different from them, I can be a good husband, but ......"
"But I'm still afraid, afraid that I will become like them, so I just went with the flow and didn't go to find or accept any girl's confession to me, the only thing that accompanies me every day is police uniforms and colleagues, I think it's enough to have my most basic hobbies, and sometimes I'm thinking, without parents...... It doesn't seem to matter, it's a good choice to be single until the end of the world. ”
"But in that case, some people will say that I don't have great ambitions...... At least at that time, some people said that, but how can it be said that there is no great ambition? I hope that my country, my motherland, can become the most powerful country in the world, and I hope that my motherland can punch the great hope country and step on the mud...... I'm not small at all because of my ambitions, but I really ...... At that time, it was difficult for me to achieve in my lifetime, but if I could, I really wanted to find a wife who was on par with me......"
Don't forget to tell about the things before you crossed over, those lazy people did some simple artistic processing according to their own lives and put it in this book as Mo Forget's personal experience, what it is said is really to make a group of people lower their heads, don't forget the past life or something...... I really didn't expect this to happen.
"But those things are in the past after all...... Mo Forget sighed and fell directly to the floor, looking at the dark ceiling: "The oil lamps have been extinguished, let's disperse first......"
"Isn't it just an oil lamp~~ What's the problem!" Chronic immediately became anxious: "Look at me!" Although he always calls himself a turtle and thinks he is right, but this thing is a guy who is particularly good at fire spells, compared to the kind of sun real fire that can only be released in small quantities without forgetting it, the oil lamp on the extinguished ceiling or something, Mo Forget that he deliberately used his power before and couldn't suppress it at all, and was directly set on fire by half of the ceiling.
"......" Everyone looked at Mo Forget and Slow Zi speechlessly, both of them scratched their heads a little embarrassed, and then put away their strength together and at the same time suppressed the fire that had begun to spread, leaving a little bit of a small flame, and then Mo Forget was waiting for everyone's bottom of the matter like being tortured.
It's really like being tortured, Mo Forget has always been strong, no one has asked Mo Forget too much about the past, but Mo Forget occasionally talks about it, but today's Mo Forget is inexplicably a little weak, without too much resistance, and is surrounded by everyone here to get to the bottom of it.
After a meal of persuasion and education, coupled with coercion and temptation, the wine specially brewed by Ruyi Zhenxian during this time finally broke the defense line of Mo Forget~~
"Actually, there's really nothing to say, my previous life is not very bad, at least in my career I am a winner in life, but I have a very difficult life in terms of personal feelings and family. ”
Well, in terms of personal feelings and family, it belongs to the story that Mo Forget doesn't like to mention, and it is also one of the reasons why Mo Forget's personality is still very awkward now that he is hundreds of years old.
Other people's families can still know that the goddess of their first love is married to someone else, he doesn't know anything at all, and he directly cut off contact after the college entrance examination, and there has been no contact, and he is just a short-haired girl who gets up early every day to exercise in his memory.
What, you ask, why does the goddess of forgetfulness get up early to exercise? I'm really embarrassed, don't forget that he has been a boy who can fight since he was a child, and his standard for looking at a woman's beauty has always been a big problem, whether a girl is beautiful or not depends on whether the other party is physically and mentally strong, so in fact, his first love goddess is just his first love goddess, in the eyes of others, it is actually a female man who is a little thin in appearance, but in fact, strong enough to be able to beat a group of hooligans alone, that is the first love goddess of Mo Forget.
Hearing Mo Forget's evaluation of his goddess, all kinds of punches and lying down little hooligans, racing with the physical education teacher to get tired of each other, being surrounded by a group of female hooligans but pressing each other into a corner and beating up something or something, Ruyi Zhenxian and others here are really speechless and looking at the sky, you shouldn't expect this guy to be able to play cards according to the routine!
"I said...... Your goddess named Zhang Na, hasn't she ever behaved like a girl?" Ruyi Zhenxian interrupted Mo Forget's speech and asked: "Girls are ladies, shopping, reading books or something......"
She likes to read books very much, and we also took the book she read together to discuss how Wing Chun is used in actual combat~~" Don't forget the sentence is to beat the Ruyi True Immortal down, this so-called goddess or something...... In fact, it's really a good match for not forgetting! Such a female man who can fight and resist...... Anyway, the original setting was not forgotten, didn't you know the girl's name?
"You two seem to be on good terms. Sava suddenly remembered something, and asked, "I've read a book with her, why haven't you confessed?"
"At that time, I wanted to confess, but at that time, it happened to be my father and my mother divorced, and they divorced when I was depressed because of Tang San in my junior year of high school, and when I found out that I liked each other, I had no contact...... "This should be one of the biggest regrets in the heart of Don't forget, in addition to Tang San and his family's affairs, the biggest regret is that he has not confessed to the girl he likes......
"Then what's going on with your family? Before you said that your grandfather, your father, and your stepfather are not good husbands, right? It seems that you don't have a good husband in your whole family?"
"Hmm...... yes, basically there are no good husbands, except for my grandfather. Mo Forget's eyes drifted away a little: "My grandfather is the only one in my family who let me see my husband growing old together...... Although he used to be an old bastard in my eyes, but now that I think about it, he just likes to joke with juniors, joke with me or something, and Hikaru was angry at that time. ”
"Kidding you, don't you actually hit people?" Ruyi Zhenxian was very curious.
"I can't beat it, at least when I was younger. Don't forget to say this with a kind of pride: "My grandfather is a veteran who came back alive from the battlefield back then, and his force is high~~ When I can fight later, I can't do it, after all, after being sensible, I also know that my grandfather must respect the old and love the young." ”
What is going on with Mo Forget's grandfather in the past is not very clear, he just knows that his grandfather is a veteran who came back from the two-stick war, obviously a logistics soldier, but he has a very high force value, and he can easily press Mo Forget, who is good at fighting since he was a child.
"My grandfather, he is a veteran who came back alive from the two-stick battlefield, a veteran who went to the battlefield as a logistics soldier, and then came back alive from the battlefield, a veteran who seems to be ordinary at first glance, but in my heart, my grandfather is a hero-like existence. Don't forget that he has already begun to tell the story of his grandfather, and he began to tell it with great memories.
"I didn't think my grandfather was anything special before, I just thought that my grandfather was very cheap, very cheap, very cheap, because he was very fond of tossing me to play at home, and he always used my female friends, no mistake, it was a female friend, not a girlfriend, then I was less than ten years old, where did I know what a girlfriend was? He often joked with the women I knew, saying that this daughter-in-law and that daughter-in-law, at that time I really felt that he was very annoying, but I just couldn't beat him......"
"But later, as I got older, I slowly learned a lot of things, from an ignorant teenager to a young man full of ambition, and then from a young man full of ambition to an ordinary policeman who was sharpened by the society, I just understood a little bit of what kind of existence my grandfather was, and I knew that my grandfather was actually a hero-like existence. ”
"The meaning of the existence of the two-stick war in our world, for me, who actually belongs to the post-90s, can only be an understanding of the existence with my own ideas, when I was a child, I felt that how the war could be fought, and how much it hurt the great Han Republic of China, but later, when I grew up, I really found that the war really had to be fought, and I couldn't stop fighting......
"What kind of humiliation our country suffered before the two-stick war, I can understand it simply through my grandfather's character who is particularly afraid of foreign countries, does not want any war, but still pretends that he is not afraid of anything at all, that kind of humiliation, that kind of helplessness, what kind of tossing our country for a hundred years, and how ordinary people in our country fight against them...... Until now, I don't dare to say that I understand those things, after all, I haven't experienced it myself......"