Chapter Twenty-Nine: The Letter from Heber
Zhang Yixian slowly withdrew from the room, came to a place where his eyes could see the sky, his eyes were firmly fixed on the sky above his head, looking at the dark clouds in the clear sky not only did not mean to disperse, but continued to expand, Zhang Yixian's brows wrinkled tighter, his heart was very cold, his soul was even colder, did his actions still attract the attention of some people? This time it may be just a warning, maybe it is really trying to kill him, if it weren't for the fact that the City God's Golden Seal blocked the white thunder and lightning for him at the last moment, he might have been dying at this time.
In the past few months, Zhang Yixian had always thought that there was a certain reason for God to let him have such an incredible experience, but today for the first time he wondered if this reason was self-consolation? Not only that, but even when the people in the world were suffering from war and were forced to eat the flesh and blood of their relatives by hunger, wasn't this kind of unconscionable thing caused by these high gods?
In the past, he did not know that droughts, locust plagues, and even earthquakes in history thought that these were natural factors, and some people even said that thousands of years ago, when the earth was in the Xiaoice Age of excessive changes, winter was colder than in modern times, food, land, and even the growth of various crops were affected by the weather, and now, the gods of this world are in front of him, all of which makes him somewhat shaken some of the concepts that he has adhered to for a long time, God is respectable?
Perhaps some of them were born gods, but some of them had also ascended from mortal bodies, so didn't they have the slightest nostalgia for the place where they were born and raised?
Zhang Yixian walked, the more he thought about it, the more chaotic it became, and after a few times, his steps became heavy, as if every step forward was pressing everything.
Xiao Ming, the ghost boy who followed him, also noticed the change in Zhang Yixian's temperament, and the bottom of his originally clear and pure eyes was even more yin qi, as if it would erupt from his eyes in the next moment, devouring all the unsettling factors that threatened the person in front of him.
As soon as he was right, a ghost boy returned to the back in such a complicated scene, Zhang Yixian sat silently on the side, and the ghost boy Xiao Ming was still waiting closely beside him with that appearance.
After a while, Lao Qintou came and said a few words, but Zhang Yixian just nodded, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, and then asked Lao Qintou to bury the dead people.
Throughout the day, Zhang Yixian maintained a sitting posture, he wanted to let himself remember this pain, this unwillingness, and even humiliation.
From the moment he first stepped into this land, what he saw, as well as what he personally experienced, there were too many feelings and helplessness, as if the "world" and "Tao" were like this, if he wanted to be an alien, he would only be treated as an ant, and the soul of a heavenly thunderbolt would be destroyed, and no one would remember his existence.
Once he watched an American drama in his previous life, a robot said to humans that the difference between humans and them is that after humans die, their relatives will remember them, discuss everything in his life, miss it, and even feel pain. And when the robot is declared obsolete, it just takes a little more time to get used to another alternative.
Zhang Yixian felt that these words made him feel a little chilled now.
"Is it the case that there are all the things in the sky?, or have I had too little contact with the gloom of this world?" After an unforgettable process, human beings will reflect on themselves, Zhang Yixian from before he crossed over. It's just a college student, who has never been in contact with the dark side of society, and even if he occasionally hears about it, he only listens to a story about what happened to others, laughs when he should laugh in his spare time, and scolds the thief who plays the villain in the story if he doesn't laugh.
In the past few months of contact, he felt that he was more frightened than the twenty years of stable life he had lived before, and a deep sense of powerlessness and loneliness enveloped him.
"The heavens will descend on the people, and the people will ......"
Reciting the words of the sages silently in his heart, Zhang Yixian felt that the feeling of depression in his heart had been relieved a little. Then he called Lao Qin Tou, explained some things in the City God Temple, and told him to keep an eye on the training of the guards in the temple, and then took out a small box of treasures from his City God Golden Seal for him to keep, and then told him where he buried the grain.
Old Qin Tou kept nodding his head, and when he walked out of the door, he felt a sense of weirdness, this was not like giving an order, but there was a taste of explaining the will, Lao Qin Tou shook his head, thinking about how the gods could die, and laughed at himself and withdrew.
Zhang Yixian is indeed explaining the future, he is afraid that he will not know when he will be struck by lightning, burned by fire, and even buried by the soil, at this time he remembered a common saying in his previous life, the king of Hades told you to die in the third watch, and he would never leave you until the fifth watch.
At this moment, he deeply experienced this feeling.
"Xiao Ming, if you ...... in the future If I'm gone...... You just find a quiet mountain forest, at least you don't have to endure this helplessness. After a day of silence, Zhang Yixian suddenly said an inexplicable word to the ghost boy Xiao Ming, Xiao Ming didn't know what he meant, with a puzzled look, holding a bouquet of white flowers in his hand, and a complicated look flashed in his eyes.
Zhang Yixian thought a lot, took in the refugees by himself, and distributed food to them, which invisibly changed their fate, so that some of them who had already been on the blacklist of the king of Hades were forced to stay in the world, which was not only to grab business with the king of Hades, but also interfered with the operation of the way of heaven for the heavenly court.
Even, Zhang Yixian doubted that if he continued to take in these people who were suffering, would these high-ranking gods condemn themselves with a demonic crime, so that they would say that they would mess up the world and break the order of heaven.
Just when he was pondering, the golden seal of the city god on his body occasionally flashed a golden light, which attracted his attention, took off the gold seal and placed it in his hand, at this moment Zhang Yixian found that the original gold seal was on all sides, one of which had some flowers, birds and fish patterns at the beginning, and now, on the other side, there were some ancient and mysterious things, he didn't know what it was, but he felt dizzy at a glance, this must not be an ordinary thing.
"Could it be that the white lightning caused it? Or is it something else?" Zhang Yixian was puzzled, but he couldn't explain it, his divine sense entered it to take a look, and then he found that it was something that Hebo gave him, and then he remembered that when he visited Hebo a month ago, he had promised that he would have a way to restore his physical body, and now there is news of him in the golden seal, inviting him to the mansion for a while. Now it seems that this matter has gone to the fore.
This is also the first good sign in recent days.