Chapter 1: The Sad Reality
"My name is Wang Dazhi, others say that I have no ambitions, I have many hobbies, but my biggest hobby is to sleep during the day, and lie in bed at night to make all kinds of speculation and imaginative planning for the future.
Whenever I think of excitement, I can't sleep all night long, looking forward to the dawn to implement my money-making plan and create my own legend!"
When he was twenty-five years old, when he looked at his relatives, friends, classmates and colleagues who looked like dogs in bright clothes, he clearly realized how unrealistic my fantasies were, but the habit I had developed over the years was not something I could give up if I wanted to!
Of course, in addition to these hobbies, most of Wang Dazhi's little leisure time is spent reading online novels, as the saying goes, "live to be old, learn to be old", it is still very necessary to recharge himself for a long time.
For reading online novels, it takes up a lot of time, in order not to entangle himself, Wang Dazhi usually comforts himself like this, and I have to say that he is still very Ah Q spirit.
All kinds of novels are flooded on the Internet, and after careful selection, I started a few hours of 'charging' life!
I have to say that online novels are still very attractive, and the protagonist of Niu Fork in the book made Wang Dazhi passionate again, and at the same time, he couldn't help but make Wang Dazhi curious, why the protagonists were struck by lightning and electrocuted to have the ability of incomparable Niu Fork, and began a beautiful life surrounded by beauty.
Although Wang Dazhi has not been struck by lightning, he has had many such experiences of electrocution in his life, why didn't the ability find him?
In this regard, Wang Dazhi felt confused for a long time, and did not know where the future was, and the fundamental reason for Wang Dazhi's confusion was that if he didn't work hard, he might only be able to move bricks on the construction site in the second half of his life.
In the dead of night, Wang Dazhi also asked himself in the depths of his heart whether he had accepted his fate like this? Has he compromised with this world like this? As a result, Wang Dazhi's ears seemed to hear a cry from the abyss that had been deposited for countless years, saying "absolutely not."
Wang Dazhi thought about the grievances and contempt he had suffered over the years, when his dignity was ruthlessly trampled on, and his dreams were slowly worn out in the years, what was left of him, and what did he still deserve!
At that time, you may only be able to live humbly under the sympathy and ridicule of others, and at that time, is there any point in dragging this soulless body to live in the world?
"The saddest thing in life is to have big ambitions and do nothing, Nima, and that's just for me. ”
Wang Dazhi couldn't help but feel sad when he thought of this, a deep sense of powerlessness in real life made his head heavy and mentally tired, Nima, always thinking about it, he was sleepy!
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In the early morning, a piercing mobile phone alarm woke Wang Dazhi up, Wang Dazhi looked at the phone in a daze, and the time on the mobile phone was already fixed at half past seven.
So he hurriedly put on his clothes, didn't even have time to eat breakfast, hurried all the way to the factory, fortunately arrived at 7:45, not late for the morning meeting, Wang Dazhi finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but the price was also very heavy, that is, he was hungry for a morning, and sooner or later his body would have problems.
There are some problems that you can't think about too much, and if you think about it too much, the whole person is prone to mental trance.
For example, Wang Dazhi's current class has worked hard for a month, twelve hours a day, and night shifts, and can only rest two to three days a month, and his salary is only about 4,500 yuan.
In addition to the expenses of daily necessities, tobacco and alcohol, rent, bathing and haircuts, etc., how much can be left in a month!
However, in the era of soaring prices, the courage to hit new high housing prices, and to save the money to buy **, you will have to wait until twenty or thirty years before you can afford to buy a house, and you have to earn another five or six years for house decoration, but it is not necessarily enough.
In the middle of the past twenty or thirty years, I can't get sick, take a sauna or something, let alone submit a girlfriend, and raise a baby! So Wang Dazhi can only live one day at a time, often buy lottery tickets, two-color balls or something, and finally have a little hope for life, and only with expectation can people have the courage to live!
After staying up all day, looking at the mobile phone time countless times, and finally looking forward to the time to get off work, Wang Dazhi rushed out of the workshop excitedly, looking at the sky that had been completely dark, Wang Dazhi suddenly felt a heart-rending pain spread from his body to the top of his head.
"Is this my youth!", think about the novel I've always wanted to write, and then think about the trip I've always wanted to have, and .........
When will I be able to realize them one by one, even if I let myself achieve one!"
Looking at the stars in the sky and not thinking about these annoying things, Wang Dazhi looked in the direction of the house he rented, rode his second-hand broken bicycle, and hurriedly returned to this nest of less than 20 square meters.
Thinking about the rent that is about to expire and the salary that has not been paid for a long time, I can't help but feel a big head again.
"Forget it, I don't know tomorrow today, tomorrow is sad, tomorrow is sad", while it's still early, hurry up and find a web novel to recharge, Wang Dazhi is lazy and has no enterprising heart, and at the same time, he doesn't forget to find a reason for himself to fall.
As a result, the mobile phone rang before I started looking for it, and it turned out to be a phone at home, although this call disturbed Wang Dazhi's "charging" Yaxing, but Wang Dazhi was still tenacious and only hesitated for a few seconds before pressing answer, which also indirectly shows how much Wang Dazhi cares about his family.
"Hey, you haven't slept so late, don't worry, I'm fine here, everything is going well, don't keep calling."
Although Wang Dazhi is dying hard here in reality, in order to reassure his family, Wang Dazhi once again chose to report good news and not bad news, and let his parents relax in a ridiculous tone.
"Hey, Dazhi, I know you're doing a good job in Sunan, you've said it many times, I just want to ask if you have a conversation with recently, you said you're already a big guy, you're twenty-five years old, how can you get it if you go on like this?"
On the other side of the phone, Wang Dazhi's mother talked about it as usual as last time, alas! Wang Dazhi heard this big head, he could only stubbornly say:
"Soon, I recently hit a target again, this time I will definitely take this girl down as soon as possible, and then take it home for you to see, you will get married when you see it, if you don't look down on me, marriage is a lifelong event, how can it be child's play, we must find someone who is both beautiful and virtuous, and must know how to respect the elderly, you can rest assured." ”
The call ended with Wang Dazhi's hippie smile, and this time it was finally perfunctory, which was a lot more difficult than last time!
In fact, Wang Dazhi's mother is a shrewd woman, it is already very good to be perfunctory this time, I guess she doesn't want to put too much pressure on me, otherwise it would not be so easy to talk if I really want to get serious.
Speaking of this, Wang Dazhi couldn't help but think of a beautiful girl he met in the factory recently, and only after many inquiries did he know the other party's name and name was Jiang Juaner.
Jiang Juan'er only recently came to work in this factory, and I have to say that her arrival has brought a beautiful scenery to this seemingly lifeless company, and also made the unmarried men in the factory have a little more hope and yearning for the future life.
There are as many men around Jiang Juan'er as there are carp crossing the river, which also makes Wang Dazhi, who has just made up his mind about her, a little difficult to retreat.
But now it is this time and that time, Wang Dazhi thought about the task given to him by his mother and the consequences of not completing the task, Wang Dazhi did not hesitate to grab the mobile phone thrown on the bed and send a WeChat message to Jiang Juan'er, but the rest of the time was spent in a long and boring waiting!
"Is it that Jiang Juan'er is not on WeChat today? Or is her mobile phone out of traffic, or she doesn't want to deal with me at all..."Wang Dazhi thought about the gains and losses, the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, the more sad he became, the more he thought about it, anyway, Wang Dazhi couldn't control his thinking at all now.
I don't know how long it took, just when Wang Dazhi was about to fall asleep, he suddenly felt that his mobile phone seemed to vibrate, so Wang Dazhi couldn't care about being drowsy, grabbed his mobile phone and immediately opened WeChat to take a look, only to see the other party reply:
"I'm sorry to keep you waiting, it's my birthday the day after tomorrow, I plan to invite friends to dinner, celebrate and thank you for your help in my work, if you have time to ...... together"
To be honest, Wang Dazhi didn't want to go deep down in his heart, what he hated most was to have dinner parties and these many activities, and when the time came, he had to watch a group of people pretend to be forced and compare together, which was really boring.
In fact, everyone comes out to work to earn money, they are all employees of the bottom production line in the factory, whose family conditions are very average, otherwise who is so brain-dead to waste their youth, who has seen the second generation of officials and the rich second generation run to the factory to experience life, and they are not studying abroad, and they are picking up girls in the entertainment industry.
"But this gathering is also a good opportunity to get close to Jiang Juan'er, for the sake of the "goddess", I can't just give up such a few opportunities!"
In fact, Wang Dazhi doesn't want to go against the truest voice in his heart, but how can everything go well in real life, especially for a person like himself who has no money and no power, and looking at other people's faces is even more commonplace!
"Oh, by the way, since it's Jiang Juan'er's birthday, I have to buy a decent gift, what kind of gift to buy?" Wang Dazhi was sleepy at this time, and for him, who had always been very homely, this was really a big problem.