Chapter 265: Gongsun's Past

"In fact, you don't need to blame yourself too much and feel sad, war will inevitably kill people, and our ability to preserve our overall combat strength in the face of an enemy several times larger than ourselves is already thanks to your near-perfect battlefield command ability, no one can be perfect. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Liu Fang couldn't bear to see Duan Rui always living in self-blame, and hurriedly relieved.

"But when I think about this battle, we should have suffered fewer casualties and won more completely, but it is because of my personal naivety and negligence that hundreds of lives have been lost, I ...... I always feel that the ghosts of the hundreds of soldiers are always dangling in front of my eyes. Duan Rui's voice began to choke up a little when he was excited, he was really blaming himself.

Although he and Xiao Yan were not directly involved in this battle, he participated in the whole battle as a general who led the whole battle, and it was precisely because of his personal experience that Duan Rui could not forgive his mistakes, and he arranged for the army to run here alone after repairing, not to be clean, but because he felt that he had no face to face the soldiers of the legion.

"Woo woo ......" Seeing Duan Rui's sad and self-blaming appearance, Liu Fang couldn't help crying, she was also injured in the previous battle, but because she was wearing standard armor and holding a laser crossbow and shield in her hand, she only suffered a slight internal injury, after this half a day of adjustment, it was already no longer hindered, but the demon beast blood that could be seen everywhere on her armor witnessed her excellent achievements in the previous battle.

But she wasn't happy at all, and even had too much self-blame in her heart, she sometimes couldn't help but think that she was a super-first-class master, and she could be regarded as an elite in the team, but because of her willfulness, she forcibly occupied too much equipment and resources, if the laser crossbow in her hand could be given to the person who needed it more, then that person would not be killed when the enemy suddenly attacked, and if the shield in her hand was given to other soldiers, would it be able to exert its greater value......

"Since you feel self-blame, you should sum up your experience and lessons, and be responsible for the rest of the soldiers, can you blindly blame yourself be worthy of those soldiers who gave their lives in vain because of your negligence?" Suddenly, just when Duan Rui was hesitating whether he should comfort Liu Fang, who was crying more and more sadly, Gongsun Yang walked over from the other side of the slope and shouted with some emotion.

"Elder Gongsun......" Duan Rui could be indifferent in front of Liu Fang, but when Elder Gongsun came, Duan Rui didn't dare to continue lying on the grass, he quickly got up and listened to Elder Gongsun's teachings and scolding very respectfully.

Although Elder Gongsun's strength was not as strong as Duan Rui's, in Duan Rui's heart, he was a senior who was also a teacher and a friend, and he had never put on any stand in front of the other party because he was the commander of the legion.

"Alas, Commander, do you know what happened when I led the team to battle for the first time?" Seeing Duan Rui's humble appearance, Gongsun Yang sighed, and the whole person instantly sighed with a depressed mood as if he had been hit.

"At that time, I was only in my fifties, but I had already entered the Grandmaster and became the new elder of the outer gate of Lingxiao Palace, which can be described as high-spirited and proud, not everyone has the talent of yours as the Legion Leader, and it is already very good for me to step into the Tianyuan Realm at the age of fifty and become a Grandmaster. ”

"At that time, it happened that someone from the affiliated family of the sect was in rebellion, and he wanted to unite with other families to rebel against Lingxiao Palace, so the palace master arranged for me to lead troops to be responsible for exterminating one of the weakest families in the troubled family. ”

"When I first joined the Grandmaster, my heart of martial arts had not yet been formed, and the strength of the team arranged for me by the palace master was several times stronger than that small family, so I naturally felt that this matter could not be easier, so I swore that I made a military order in front of the palace master. ”

"But who knew that I was too greedy for quick gain, and I ignored the admonitions of the people around me when my self-confidence was bursting, and I insisted on breaking into the enemy's family, and as a result, I was plotted by the enemy, and the absolute advantage of the original steady victory was in a passive situation under the joint suppression of the opponent's sudden attack and the family formation. ”

"And I was completely restrained by an early ancestor of the other party's family, and I couldn't help at all, and even the other party was older than me, and the realm was more stable than me, and the strength was slightly better than me, and I couldn't even take care of my own safety. Gongsun Yang ignored Duan Rui and Liu Fang, and fell into his unbearable memories and recalled to himself.

"Then what happened later...... Liu Fang heard the fascination of seeing Gongsun Yang halfway through speaking, and stopped because he was too excited, and hurriedly asked with a little cry.

"Later...... Later my lieutenant ...... It was also with me to get started, and the senior brother who was about to enter the realm of the grandmaster between the talent and my brother blocked the fatal blow of the grandmaster ancestor of the family for me at the cost of sacrificing his own life, how could my senior brother who had not entered the grandmaster withstand the full force of the grandmaster's powerhouse, so he died tragically on the spot. And his tragic death gave me back the chance to kill the enemy. ”

"Senior brother was blasted into powder by the opponent in front of my eyes, and I was so angry that I played extraordinarily, taking advantage of the time when the opponent had just made a full attack and had not yet recovered, and when I dragged my tired and seriously injured body back to the battlefield, the elite division I brought lost more than half of it under the enemy's frantic death-defying counterattack. ”

"In what should have been a battle, we won a crushing victory at a cost several times that of the enemy, and I lost the brother who treated me so kindly. ”

"I was ambitious and went home, the huge contrast before and after made me almost collapse, I thought that returning to the sect would face the palace master's severe punishment, but what I didn't expect was that the palace master not only did not punish me, she also specially invited me to participate in the celebration banquet held by the sect. ”

"At the celebration banquet, I was like sitting on pins and needles, thinking that everyone else had successfully completed the task but I was the only one who won a miserable victory, so I had no face to talk to the others, and after the celebration banquet, the palace master left me alone and summoned me, and she listed several fatal mistakes I made in front of me. ”

"The magnanimity of the palace master to me moved me and at the same time the guilt and self-blame became stronger and stronger, so nearly a hundred years have passed, and I have been ordered to lead the team to carry out the important tasks assigned to me by the palace master many times and have made a lot of contributions to the Lingxiao Palace, but I have never been willing to enter the inner door. ”

"I have made a vow that I will never enter the inner door without being a demigod in this life, which is a kind of spur and punishment for myself, and I will atone for the sins I have committed in the first place. Gongsun Yang was already in tears when he said that he was in the back, he beat his chest and even used his own hands to pull his hair at one point, Duan Rui and Liu Fang on the side were heartbroken but didn't know how to come forward to comfort him......

PS: The second more is offered! Recommended tickets are good, monthly passes are good, I hope you can support the cabbage more, thank you!