Chapter 82: An Unacceptable Reality
I haven't seen you for so many years, and I wonder if you're doing now. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
This is Tang Li's voice over the years.
"I'm doing well, don't worry about you. Now that I'm going to cultivate, please don't disturb me, please go back, don't come again. ”
The old voice inside said.
"You...... Just open the door and let me see with my own eyes how you're doing, okay?"
Tang Li pleaded.
"Then come in. ”
Xia Xiaoxue opened the door helplessly.
I haven't seen him for so many years, and this person is still as stupid as he was back then.
"You...... How did you get so old? Didn't you say you were back to cultivating?"
Tang Li looked at her old face and said bitterly.
"What does it have to do with me getting old? I can resume my cultivation, but can I recover my time?"
Xia Xiaoxue said, "If you come just to show off your youth, to laugh at my aging, you can leave now." ”
"No, no, Miss Xia, I didn't mean that. ”
Tang Li hurriedly said.
"Young man, don't call an old man 'girl' when he is dying, it's rude. ”
Xia Xiaoxue said coldly.
"I don't mean to be disrespectful to you," Tang Li said, "I just got used to it back then." In my heart, you are still the young and beautiful summer girl back then. ”
"I can't go back to when I was younger, so don't mention when I was younger. Xia Xiaoxue said, "You said you wanted to see me, and now you have seen me, can you please leave? Don't come to disturb my life in the future." ”
"Then I'll quit. ”
What Tang Li wanted to see was Xia Xiaoxue, who was so beautiful in the world back then, not the old woman who was aging now, and he didn't know what to say in the face of Xia Xiaoxue now.
When he told an old woman how much he missed her and how much he admired her, he himself felt that he was very good.
Before leaving, he couldn't help but ask, "Xia ...... Hey, if you return to the void in the future, will you be able to come back young?"
"No, you can't. "Natsushino Snow Course.
Tang Li was anxious: "But I heard that the Returning Void Monk can reshape his body, why can't you?"
"Because my injuries are different, I can't come back. ”
Xia Xiaoxue didn't know why she couldn't, so she could only use the injuries she had suffered as an excuse.
"Oh. ”
Tang Li withdrew from the courtyard unhappily.
Come with the excitement and leave with the defeat.
This meeting hit him hard.
I had seen Xia Xiaoxue's old face once before, but at that time, the memory was sealed, and I only knew that I liked this woman back then, but I didn't know how much I liked it.
And at that time, Xia Xiaoxue did not recover her cultivation, and it was not a particularly terrible thing to get old, as long as she resumed her cultivation, she could regain her youth and beauty.
Now I remember everything, and Xia Xiaoxue has also resumed her cultivation, but she is facing a face that is even older than at the beginning.
He couldn't take it.
When he saw Xia Xiaoxue's old face for the first time, he even wanted to escape.
He likes the gorgeous Xia Xiaoxue, not the Xia Xiaoxue who is about to die.
Although he told himself that this Xia Xiaoxue and that Xia Xiaoxue were the same Xia Xiaoxue, he still couldn't accept the current Xia Xiaoxue.
When Xia Xiaoxue asked him to leave, he even felt a sigh of relief in his heart.
He felt that he was very ugly, and the emotions that he thought were sacred were so superficial, so vulgar, so unbearable, so untested.
"It turns out that what I like is just that face, just that body, not that person. ”
Tang Li thought a little self-deprecatingly.
The initial infatuation was just a joke, and the expectation of more than 60 years was also a joke.
These are just to confirm how fragile the emotions that I feel are sacred.
After this meeting, he hid alone in a corner of the inner door for more than ten days.
Ten days later, he found Yang Tai: "Uncle Yang, I ask you to do me a favor." ”
Yang Tai was very surprised by his arrival, and wanted to blame him for why he didn't stay in the Time Secret Realm to cultivate and come out, but seeing his depressed face, he couldn't say anything about the blame.
"What do you want me to help you?"
"I want you to seal all my memories of Miss Xia and not leave them at all. ”
"Why?"
"It hurts me to have memories of her, and I don't want to be like this anymore, so I beg you to seal this memory of mine. ”
"What's going on, can you tell me about it?"
Tang Li already had a stomach full of bitter water in his heart, and when Yang Tai asked, he couldn't hold it back anymore, and poured out to Yang Tai one by one.
"I don't want to seal your memories. ”
After listening to Tang Li's words, Yang Tai said.
"Why? Uncle Yang, you don't know how miserable I am these days, I feel like I can't live anymore. ”
Tang Li was anxious.
"Your life path is because of the lack of pain, so you have lived for hundreds of years, and you are still like a child, only caring about your own happiness in everything, and never considering the feelings of others, you have never been sensible. ”
Yang Tai sighed and said:
"This also blames me, I take you too closely, I haven't let you experience the wind and rain outside, and you haven't grown up. Now that you are feeling pain, it is also a good thing for you, it can make you mature a little bit. ”
Tang Li said: "If the price of growing up is to experience these pains, then I would rather not grow up for the rest of my life." ”
"What qualifications do you have not to grow up?" Yang Tai said, "Everyone has to grow up, why can't you not grow up? Why can you always live like a child under the care of others? Are you the second generation of immortals? Should the sect raise you as a waste, or should I raise you a waste?"
"I don't need your care, as long as you help me seal my memories. Tang Li said ashamedly.
"Helping you seal your memories, that's a kind of care. Since you don't need to take care of it, don't ask me to seal your memories for you. ”
Yang Tai said, "This is your heart disease, you have to cure it yourself." It's useless to seal the memory, otherwise you have reached the peak of the god transformation and recovered the memory, who will seal it for you at that time?"
Tang Li was silent for a long, long, long time, and then said, "Okay, what you said is very reasonable, I am not qualified to let you take care of me all the time." I'll take my time to bear this pain. ”
He made a big gift to Yang Tai and said, "Uncle Yang, thank you for taking care of me all these years. Sometimes I annoy you, but I also know that you are genuinely good to me. ”
"What do you mean by saying this suddenly?" Yang Tai sank his face.
Tang Li said: "It's not interesting, I just suddenly want to go out for a walk, take a walk, and take a look at the world by the way, I may not come back for a while, so I say goodbye to Uncle Yang." ”