Chapter 445: Sorrow
Zijuan promised to come out, only to see Snow Goose alone there in a daze. Zijuan walked up to him and asked, "Do you have anything on your mind now?" Xue Yan was in a daze, but he was startled, because he said, "Don't shout, I heard a sentence today, and I told you if it was strange." Don't speak!" he said, snorting into the house. Because he went first, he nodded and asked Zijuan to come out with him, went to the platform outside the door, and said quietly: "Sister, did you hear? When Zijuan heard this, she was startled and said, "Where did this come from?
Xue Yan said: "How is it not true! Everyone else probably knows, but we didn't hear it." Zijuan said: "Where did you hear it?" Xue Yan said: "I heard what the servant said, what kind of prefect is it, whether it is family resources or talents. When Zijuan was listening, she only heard Daiyu coughing, and she seemed to be up. Zijuan was afraid that he would hear it, so he pulled the snow goose and shook his hand, looked inside, but there was no movement, and then quietly asked, "What did he say?"
Xue Yan said: "Didn't Qian'er tell me to go to the third girl to thank you, the third girl is not in the house, only the waiter is there." Everyone sat and inadvertently said that Bao Er Ye was naughty. He said: "How is Bao Erye good? He can only play, he doesn't look like an adult at all, he has already said kiss, and he is still so dumbfounded." I asked him, 'Is it decided?' and he said, 'Yes, what kind of matchmaker is Uncle Wang?' That Uncle Wang is a relative in the East Mansion, so there is no need to ask, just say it. Zijuan tilted his head sideways and thought for a moment, "This sentence is strange!" and asked, "Why is no one at home talking about it?"
Xue Yan said: "What the waiter also said is what the old lady meant. If you talk about it, I'm afraid Baoyu is ambitious, so she doesn't mention it. The waiter told me, and told me not to show my wind, knowing that I was too talkative. He pointed his hand in, "so he didn't mention it in front of him." Today is when you ask, and I will not lie to you. As he was saying this, he only heard the parrot call, and learned to say, "The girl is back, pour tea!" and the purple cuckoo snow goose was startled. When he turned around, he didn't see anyone, so he scolded the parrot. When I walked into the house, I saw Daiyu just sitting on a chair panting. Zijuan accosted and asked for tea and water. Daiyu asked, "Where did you two go? So saying, he walked to the side of the kang, tilted his body, still fell on the kang, lay down in it, and called for the tent to be lifted. The purple cuckoo snow goose agreed to go out, but the two of them were puzzled in their hearts, but they were afraid that he would listen to it, so they had to not mention it.
Who knew that Daiyu was on her mind, and eavesdropped on the words of the purple juan snow goose, although she didn't understand it very well, she had already heard seven or eight points, as if she was in the sea. After thinking about it, I actually responded to the prophecy in the dream the day before yesterday, and I was full of sorrow and hatred, and I piled up my heart. It is better to die sooner, so as not to see something unexpected, which will be boring at that time. I thought that I didn't have the suffering of my father, and from now on, my body collapsed day by day, and for a year and a half, I couldn't get clean. made up his mind, the quilt was not covered, and the clothes were not added, but he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep. The purple cuckoo and the snow goose came to serve a few times, but there was no movement, and it was difficult to call. I didn't eat dinner. After lighting the lamp, Zijuan lifted the tent and saw that he was asleep, and the bed was behind his feet. I was afraid that he would catch a cold, so I gently took it and covered it. Daiyu didn't move, just waiting for him to go out, still fading. The purple cuckoo just asked the snow goose: "Is what you said today true or false?"
Xue Yan said: "How is it not true!" Zijuan said: "How did the servant know?" Xue Yan said: "I heard it from Xiaohong." Zijuan said: "Let's talk in the head, I'm afraid that the girl will hear it." Look at the look just now, there is a big reason. From today onwards, let's not talk about it. With that, the two of them also packed up and went to sleep. When Zijuan came in to see, she saw Daiyu's quilt kicking down again, and gently covering him again. Don't mention the night view.
The next day, Daiyu got up early in the morning, didn't call anyone, and sat alone in a daze. Zijuan woke up and saw that Daiyu had risen, so she asked in surprise, "Why is the girl so early?" Daiyu said, "No." Sleep early, so wake up early. Zijuan hurriedly got up, woke up the snow goose, and waited for freshening. That Daiyu looked at the mirror and just looked at herself blankly. After reading it once, the tears were broken and soaked. Exactly: The thin shadow is shining in the spring water, and I have to pity me, and I pity the Qing! Zijuan didn't dare to persuade her, but she was afraid that she would seduce the old hatred with gossip.
After a long time late, Daiyu freshened up casually, and the tears in her eyes were finally dry. After sitting down for a while, he called Zijuan and said, "You light the Tibetan incense." Zijuan said: "Girl, you haven't slept for a long time, how can you light incense? Zijuan said: "The girl woke up too early today, and this time she is writing scriptures, I'm afraid that she will be too tired." ”
Daiyu said: "Don't be afraid! It's over early, it's good morning! Besides, I'm not for the scriptures, but to relieve boredom by writing." When you see my handwriting, you will see my face. As he spoke, the tears flowed down his face. When Zijuan heard this, not only could she not persuade again, but even she couldn't hold back her tears.
It turned out that Daiyu had made up her mind, and since then, she has deliberately collapsed, and she has no intention of tea and rice, and it gradually decreases every day. When Baoyu gets out of school, he often takes time to greet him. It's just that although Daiyu has thousands of words, she knows that she is old, and it is inconvenient for her to be tender when she is young**, so she is full of thoughts, but she can't say it.
Baoyu wanted to comfort the truth, but she was afraid that Daiyu would be angry and add symptoms. When the two of them met, they had to use floating words to convince them, which was really "close to each other and anti-alienation". Although Daiyu has the mercy of Mrs. Jia Muwang and others, she asked for medical treatment, only saying that Daiyu is often ill, and she knows that his heart is sick. Although Zijuan and the others knew what they meant, they didn't dare to say it. Since then, day by day. Half a month later, the stomach is getting thinner day by day, and sure enough, the porridge can't be eaten. The words that Daiyu heard during the day were like the words of Baoyu's marriage, and the people in Yihong's courtyard, whether up or down, were also like Baoyu's marriage.
Aunt Xue came to see that Daiyu didn't see Baochai, and the more suspicious she became, she simply didn't want anyone to visit, and she refused to take medicine, as long as she died quickly. In my sleep, I often hear someone called "Bao Er Grandma". was suspicious, and turned into a snake shadow. One day it was a grain of nothing, and he didn't drink the porridge, and he breathed and died. But it is said that after Daiyu committed suicide on her own, she gradually lost her support, and she reached the end of the grain in one day. In the past ten days, Jia Mu and others took turns to visit, and he sometimes said a few words, but he simply did not say anything in the past two days. Although my heart is sometimes dizzy, it is also clear at times.