Chapter 48
It was late at night, and Cao Rourou and I sat quietly at the table. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info raised his eyes and looked at the time, it was already 12 o'clock, and it was estimated that the master was about to arrive. glanced at Zhai Xiaofeng, who still didn't sleep by our side, and now shook his head a little, this child and Lao Zhai have been by our side until now.
"Senior, take Xiaofeng in and sleep. The two of us just wait here, and my master should be there in a moment. He whispered to Lao Zhai next to him, and his eyes signaled that Xiaofeng's child was no longer good.
Lao Zhai turned his head and glanced at his grandson, muttered for a while and said, "Okay, then you wait here for a while, and I won't accompany you." With that, he gently picked up Zhai Xiaofeng, who was already asleep on the table next to him, and walked into the back room.
Watching Lao Zhai walk into the back room, the room suddenly fell silent. Coincidentally, she glanced at Cao Rourou, this chick quickly looked away, "Thank you today" Cao Rourou said softly, if it weren't for the silence in the room at this time, I really couldn't hear what she said. Scratching her head, Cao Rourou at this time was completely different from her usual grinning appearance, and she was a little unaccustomed. "Aren't you my senior sister, as a junior brother, I won't save you who you will save. After saying that, neither of them spoke again, and the atmosphere in the room was slightly dull. When he saved himself today, he held his hand, and his heart was beating so fast. remembered that when Zhang Xiaohua was himself just now, when he took his hand and rushed out of the crowd, he completely forgot the situation at that time, and his heartbeat accelerated inexplicably. Fortunately, at that time, he only paid attention to whether anyone was chasing him, and did not pay too much attention to his embarrassment. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but secretly raise his eyes and look at Zhang Xiaohua next to him. found that he was staring at himself at the moment, his face suddenly turned red and hot, and some of them turned their heads chaotically and didn't dare to look at it again.
The atmosphere was even more awkward, and I noticed that Cao Rourou next to me was blushing slightly strangely. What's wrong with her? "You", "You", "You say first", "You say first!" The two spoke at the same time, they didn't expect such a tacit understanding, and suddenly the two looked at each other and smiled, Cao Rourou looked at Zhang Xiaohua and said, "I've known you for so long, and I don't know where you're from?"
Looking at the time, it has been more than an hour since I called the master, and it should be there soon. It's boring to be idle, so Cao Rourou asked Zhang Xiaohua about some family matters to pass the time.
"I'm from City B, not far from City J, and my family lives in a small town far from the county seat. My family and my parents are farmers, and I have a younger sister who is in high school. ”
Cao Rourou said enviously, "You still have a sister, then you must be happy to die." Bowing her head slightly, Cao Rourou's tone was low, "When I was born, my father was not by my side, and my mother brought me up." It wasn't until I was ten years old that my dad came back. But within a few years of being together, my mother was supposed to take care of me all these years, and I was overworked and fell seriously ill and died. My dad was also away from home a lot. I've been here all by myself ever since. I also heard my senior brother Li Ming once say that the master was a martial idiot when he got married in his early years, and he was a martial arts addict, regardless of his newlywed wife's crazy martial arts competitions outside. offended a lot of enemies, so he had to hide everywhere, in order to avoid the revenge of the enemy, so he ruthlessly didn't see his family. Later, all the enemies were finally settled, but within a few years, the master died, and because of this, the master often felt guilty for not being able to take care of his wife and daughter.
In order to pursue the highest level of martial arts, the spirit of abandoning his wife and abandoning his daughter is really admirable. But I can't help but feel sorry for my master, could I give up my family who loves me deeply for the sake of martial arts? When I think of this, I can't help but think of myself again. Will one day I lose my loved ones, friends, and lovers because of this? No! Never! I will never let such a thing happen to me, and I will defend everything with my martial arts, and I will never allow anyone to harm my family and friends. secretly clenched his fists, and made up his mind that he would exchange his efforts for the happiness of his family and friends.
Thinking of this, my heart seems to have broken through some kind of restraint, and the whole person's body and mind have become happy. The spirit seemed to become incomparably clear and transparent, and an unprecedented sense of freedom spread throughout the body.
In fact, Zhang Xiaohua, who has inherited the memory of this life, has been confused. I don't usually feel it, but this feeling has always been looming. The memories of the two lives before and after overlapped, and the current Zhang Xiaohua can be said to be a community of two people, or it can be said to be a new life. But the confusion from the depths of the soul has not been revealed, the unwillingness of the past life, the regret of this life, are hidden in the depths of the soul of this body, if you don't untie this knot, it will be difficult to advance the state of mind in the martial arts in the future. But today, overhearing Cao Rourou's personal narration, Zhang Xiaohua couldn't help but ask himself, will his future results be like this? The doubts that have plagued his soul for a long time are like a dead knot that is difficult to open, tightly choking his throat. This feeling is becoming more and more obvious with the improvement of the realm, if you don't untie the knot as soon as possible, in the near future, Zhang Xiaohua may go crazy because of this knot.
Because I didn't accompany my parents and relatives well in my previous life, the resentment in my soul has never dissipated, and I haven't been able to get what I want in this life. The experiences of the two lives are strikingly similar, but they overlap with each other in the soul, and this grievance and unwillingness has reached the point of no return.
Zhang Xiaohua, who has reunited his soul, finally knows his most important mission in this life, that is, to fulfill their unfulfilled wish and live a good life! Be a good son, a good friend! A good lover! I want to use my martial arts to smash all the obstacles that prevent me from accomplishing all this, this is my will!
At this time, Zhang Xiaohua is different from the past. In the past, he had always thought that he had crossed the soul from the previous life to this life, carrying only loneliness, sorrow and the world, but since he fused the soul of this life, he had always thought that he was a combination of two people. But now he knows that he is himself. Not anyone! I am a new life that lives for the sake of what we cherish.
The feeling of freedom comes from the soul, it is the joy from the soul, the cheer of welcoming the new life!
Buddhism says: The true self is like that, and you have to be at ease! That is to say, when a person understands what the true self is and what the true self is, he will be able to attain a bodhisattva-like state of mind.
It was as if everything was natural, and there was no way to work, and the soul naturally entered the realm.
The ten soul bodies are arranged in the ten directions, and the soul refining chapter is not allowed to run on its own. Absorb the remaining soul power in the surrounding world like a whale, forming a cyclone, surrounding a soul body, forming a streamer and ten vortices.
The three souls say: Heaven and earth are destined, and the seven spirits say: joy, anger, sorrow, fear, love, evil, and desire, which can be changed in the material world. When people die, their spirits are scattered, and the three souls leave the body and return to nature.
Among the ten soul power cyclones, the light clusters representing the seven spirits of joy, anger, sorrow, fear, love, evil, and desire emit a dazzling light. The dazzling white light contained a strong soul power, and it kept entering the Seven Spirits. For no other reason, the mood finally broke free from the shackles of the depths of the soul, and the soul body that represented the emotions in these seven was like a wild horse that had escaped from the horse, galloping on the grassland. That carefree feeling of exhilaration, which greatly accelerated the speed of absorbing soul power. Finally, a crisp sound rang out in the empty world. It was as if it had passed through the barrier of time and space, and it was far away.
Opening his eyes, ten souls and twenty pairs of eyes as sharp as swords looked into the sky, as if they wanted to pierce the world and extend out. But when he crashed into the end of the realm, he was blocked by the powerful energy barrier in this realm. "You have broken through again, and now you are at the pinnacle of the Soul Condensing Realm, and you are only one step away from reaching the Gathering Realm. The voice of the world came to mind when I opened my eyes. Gazing at the changes in the soul body, I saw that there was still a transparent soul body, which had become extremely condensed at this moment! It was as if ten twin brothers had appeared in front of me. It's a strange feeling to look at yourself around you, and look at yourself again. It's like if you stand in front of the mirror, you feel that what is outside the mirror is the real you, but at the moment I feel that everyone is extremely real.
Cao Rourou saw that Zhang Xiaohua was no longer silent when she listened, and immediately glanced to the side curiously. I noticed that my eyes were closed at this time, as if I was deaf to what was happening in the outside world, and I suddenly became inexplicably nervous. Hurriedly walked up to me and gently pushed me, "Zhang Xiaohua, are you asleep?" but there was no response. At this moment, Cao Rourou was completely panicked, thinking that I had suffered some kind of dark injury when I was doing with those two people just now, and hurriedly shook my shoulders vigorously. "Zhang Xiaohua, what's wrong with you? Wake up! Don't sleep!" Cao Rourou's voice couldn't help but be a little higher because of nervousness. At the same time, there was a sudden knock on the door, "Open the door!"
Cao Rourou thought that I was secretly injured, and at this moment I probably fainted, and I was worried. Suddenly I was startled when I heard a knock on the door, and quickly covered my mouth and tried not to make a sound. I heard the voices of a few more people outside the door, "Head, did you hear me wrong, why didn't I hear a woman's voice?" and the other man continued, "No! The person who spoke just now hurriedly asked, "If you don't sleep so late, could it be the woman you are looking for above?!" There was silence outside, a deathly silence. Cao Rourou's nervous sweat dripped down her cheeks, but she still covered her mouth tightly, and even breathed as slowly as possible at the moment, for fear of hearing any movement outside. She knew that the group looking for her was right in front of the door, and she was now injured and her combat effectiveness was greatly reduced. There is no certainty that they will cope with the next changes. Now his father has not arrived, and the only one who can save himself is Zhang Xiaohua, who is now like a demon.
At this moment, the curtain of the inner room was suddenly opened, and Lao Zhai poked his head out of the inner room when he heard the sound. When I saw Cao Rourou covering her mouth with a panicked face, not daring to move, she knew that something was wrong. Just as she wanted to open her mouth to ask what was going on, Cao Rourou hurriedly reached out and put a finger to her mouth, making a silent gesture. Lao Zhai hurriedly swallowed the words that came to his lips.
"Grandpa, what's going on!" An abrupt voice suddenly exploded in the ears of the two, and the two of them, who were about to stand up, suddenly looked like hedgehogs with fried hair, Cao Rourou exclaimed, "Don't make a sound!" It turned out that Zhai Xiaofeng also heard the sound and was awakened. Rubbing his sleepy eyes, he walked out of the room. As soon as he opened his mouth to ask what was going on, he was startled by an almost instinctive scolding from his sister.
As soon as Cao Rourou's voice fell, she knew that it was over! Sure enough, outside the door that was still silent just now, someone suddenly shouted: "Someone! It should be them! Hit the door for me!"