Chapter 2 The Meaning of Existence

In Audrey's view, Mr. "World" is not in a state of mental illness, and it will not lead to loss of control, but because of the disillusionment of life goals and the meaning of existence, there is a certain psychological disorder, as long as he can be channeled well, help him establish short- and medium-term goals, step by step to find the meaning of life, then the problem will be gradually solved.

In the silence of the quiet darkness, Audrey heard Gelman Sparrow on the other side of the wall reply in a low voice:

"Nope. ”

Sure enough, no...... Audrey was not surprised, and asked:

"Did he go looking for his family's last words, did he look for their graves, did he try to figure out the cause of his slumber?"

Behind the wall, the spirit seemed to disappear for a few seconds, and after a while, the hoarse voice said slowly:

"No, not yet. ”

Not yet...... Audrey's heart was light, because she could clearly feel that the emotional state of the "world" Gelman Sparrow was no longer so low and gloomy, and he seemed to lack interest in anything, he already had a certain motivation, a little urgency, but he still seemed more confused.

Seizing the opportunity, Audrey used another "appeasement", this time the effect was much better than before, at least she thought that Mr. "World" had escaped from the sinking abyss of depression and returned to the state when normal people were low.

Next, Audrey didn't discuss how to find the traces and investigate the reason, because this was likely to cause resistance, she nodded naturally in the dark confessional and said:

"Well, there are still many things that can be done, and there are still many problems that need to be remedied! Maybe there will be a chance to meet people of the same blood? Maybe his family has not died of old age, but has lived to this point for some reason? The reason why life is meaningful is because there are infinite possibilities.

"In the process of searching, we can not ignore the surrounding scenery, life is not only one avenue, there are many branch roads and alleys, if there is only the former, how monotonous it should be, to know how to contact, to see, to discover......"

Audrey, who was struggling to recall the words suitable for words in various books, suddenly thought of something, and said in a softer voice:

"Also, don't put that thick mask on. ”

It doesn't matter if it's lighter and more transparent, because in the interaction between people, no one is completely unmasked, and no one likes to show their more private and bad parts directly, which is not only the protection of self, but also the respect for others...... When Mr. "World" has a certain number of friends, life will naturally be reconstructed with a new meaning...... Audrey silently added a few more words in her heart, but in the end she didn't say it, because she thought it was too straightforward and might have a bad effect.

To her surprise, Gelman Sparrow fell silent again, still confused.

After a few seconds, a voice that was no longer so hoarse came:

"Thank you for your unification and healing. ”

"No, it's all from your inner strength. Audrey replied earnestly.

At the end, she used another "reassurance" to ensure that Mr. "World's" mental state was close to normal and did not relapse.

Then she heard Gelman Sparrow say:

"That's all for today, okay?"

Audrey adjusted her tone again, and replied briskly:

"Absolutely, it's not a serious problem, and when you're free next week, I'll have another follow-up appointment.

"Also, if you can, mix some elixirs to stabilize your mental state, take them for seven days, the ingredients are 10 grams of chamomile powder, 5 grams of rosemary powder, and 10 milliliters of lemon balm extract...... During this time, don't reduce your sweet tooth and relax yourself......"

In the dark and quiet confessional room, she slowly stood up with her hands on the wall.

At this moment, Gelman Sparrow's voice pierced through the wall and said:

"What is the consultation fee?"

Audrey leaned against the wall with one hand, tilted her head slightly and thought about it:

"When I get the potion recipe for Sequence 5 of the 'Audience' pathway, I may have to ask you to help me gather the materials.

"If, the psychological alchemy will even provide the materials, don't ......"

The corners of her mouth curled up slightly:

"When you return to Beckland from the Southern Continent, remember to bring me a gift of local specialties. ”

Klein, who was on the other side of the wall, had an inexplicable urge to complain, and then stood up along the wall and sent Miss "Justice" back to the real world.

With a wave of his hand to make the confessional disappear, he returned to the top of the bronze table and sat down in the place that belonged to the "Fool".

On the table in front of him, on the right are the three blasphemous cards of "Black Emperor", "Tyrant", and "Red Priest", and on the left is "Wriggling Hunger" that Leonard Mitchell has just sent back through Miss Messenger Renette Tynicole.

"I owe Miss Messenger another 10,000 gold coins......" Crane withdrew his gaze, raised his right hand and rubbed the corner of his forehead.

In order to prevent Ince Zangwill's escape through the spirit realm, he communicated with Renette Tinicol before planning the murder and asked her to be responsible for expelling the spirit creatures from the area around the Resurrection Square at the cost of 10,000 gold coins.

The only thing that surprised him was that "0-08" was even more terrifying than expected, and when Ince Zangwill suffered the "curse of God" and was consumed by the Angel King Adam, the first attempt still "attracted" an unknown creature that was enough to break through the blockade of Renette Tinicol, and if it wasn't for Dalie Simone's forced psychic and contract, Ince Zangwill would probably have escaped like that.

Of course, in the case of the "God's Curse", even if Ince Zangwill successfully escapes, there is a high probability that he will encounter other misfortunes in the future, such as being thrown to a more dangerous place by the unknown creature, or directly infringing, but that is not under Crane's control.

Thinking of the debt of 10,000 gold coins, Klein had a headache, but his mental state improved a lot.

β€”β€”After climbing on the gray cloud along the staircase of light, seeing the "door of light" and seeing those "silkworm cocoons", his spirit was hit like a flood breaking the embankment, only to feel that all expectations were shattered, and the original mature world view, outlook on life and values collapsed, and the whole person became muddy, like a living corpse.

Fortunately, he still has the instinct to survive, and promptly asked the private psychiatrist, Miss "Justice" Audrey, for treatment.

Call...... Crane exhaled, forcing himself to turn his thoughts back to the "cocoons", and when he saw the image, his instinct was:

An extremely high-level being, or a certain seal, at the same time, with the help of different methods, captured a large number of people from the earth, among them, some used the transfer ritual, some bought the strange silver medal, and some mobile phones were infected with strange viruses......

Then, the souls of these traversers are sealed in a "cocoon" and hung on the "light gate", waiting for a certain opportunity to appear and be sent into the real world.

According to Klein's observations, the "light gate" currently has no intelligence and operates purely by instinct, that is, as long as the conditions are met, it will catalyze a "cocoon" and send the soul body inside to the body of a specific target.

From the current point of view, Klein guesses that there are probably two conditions that need to be met:

First, there was no other traveler in front of them, or that the traveler had been judged to have failed or died, and secondly, the "calling" of something, object, or ritual was like the black divination that Klein Moretti had done according to the notes of the Antigonus family.

"Whether there are any others is unknown, unless the corresponding contents of the diary of Russell the Great are found...... In light of all the circumstances, my current speculation should be very close to the truth, so that it can well explain why the Emperor and I were in the same era on Earth, and the difference was not more than a year, but we were separated by more than two hundred years...... Because, we traveled at the same time, but we were 'cast' in different eras! Before entering the real world, the Emperor and I had been asleep for an unknown number of years...... Brother in the next bunk?" Crane leaned back in his chair, his gaze flickering slightly, and then returned to gloom.

This is a rough judgment he made based on the state of the "Light Gate", his own situation, and the emperor's diary.

Of course, this does not mean that there are no other possibilities, but at present, Klein cannot find other basis to support it, such as a "cocoon" may mean that the traverser has a life, but this is contradictory to the fact that Klein's own recovery is becoming more and more difficult, and his spirit has not changed.

And if his speculation is not much different from the truth, it means that he has left the earth and crossed over, at least two hundred years, or even thousands of years, even if he finds the way and method to the earth, he will not be able to return to the home in his heart.

Compared with the distance of space, the barrier of time is more desperate.

This is what caused Klein's mental state to collapse all of a sudden, and "going home" has always been his ultimate goal.

"Miss 'Justice' is right, there are still many problems to be solved and explored...... What is the significance of that 'Light Gate' hanging so many traversers?What is the purpose?Who arranged everything in the first place and brought so many people over?Where has it gone now?Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun?" Klein tried to put himself into a state of thought in order to rediscover his future purpose.

It's a pity that he can only approach the "light gate" at present, unable to touch, unable to grasp, or even unable to see clearly, and has no ability to do any research for the time being, and it is difficult to obtain the most direct information.

"Consider looking for clues from the real world...... Also, since you can climb the gray cloud and see the 'light gate' in sequence 4, then in sequence 2, there is another qualitative change, can you control the 'light gate' to a certain extent and figure out the reason?

"Hehe, infected by the attitude of the Seven Lights, the Goddess, and Arodes, I almost thought that I was really the master of the Gray Mist, and the great master of the spiritual realm, but now it seems that I was just randomly selected and put into the 'experiment', and if I fail, the next traverser will appear......" Crane muttered to himself silently, his fingers tapping the edge of the long bronze table.

Another point he was curious about was:

Three broken "cocoons", one represents himself, one represents the emperor, and one represents whom.