On that day, he and I walked step by step in the heavenly palace paved with green jade.

Everything in the Heavenly Palace is so beautiful, the sky above is beautiful, the palace on the side is beautiful, and the green jade walkway under your feet is also beautiful.

I didn't say that he was the king of Chengming Valley, and I was no longer obsessed with whether he remembered himself back then, and I had the right to re-acquaint ourselves with each other as if they had changed their identities.

The heavenly palace was very large, and I deliberately slowed down, and out of politeness, he slowed down with me.

Therefore, we walked for a long time that day, and it was not until the sun dyed red that we stepped out of the main gate of Daming Palace.

Then, after saying goodbye to each other, there will be a period of time, and when they are fated to say goodbye, one flew to the realm of illusion, and the other set off back to Hongmeng Island.

Since then, I have been going to the Realm of Illusion every July, and over time, I have become acquainted with him again.

Every time he saw me, he would ask with a blank face, "Hasn't the donor found that person yet?"

I always replied with a smile, no, soon.

Sometimes, he would also tell me some stories of Buddhism, such as the Bodhidharma Patriarch crossing the river with a reed, such as the Jizo Bodhisattva Hell does not swear to become a Buddha, such as ......

I went to see him for the tenth time, but when I was about to leave, I was stopped by Phantom Dust.

Phantom Chen said, you have seen it, now he is devoted to the Buddha, has no delusions and distractions, has immeasurable merits, and is admired by all the people.

Why don't you let go of your obsession, return to the fairy world, and become a Buddha like him.

I smiled bitterly, Buddhism took away my beloved, and took away the king who vowed to make the Three Realms clear and the world unsullied. But you said that I should be committed to Buddhism like him, don't you think it's ridiculous?

Phantom Dust said, the world is not a pure land, the demon world is not a pure land, Buddhism is not a pure land, the Three Realms are not clear, how can the world be unclean. It's good to have the world in mind, but you shouldn't go against the sky.

I was puzzled and asked her what it meant to go against the sky.

She said that there are good and evil in human nature, so where there are people, there will be strife, and the Dharma guides people to be good, but it cannot eliminate all evil. Heaven is false, bliss is false, and if you seek perfection in everything, you will fall into obsession.

She asked me again if I had ever heard the story of "Hell is not empty, and you will not become a Buddha", and I said that I did, and she asked me why the Bodhisattva Jizo had worked hard for many years, but he still achieved the right result.

I laughed and said, because the Dharma is deceiving, and the Dharma is boundless.

Phantom Dust shook his head, saying no, the so-called hell in the eyes of Jizo Bodhisattva is really a microcosm of the world, human nature is endless, and hell is empty.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that the phantom dust in front of me was a little strange, and it became less annoying.

She asked me again, you keep saying that you have a good relationship with him, saying that Buddhism has gone to your loved one, do you know who you are?

I didn't know what she wanted to say, I felt a little nervous, so I replied that I was Forget Worry Mei, he was Zhu Xianyu, he was Yi Han, I was Tilt, what was there to ask.

She shook her head and said that it was wrong again, he was Zhu Xianyu, but you were not forgetting worries.

I thought she was talking nonsense, and I didn't pay attention to her.

She also said that the person who has a good relationship with him is not you, but your sister, and she is the real Holy Spirit born in the bright night pool of Chengming Valley.

If you don't believe me, you can go back and ask your Momiji sister.

You are the embodiment of a selfish thought in her heart, and you are selfish in nature.

Your so-called clarity of the Three Realms and the immaculate nature of the world are just excuses, and everything you do is to get the people you love.

Naturally, I won't believe it, she is full of nonsense just trying to provoke the relationship between me and my sister, how can such a trick deceive me.

Seeing that I still didn't pay attention to her, she said again.

Do you know why you can't unleash the power of the primordial gods?

I don't say anything.

Because you don't have a primordial god, you only have half of the heart and god he injected into your body, but you can't control it.

Therefore, although you have half of his primordial spirit, you can't use half of his mana.

I have the right to be a Buddha in her mind, and I don't distinguish with her.

There is no fate between you and him, only love.

Now that he has completed his merits, if you don't talk to him about the past, you can put aside the past and get acquainted with him again, isn't that right?

I replied, "No." Then, flick your sleeves away.

Lately, I've been repeating the same dream, a nightmare.

I dreamed that the Chengming Valley was desolate and desolate.

There are no more pavilions and water pavilions, no more birds and flowers, only black pressure on a piece of scorched earth, and the pungent rancid smell rolls out one after another, and the smell is disgusting.

I dreamed that my sister turned into countless incense petals and disappeared without a trace.

I dreamed that he finally woke up and remembered the past, but died at the hands of the phantom dust.

Although I didn't believe Phantom Chen's words, I was still disturbed, so I finally chose to ask my sister.

My sister suddenly fell silent, and after a while she shook her head and smiled, saying that the time to come finally came.

I never imagined that the words of the illusory dust were true.

It turns out that I am really a heartless and godless person, and I am really just a wisp of my sister's selfish thoughts. It turns out that I am not the one who has a good relationship with him.

I finally understood why my sister was expelled from the fairy world, and why my sister didn't explain the reason to me.

Because, she is the one who has a good relationship with him, and she is the demon king who is regarded as a confidant by the fairy world like him.

My sister said that she didn't tell me because she was also an afterthought, and when she knew the truth, he was already a Buddha Bodhi, and I was sure that I was the one who forgot to worry about it.

My sister told me not to care about this, it doesn't matter who I am, I like whoever I like, and I can do whatever I want, so that I don't be swayed by the phantom dust.

I smiled and said yes.

However, I promised this, but I still couldn't let go of it in my heart, and I still lingered in my heart.

Why did my sister lose her memory when she was born, why did my sister's thoughts turn into me, why did I like him, and why did he mistake me for Forget Worries.

I don't know, when he woke up again, he remembered me or his sister.

On that day, I left Hongmeng Island, and I didn't return to the realm of illusion, wandering alone in the human world.

Another hundred years later.

The three teachers and nephews of impermanence, fearlessness, and worry-free have grown up, and the two children of Long'er and Guo'er have also grown up.

I'm still selfish.

So, I returned to the fairy world, returned to Hanxiang Garden, and became the previous Hanxiang Fairy. In this way, I don't have to wait for him to remember the past, and I don't have the heart to think about the destruction of the Buddha anymore.

I am not a creature of Mingye Lake in Chengming Valley, so it makes no difference whether I am a human, a demon, or an immortal.

After returning to the fairy world, I would go to see him almost every day.

I don't believe that anyone can really put aside the seven emotions and six desires, let go of love and hatred, he just became Bodhi, as long as it is long enough, he will still fall in love with me.

I told him that I was a Hanxiang Fairy and a person in the fairy world, and my relationship with him was closer.

His hands were sealed, his face was still cold, but his voice was much softer. The benefactor is wholeheartedly good, and now he has achieved positive results, and he is good.

I was overjoyed, and I said, do you know, I went back to the fairy world for you, and I became a fairy for you, in order to break the karma between you and me.

He couldn't help but be stunned and asked what kind of karma he had to do with me.

I saw a colorful glow floating in the sky, but I hesitated in my heart, what am I doing, I already know that I am being transformed by a touch of selfish thoughts, and I am full of nonsense in order to make him fall in love with me.

After thinking about it, I finally said it.

Do you remember losing half of your mind to save a woman, do you remember that you have to bear the cost of forgetting everything to save that woman, and do you remember how high-spirited you were back then?

He shook his head and remained silent.