Chapter 424: I Don't Want to Believe
In a few days, the fragrance of wine in the deer riding mountain overflowed, wafting out of a radius of 100 miles.
And the wine worm that disappeared in that small hotel, but at this moment somehow appeared at the foot of the deer mountain, the body of the wine worm has grown a lot, the color is still transparent, at first glance, you can't see it at all, only when you concentrate on looking, you can see its body squirming stupidly on the ground, it seems to smell the wine on the mountain, swinging the front part of the body vigorously, I don't know if it's the head or the tail, but it looks exactly the same, I can't tell it at all, it looks like it's very irritable, it seems to want to drink a good wine, it squirms for a while, and then, it looks for a path to climb up the mountain。 Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
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The cool breeze is blowing, the night in the countryside is warm and lovely, there is no crowding of the town, there is no noise of the town, as if even the air is very refreshing, the breeze blows, the treetops rustle, the moon shines on the earth clearly, sprinkled with moonlight, on a big round stone, Xiao Yi sat alone with his knees crossed, looking up at the moon intently, he looked so attentively, he didn't blink his eyes for a long time.
Behind him, in the distance, there was the occasional faint barking of a dog or two, and then silence again.
Tonight, it is not the fifteenth, but the shape of the moon seems to be very complete, and the faint moonlight spreads overhead, making people's hearts also a piece of peace and tranquility.
During this time, he had been sitting here, sitting in the place where Shou'er had been lost, hoping to get some clues, or Shou'er would walk back by himself, but he didn't wait for anything.
He lost his little friend, and this time, maybe it will be Yongjue.
Xiao Yi sat silently, looking up at the moon blankly, since he lost Shou'er, he has not felt good in his heart, a certain place in his heart has always felt stuffy, and occasionally secretly drip tears in the corner.
Bai Weichen accompanied him to rummage through the surrounding mountains and forests, but there was no clue, Bai Weichen inadvertently said that Shou'er might have been poisoned by monsters, but Xiao Yi always didn't want to believe it in his heart, he always felt that Shou'er was still alive and well, because he could always hear Shou'er's voice and say to him when he was dreaming: "Little brother, I want to play with you." ”
He didn't want to believe it.
Although several months have passed, Shou'er still hasn't heard from him, and Xiao Yi's anxiety has not been as strong as before, but whenever he is in a bad mood, he always comes here, sitting on this big bluestone, quietly watching the moon alone.
His practice has been much rarer recently, and when a person has things in his heart, he is always reluctant to do other things.
What's more, he's just a kid.
Although his experience is more tortuous and complicated than that of the average child, he is still just a child.
In the world of children, silently bear the unhappiness of losing a little friend.
In this remote mountain village, as in other small mountain villages in the world, people live quietly and peacefully, the voices of chickens and dogs are heard, and people live in obscurity with the world, year after year.
But tonight, Xiao Yi's little heart suddenly decided on one thing, that is, he didn't want to stay any longer, he wanted to go out to explore the rivers and lakes, maybe to find Shou'er, but more importantly, his heart could no longer be calm.
He hid a deep guilt in his heart, if he didn't know the height of the sky, and rashly took Shou'er to the demon fox's den, Shou'er would not have been taken away by the monsters, if it weren't for his strong competitiveness, if he didn't rely on his own skills to deal with ordinary monsters, he wouldn't have taken Shou'er to adventure, in short, it's all because of himself, he is too irresponsible.
These days, he has thought a lot, and he has felt a lot sorry for himself, although he has always held the Treasure Book of Cultivation in his arms, he has never had the heart to study it carefully.
In the past few days, he has been thinking about many, many things.
Many, many things that had happened were churning up in his mind again, allowing him to slowly calm down and reminisce.
He thought about slaying demons in that small mountain village.
Originally, getting rid of the monster was a matter of course.
However, that time, after he did that thing, he secretly didn't feel good in his heart.
Chunlan, who is desperate to save her monster husband, even follows her with death, and the scene of harmony between her and her monster children unfolds in Xiao Yi's mind one by one, if these all happen to people, it will be a very sad story, but unfortunately, what makes this story no longer sad is that the characters of this story are people and demons.
But are all youkai evil, and will they all face a fate to be eliminated?
If they hadn't been disturbed by themselves and were still alive and well, would they be a happy family?
Yes.
The answer is yes.
But what's wrong? What's wrong?
Shouldn't that monster be eliminated? If you don't get rid of him, someone will be persecuted by him.
You're welcome. It should be removed.
The answer is also yes.
But what's wrong?
Xiao Yi thought about these things, and the troubles in his heart became more and more.
But he knew that no matter what he thought, it would be impossible to come up with a satisfactory answer.
So, he wanted to go out, go out and have some adventures, looking for answers to these things.
These thoughts of his made his belief in going out a little stronger.
The next day, when he told Ah Xiang and Bai Weichen about his idea of going out, they were all stunned, Ah Xiang was about to put gruel in the pot, but he didn't say anything, and silently put the rice up.
Bai Weichen glanced at Ah Xiang, lowered his head, and didn't say anything.
After the meal, Ah Xiang unexpectedly did not clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and silently returned to his bedroom, Xiao Yi looked at his sister as if he was very unhappy, and he couldn't say anything himself, so he cleaned up the table silently.
Bai Weichen stood up and helped him clean up.
After a while, Bai Weichen said in a low voice: "Xiao Yi, you are too childish, how can you say such a thing." ”
Xiao Yi was stunned.
Bai Weichen lowered his voice and said: "You said this, it hurt your sister's heart very much, do you know, how sad your sister was when she couldn't find you? Now we are finally reunited, I often see your sister secretly laughing when she is alone, she laughs so happily, it is all because of you, at night when you are asleep, she often sits by your bed and looks at you for a while, covers the quilt for you, and looks at you when you sleep, her whole person is filled with a cheerful and happy atmosphere, maybe you don't think how important you are in your sister's heart, but you should be considerate of her feelings of pain, think about it, you say you want to go out to practice, what will your sister think in her heart? I understand your feelings, but firstly, you are young, and secondly, the demons and monsters on the rivers and lakes are mixed, sinister and abnormal, and in a few years, it doesn't hurt for you to go again when you are older, and now we live together in harmony, isn't it good?"