Chapter 176: The Road
Chapter 176 Road
Chen Yang said: "I heard that you took the risk to rescue Chen Xian from the capital, and I am very grateful." Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info She also told me a lot of things about you, you gave her a lot of help, she relied on you very much, and I know it. But she is from the Chen family, and although I am only her uncle, I also hope that she can live some normal life. ”
"Following you from place to place, there is a high risk of danger. Just like now, if the masters of Hongtianmen know that you are here, what will happen? It's not that I'm going to threaten you, I naturally won't tell them, but you can imagine it. ”
Fan Xing nodded and said, "What do you mean, do you want Chen Xian to stay by your side?"
Chen Yang nodded and said, "That's right, that's what I meant, I hope you can agree." ”
Fan Xing didn't answer his question, turned his head to look at Chen Xian, and said, "Xian'er, what are your plans?"
Chen Xian said: "I don't know, Brother Fan, you say I will stay, if you want me to go with you, I will go with you." ”
Fan Xing was silent, he felt Chen Xian's expectant gaze, but his heart was a little heavy, and he said after a long time: "I don't know how to choose, it's you who makes the decision." ”
He was very entangled, psychologically he naturally hoped that Chen Xian would stay by his side, and he would also feel lonely, but he felt that it seemed very selfish.
He knows what he has to face, what Chen Yang said is insignificant, he will not give up his ideals and beliefs, and will definitely persevere to the end.
What will he face then? It must be endless difficulties, Chen Xian will definitely be involved by his side, this is something he does not want to see.
Chen Xian's face turned slightly pale and lowered her head.
Chen Yang frowned and said, "Fan Xing, what do you mean by this?"
Fan Xingdao: "That's what I mean, this matter is very important, it is related to Chen Xian's fate, I will not make the decision, it can only be her own choice." ”
He looked at Chen Xian and said, "You also know, I came here largely because I was looking for an opportunity to break through to the Holy Dao Realm, and now that I have succeeded, this place is occupied by Hongtianmen, not a place to stay for a long time, and I will leave soon." The choice is yours, either follow me or stay, and if you choose the latter, today is a farewell. ”
Chen Xian's body trembled, leaving tears and said, "Brother Fan, am I so insignificant in your eyes?"
A woman said this to a man, which is enough to show her true meaning, but Chen Xian is so young, and it makes people feel grotesque.
Fan Xing frowned, and finally said, "I am a selfish person. ”
Chen Xian stopped talking, just cried in a low voice in Chen Luoman's arms.
Chen Yang said: "We took our leave. ”
Fan Xingdao: "Don't send it." ”
Chen Yang took Chen Luoman and Chen Xian away, and the scene was quiet.
Fan Xing looked at Zheke, Hualisha and Taluo Mountain and said, "Three, Chen Yang is here, this hiding place is no longer safe. My business in the royal court is over, and I am leaving, what are your plans?"
The three of them looked at each other, obviously not knowing what to do for a while.
Zhe Keliang said for a long time: "Are you planning to leave the Northern Ice Field?"
Fan Xing nodded and said, "Yes, although I'm not sure where to go yet, the Northern Ice Sheet is no longer a safe place, and I don't have any nostalgia for here." ”
Zhi Ke said: "We are the people of the Northern Ice Field, we don't want the royal court to fall into the hands of Hong Tianmen, we will continue to find a way to resist the rule of Hong Tianmen." ”
"Me too! I know it's a slim chance, but that's what I want to do. ”
Tarot Mountain said: "We are also going to leave here now, so I won't send you." Hopefully we'll have a chance to see each other. ”
Fan Xingdao: "I hope so. ”
With that, he went back to his room, packed his things, and went out.
Zhek, Hualisha, and Tarot Hill left before him.
Fan Xing walked forward and walked on the avenue, and his heart was a little disordered.
He became a loner again, and he felt a little uncomfortable and relieved.
This is the case in the sea of blood, in fact, this is his normal state, and it is not normal to follow other people around him later.
Other people are not necessary for him, and while helping him, he also gives him restraint, he thinks so.
Chen Xian was by his side, could he really help him much? He didn't believe it himself.
It was an obstacle for him, and it was a wise move to let her go, but he couldn't say it.
This is an incredible thing for him when he was in the sea of blood, this kind of burden, he has long given up, but even today, he has not said it clearly.
It's not like yourself!
He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him.
Before he knew it, he had walked out of the royal court.
Looking at the empty grassland around him, he suddenly let out a roar: "Ahhh
The voice was last for a long time, and the expression in his eyes was very different from before, less soft, more cold, and even ruthless.
"Hehe!" he stroked his forehead and smiled, "I am a monster born in the sea of blood, what kind of good person should I be, what kind of savior should I be?"
"It's ridiculous to do so many things, and to be just a lost dog, with no one around you, and you can only talk to yourself. ”
As he walked forward, he headed towards the west, his expression so focused.
He didn't want to continue like this, really, the things of rotten good people, he did too much, of course, the killing thing was the main theme before, that was his life in the sea of blood.
He wants to live presumptuously, he doesn't want to have so many troubles, and he is moving straight towards his goal, which is enough.
Other things, he didn't want to think about now, he didn't want to think about it so much.
It's too annoying, it's too tangled.
He didn't feel like he was, or didn't want to be like that, what he wanted, wasn't that.
He remembered His Majesty the Emperor and the Bitter Death, what he had done before, was to imitate them, but he now found that it was wrong.
He is Fan Xing, he is not His Majesty the Emperor, nor is he a bitter life, he is himself.
To imitate others is to lose one's own nature, to lose one's true self.
He was lost, took the wrong path, walked in the wrong direction.
Now he seems to have found another path, will this be the right path, the path that really belongs to him?
He didn't know, but he wanted to go up there and verify it.
Only then can we judge whether it is right or wrong.
As he walked step by step, he smiled, and he knew that he was different again.