Chapter 37 PTSD
Dr. Xie rubbed his face vigorously with his hands, and the frost on his face had begun to dissolve in the warm midday sun. She looked back at the wolf she was chasing, and squeezed out a smile that wasn't too ugly.
"I'm sorry, I just lost my temper. ”
"I can understand that as medical workers, life is the most important thing for you. As a Ph.D. in psychology, it's your job to focus on people's behavior and mental activity. The wolf said he understood.
"It's a dragon soul, it seems that you have already investigated me" Dr. Xie took a deep breath before slowly exhaling again.
"To be able to enter the Dragon Soul, the necessary review is still needed. However, there are some things that we don't have permission to know yet, such as where you have been and what you have been doing in the past three years. The wolf tried to keep his words as calm as possible, although it was necessary in the organizational procedures, but it was always a strange feeling to talk to the beautiful woman and to check her out.
"I don't think you want to know what I've been through for the last three years. Well, let's not talk about that. I don't need comfort, and I don't do anything impulsive. You can go back with confidence. Dr. Xie's face gradually returned to coldness, and he was about to turn around and leave, and then turned back and added: "The wounds of the body will always heal, but the wounds of the soul may not heal in a lifetime. If you really care about those soldiers, especially that girl. If you don't want her to live in a constant state of panic and anxiety in the future, or even repeat the traumatic events of that time, then I hope that I can do the psychological intervention. ”
Looking at Dr. Xie's distant back, the wild wolf stood there in a daze. He knew that what Dr. Xie said was not alarmist. Because the people who came down from the battlefield back then would have more or less such trauma. He also checked a lot of information for this reason, and even asked a psychiatrist, and the result was the same, that is, due to the outbreak of the United States Army in World War II, it was finally established by psychiatry as a mental illness named "post-traumatic stress disorder", referred to as PTSD.
"The girl sent by Lao Zhao is gone?" asked the captain to the wild wolf who had just returned to the office.
"Yes. However, I think there is some truth in what she said. This time, Lao Hei may have gone too far, especially for the female soldier. Dr. Xie may also be afraid that the female soldier will not be able to hold on, and will ......" Before the wild wolf finished speaking, he was interrupted by Captain Wang.
"Don't think I don't know, the purpose of her coming here is for that Ling Yunfeng. Dig into the corner of the wall and dig up my dragon soul, Lao Zhao, Lao Zhao, how many good soldiers do you want me to lose...... You go to the hospital and keep an eye on it, and tell me as soon as you have any news. By the way, let Lao He do more ideological work for those soldiers. They are all good seedlings! they can't just be wasted......" Captain Wang's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally it seemed like he was muttering.
Lao Zhao in the captain's mouth, the wild wolf knows. He also knew that twelve comrades-in-arms had been transferred to General Zhao, but later he only heard that those people were either sacrificed or seriously injured. Therefore, for General Zhao's people, the dragon soul is very vigilant. Of course, the thirteenth soldier who was transferred was an exception, having returned to the base the other day. According to the grapevine, it is possible to join his own squad. Because it was related to himself, the wolf still did his homework.
It was still that dream, and Ling Yunfeng gradually regained his composure under the starry sky. Although the woman in white did not speak, she seemed to comfort him, giving him a sense of peace and quiet. Then, a mountain shook and the ground shook, and Ling Yunfeng opened his eyes in a blur. The fluorescent lamps on the ceiling recede one after the other, and the slight bumps beneath him come from the rapid movement of the flat car. Ling Yunfeng suddenly felt that this feeling was very familiar, as if he had experienced it somewhere, but he couldn't remember it. But the fatigue immediately hit his whole body, and his eyelids closed heavily.
"Doctor, how is he, is he in danger?" a familiar voice sounded on the side of the flat car, looking a little anxious.
"Don't worry, he's just overworked. Rest for a few days and you'll be fine. An unfamiliar voice replied with sincerity.
Ling Yunfeng felt that his wrist was grabbed, but he didn't have the strength to struggle. "It's really a miracle that the Burning Essence can not die and has not been seriously injured!" After a while, another familiar voice came, and at the same time, Ling Yunfeng's wrist was released.
What is Burning Sperm and What is ...... After a few minutes of crashing, Ling Yunfeng remembered that morning, the blood-red moment that could make him angry and crush his steel teeth. Pepper died, a lively young girl died like this, she died of humiliation from the instructor, and she died at the hands of the dragon soul she was fanatical about and worked hard to join...... The swordsman is abolished, the knife skills that make him proud of everyone have wasted their hands for Xiao Pepper, and the unreliable young man would rather die than bite off the enemy's flesh...... All kinds of pain are heartbreaking, and the flames of hatred in my heart are raging like detonating a sea of oil.
"Not good, the patient's blood pressure is 200 and his heart rate is 195...... Fast bucking. The nurse hurriedly pushed Ling Yunfeng back to the emergency room. After all, it's just from here, and it's very convenient to check the medication. At least much closer than a ward on the next floor.
In the corridor, the black dragon paced back and forth. The hygienist on the bench next to him was also constantly pulling his hair.
"Don't you walk around, okay? The hygienist impatiently grabbed the pacing black dragon.
"Alas...... Wasn't I in a hurry? Xiao Pepper and the knife man were so seriously injured, why was the military advisor so excited when he woke up? Didn't the doctor say that he was fine?"
"Alas...... If a person hadn't reached the point where he was willing to die and had to die, who would burn the essence of the essence? He didn't think about living at that time, not to mention that this psychological blow to him was too great......" At this point, the hygienist had long been unable to cry, and big tears were moistening the floor of the hospital.
The black dragon was also attached to the wall, and his shoulders were constantly shaking. Yes, days and nights together, scenes constantly swirl in their minds. For what they believe is an ideal, they have paid sweat, blood, and now they have to pay their dignity and lives...... Is this worth it? It is no wonder that the military advisor is excited, even he and the hygienist are also excited when they think of the experience of more than a month.
"Pop ......" the sound of a metal keg falling to the ground came from the other end of the corridor. When the two turned their heads to look, they saw a beautiful female lieutenant colonel staring at the black dragon and the hygienist in a daze, and there was a thermos tube lying on the ground, and the soup in it had already spilled all over the ground.
Before the two could ask questions, the beautiful lieutenant colonel ran over and grabbed the black dragon's clothes and shouted, "What's the matter with the bottom? Didn't he come back to the rescue?......?"
This sudden questioning made the black dragon stunned as well, and he didn't even notice the tears on his face. The female lieutenant colonel saw that the black dragon's eyes were dull, and her face was full of tears, and her heart sank, it seemed that something had really happened. Then he looked at the hygienist sitting on the bench next to him, looking at him with a puzzled gaze, and a large tear just slipped down his chin.
As the saying goes, if a man has tears and doesn't flick it, it must be a very sad place for these two resolute special forces soldiers to cry here. And if something happens to the comrades-in-arms who shout that they will live and die together every day, isn't it exactly where they are sad? At this time, the female lieutenant colonel also sat down on the ground in a daze, and when she thought of this, it seemed that everything was meaningless. What "magic soldier plan", what human experiments, what defense of the country? all collapsed at this moment.
At this moment, the door to the emergency room opened, and a nurse came out of it. Seeing a few soldiers sitting or standing at the door, without their usual military appearance and discipline, he couldn't help but shout loudly: "Look at what you look like? What do you have the demeanor of a soldier? You, get up quickly." Yes, that's you. Yo, it's still a lieutenant colonel, why don't you look like an officer!"
The nurse left very happily after spraying, after all, in the face of such a high-ranking chief, it is not common for her to be able to count her soldiers so much. The lieutenant colonel also stood up in embarrassment and dusted off her clothes.
"Why are the nurses so unsympathetic now? The lieutenant colonel muttered, as if this would cover up her gaffe.
"That, chief. Who died? Is it from our troops?" asked the hygienist cautiously. Because he saw that the lieutenant colonel was also wearing the armband of the dragon soul.
"You don't know who died? So why are you crying?" The lieutenant colonel was stunned for a moment, and said secretly: Did you make a mistake?
"We ......" The hygienist and the black dragon looked at each other, and no one could say any more. After all, it's embarrassing enough for two big men to cry here, and it's even more embarrassing to be seen by a woman.
At this time, the female lieutenant colonel also reacted, and slapped her head, she must have preconceived ideas that they were crying Ling Yunfeng, and she had caused a misunderstanding of the stereotype of men crying bitterly.
"Well, how is Ling Yunfeng?" asked the lieutenant colonel as she hurriedly adjusted her emotions.
"The doctor said that it was overwork, and now it is easy to get excited and have a little blood pressure increase. Don't worry too much, with us, we will definitely give you a good guy who is alive and kicking. The hygienist hastened to tell the story. He saw the behavior of the female lieutenant colonel just now who thought that Ling Yunfeng had an accident, and guessed that the relationship between the two was definitely not ordinary. At the same time, he also secretly slandered: This kid is okay, Xiao Pepper has a deep affection for him, but he didn't expect to hook up with a female lieutenant colonel......
The female lieutenant colonel was Dr. Xie, of course she didn't know what the hygienist was thinking, although she was a little surprised why she wanted to return Ling Yunfeng to herself, but it was not the time to care about these details at this time. It is important to understand the current situation of these soldiers, both physically and psychologically.
It's just that at this time, Ling Yunfeng had just taken medicine and was sleeping, so Dr. Xie had no choice but to ask the doctor about the situation, and then hurriedly went to find out about the situation of Xiao Pepper and the knife man.
The black dragon also went to the swordsman's side, and when Ling Yunfeng woke up again, there was only the hygienist who was constantly dozing off.
"Well, if I knew you would do this, I would never have taught you how to burn essence. However, I didn't know you as a friend in vain. The hygienist found that Ling Yunfeng was looking straight at the ceiling, and immediately came to his senses, took Ling Yunfeng's hand and said.
Ling Yunfeng was obviously much more awake this time, he knew that the hygienist next to him was accompanying him, so he was about to speak, but his lips only moved slightly, and he couldn't say anything.
"I know what you want to ask. Pepper is fine, but her tongue is injured and the doctor has stitched her up. At that time, I was only stimulated and passed out. The hygienist was afraid that Ling Yunfeng would be excited again, so he hurriedly told Xiao Pepper about the situation. Of course, there are some situations that are not yet the time to speak.
Ling Yunfeng seemed to be relieved, but immediately had some excited expressions. The hygienist knew that he still had something to ask, so he hurriedly said: "The knife man is fine, the bones are connected, and both hands are saved." The doctor said that if you recover well, you will not be left disabled, so you can rest assured. ”
Ling Yunfeng was truly relieved at this time, although he didn't have the obsession of joining the Dragon Soul, but his feelings for these comrades-in-arms came from his viscera.
The hygienist chattered for a long time, including the soldiers of the injured dragon soul, the little man who had caught them, and the dragon soul brigade that was almost wiped out by Ling Yunfeng, and the last captain also came to the hospital to work on the spot, or he would really become the commander of the cursor. But the only thing that didn't mention the situation of the Black Yama King was not that the hygienist was afraid that Ling Yunfeng would get excited again, but that he himself had doubts and wavered about the training he had been training for a long time.
A day later, Ling Yunfeng had recovered almost like an ordinary person. It's just that when he explored the dantian, he found that it was empty, and there was no trace of true qi for a long time.
Fortunately, Ling Yunfeng is usually quite open-minded, since it is a true qi obtained for nothing, although he is a little reluctant to use it up, he can still be relieved. It's just that there is no real qi to help in the future, and everything has to rely on your own efforts. Just like a person who once had a lot of money suddenly ran out of money, the kind of person who tried to squander the taste of profligacy could not be content with being bland. Therefore, he also made up his mind to absorb and refine his true qi by himself. Therefore, as long as there was time, Ling Yunfeng would run the exercises and absorb all the aura in this space.
In the dean's office, which was temporarily requisitioned, Captain Wang Jun was walking around holding the unlit cigarette. The commissar sat on the sofa without saying a word, and the wolf stood up straight. It's like a repetition, except that the people sitting and walking are swapped.
"How do you do the ideological work of this political commissar? All five of them have to apply for discharge, and one of them will not be allowed to come close, not even a nurse! I will pay for the casualties of half of the brigade! We must not let them be wasted like this!" Captain Wang was roaring, but the political commissar was learning from the previous captain's appearance, and he still didn't say a word, so he almost lit a friendly cigarette in his hand.
"Why don't you let Dr. Xie try it? After all, she's a doctor of psychology and a neurologist. The wild wolf carefully proposed a method at this time, but he also knew that the captain did not trust Dr. Xie, but at this time, he could only be a dead horse as a live horse doctor.
Sure enough, Captain Wang fell into deep thought, and sat down on the sofa, his body sinking deep into the soft leather.
After a long time, Captain Wang nodded to the wild wolf with difficulty. Maybe compared to the view of the portal, Captain Wang still can't bear to let a few good soldiers sink like this.
(To be continued...... )