Chapter 152: The Fear of the Reborn
Look northwest and shoot the wolf.
What does it mean for so many sects to appear in this era of change? No one can say clearly, not even Ma Zhan, who is a reborn person, because his memory is no longer useful. Oh, it can't be said that there is no use value, but his memory is over.
Horse War, which has lost the first opportunity, can it continue to be at the forefront of everyone by relying on the existing foundation. In the face of this era of all sects, can he stand on his feet?
The reborn uses the opportunities in his memory to control the opportunities, and the opportunities of people everywhere become winners in life. At this time, their eyes are above the top, as if all living beings are ants, no matter how negative their hearts are, their words and deeds inadvertently, the attitude they show is like this.
It's not the heart, but the attitude is exactly that.
This is an illusion, but also a reality, they feel that they are the darling of God, because among hundreds of millions of billions of people, only he has become the only one, will he not be proud?
Of course they will be proud, but they will also be afraid, and the source of this fear is the mysterious world.
Anyone can be in awe of the unknown mysteries, just like some people who don't believe in gods and Buddhas at all, when one day they pass by a mound or a wilderness and encounter the legendary 'ghost fire'.
The scientific explanation of 'ghost fire' for modern people is that "ghost fire" is "phosphorus fire", which usually appears in the countryside and in rainy weather. However, it occasionally appears in the city, for reasons that are unknown. Because human bones contain phosphorus, phosphine is produced when phosphorus reacts with water or alkali, which is a gas that can spontaneously combust, is light in weight, and will move when the wind blows.
But is this really the case? When there is a legendary cry near the ghost fire, or because of this ghost fire, it causes him to be paralyzed and so on, then they tend to behave worse than those who believe in ghosts and gods.
Once the world they believe in collapses, they will be more scared, more frightened.
Because they have lost their own cognition, they have denied their own worldview.
The same is true of the reborn, who, when their memories run out, will present a state of anxiety, fear, torment, and self-denial.
Why?
Because their success came too easily, although they would pay some price for seizing the opportunity based on their memories, compared to those who did not have memories, the success of the reborn could not be considered success at all.
In this way, the experience they have experienced is basically a successful replication of their predecessors (successful cases in memory), or the expansion of this success. But is such a journey his own?
No, not his own at all, although he walked it on his own, it will never be his own.
If you don't have your own core ideas, you don't have your own core values, and this is not your own thing.
Therefore, when the reborn has exhausted his memories, everything that would have been fine will explode at the moment when he encounters a strong enemy or difficulty. will deny everything about himself, so how terrifying will his state be?
This year is already the sixteenth year of Dajianghu, Ma Zhan has spent five years in his second life, and the young man in the past is about to become a middle-aged man in his thirties, although there are still three years before this time.
Originally, he was very satisfied with everything he had now, thousands of family wealth, proud martial arts, happy family, although he lacked his favorite woman, but now he is really satisfied with all this!
He thought that he would slowly grow old under such circumstances, always dominate the first gang, brush up the plot world, win proud wealth, and grab some martial arts cheats. Then step by step, I will improve my own cultivation, the middle stage of the innate stage, the late stage, the great perfection, and the grandmaster...... Until the Grand Master, step by step.
Then, in the real world, in exchange for the supreme title of heirloom descendants, using their status, money, and villains who have nothing to do and don't have long eyes, let their juniors hold their heads high, stride forward, have endless money in their pockets, and there are women around them who can't be driven away......
Everything was perfect.
However, just today, after tirelessly reciting the sect that was born in the system, the fear in Ma Zhan's heart became more and more serious.
Kicked everyone out of the lobby, and a man sat on the floor limp with blank eyes and muttering to himself. Gradually, tears continued to flow out of his eyes, his face kept trembling, the corners of his mouth kept twitching, his hands were hanging to the ground, and he was very weak.
His heart was now full of fear, full of hesitation.
He lost faith in himself.
When did it start?
That's right, it started when I knew about the Demon Gate. Since he knew that the 'lady in red' Yang Shaoxia was a member of the Demon Gate, he had constantly put pressure on himself, Zhu Yuyan after the Yin Queen, Shi Zhixuan the evil king, and Pang Ban the demon master......
Every time a name appeared, the fear in his heart increased dramatically, not because he didn't want to control it, but the more he controlled it, the more great it became. Later, it occurred to him that the system would not create a Big Mac, because in the face of such a behemoth, there would be no one to restrain it.
So there was a brief peace in his heart, which seemed to have eliminated all fears, but as everyone knows, these fears are only buried in the deepest part of his heart. They are quietly waiting, will the next outbreak be destroyed or reborn?
The system sings the name of the sect, and every time there is one, a wound will be torn, until the name of the sect is sung, and Ma Zhan's cultivation in the early stage of congenital development suddenly broke out, and the strong internal force and huge strength shook the seat bench with a bang, and a loud roar drove everyone out.
Everyone was also dumbfounded, because although they knew that Ma Zhan's cultivation was very high, they didn't expect it to be so high, because now they are no longer fledgling rookies, and their sensitivity to cultivation is also increasing day by day.
Everyone didn't understand why the good helper would be tyrannical at this moment......
After driving everyone out, Ma Zhan's face was full of hideousness, and the roar kept coming out of his throat, and the inside kept squirting out of his palm, and the void destroyed all the tables and chairs in front of him with one palm, turning them into powder, and such a power can be seen.
The internal force constantly travels through the meridians, and the rapid internal force makes the meridians constantly change shape, convex and twist......
It lasted for several hours, and finally, Ma Zhan collapsed to the ground.
......
The sky slowly darkened, darkness swallowed up day, and the starry sky in the sky appeared with a little light.
At the station of the Wind and Rain Alliance, outside the gang hall, more than two dozen people stood quietly like this, and the situation of Ma Zhan was known to almost the top of the upper echelons. Liu Rongyue's sister and brother also stood there.
Someone informed them, and everyone had to inform them, and everyone didn't know about Ma Zhan's situation now, but no one dared to go in, because everyone was worried about his situation at the beginning, so they went in once. It's a pity that seven or eight people were almost killed by a palm and were pulled out in a hurry.
Later, I went in several times, but I was either beaten out or pulled out, and no one went in after that.
Later, everyone found Liu Rongyue's sister and brother, and everyone thought that Liu Rongyue was the person the leader liked, and it should be fine to go in, so they let them go in and have a look, but there were no exceptions, and the two of them were directly beaten until they vomited blood.
Liu Rongyue's heart is very chaotic now, irritable and irritable, not to mention, there is an inexplicable worry, what is the worry, even she doesn't want to admit it, but the more she doesn't admit it, the stronger this worry will be.
Thinking that Ma Zhan took care of his younger brother in every way because of himself, cared for himself, and was attentive to himself, the more he thought about it, the more sad he became. At this time, she thought of a possibility, did he become like this because of himself?
In many cases, it is not often that you will go crazy!
Some are because of quick success, some things are restless, and some are interference from foreign affairs, but what I am most familiar with is the story of Yang Dingtian Yu Chengkun and his junior sister who practiced the great shift of Qiankun, because this is the most typical red apricot out of the wall, which led to the death of a sect leader.
When I see this scene from time to time, I will sigh in my heart, whose fault it is. Cheng Kun can't deny that he has a lot of responsibility, but he can't put all the responsibility on him.
Yang Dingtian? No, because Yang Dingtian really had nothing to say to his wife, that is, he didn't complain when he died.
Is his wife wrong? He is indeed responsible, as a woman and a person, as a wife Hongxing out of the wall, but in the end? Maybe her parents are wrong, they should not marry her to Yang Dingtian, but which parent does not impose all kinds of wills for the happiness of their children.
Every time at this moment, Liu Rongyue herself didn't understand very well, but at this moment, she felt that she was responsible, if it weren't for herself, Ma Zhan wouldn't have gone mad! Thinking of this, her tears couldn't help but flow out.
If Ma Zhan in the past knew Liu Rongyue's thoughts at this moment, he would wake up with a smile in his dreams.
Liu Wenxin comforted his sister and asked everyone about the situation, but no one here knew the real situation, so how could they answer Liu Wenxin's question, because everything came too suddenly, and no one would have thought that Ma Zhan would have such a situation.
After the whole room was quiet, no one dared to enter for a long time.
Liu Rongyue, the crying girl didn't know what to think, so she hurriedly ran in, and after everyone saw it, they followed.
After everyone came in, they looked at the mess in the room, and many things had turned into powder, and they all gasped, and the surprise in their hearts was indescribable, because at this moment they really saw the horror of the horse war.
Liu Rongyue looked at Ma Zhan, who was paralyzed on the ground, and wanted to help him up, but when he saw his bleeding face, he screamed loudly, and kept saying in his mouth: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this." Wake up, Ma Zhan, wake up. ”
"You know, I like you too, I don't know when I started liking you. Sometimes I think that a man as good as you will definitely be surrounded by 'bees from butterflies'. So I thought, I should be a little more reserved, let you spend more effort to chase me, so that you will remember the pain of me chasing me, and cherish me more. ”
The crowd just watched, but they couldn't come forward.
But I heard Liu Rongyue say: "But I didn't expect that you would marry a princess, although it is a princess in the plot, but it is also a princess." You got married in the game, but you were still chasing me, and my heart was about to break at that moment, I thought you were just a man with a heart of flowers, eating and looking at the pot gracefully. You know, I was disappointed in you at that moment, and I understood that all men are the same. ”
Gently wiping the blood on Ma Zhan's face, he continued: "My heart is like a needle prick, and it hurts more and more, so I came to your conference hall and wanted to ask from your mouth, what am I? However, I didn't hear the words that coaxed me from your mouth, but only a mouth full of quibbles and endless truths, and I was really disappointed at that moment. It turns out that you don't even have the words to coax me. ”
"But you know what, you shouldn't say that big thing, because everybody sees it clearly, but no one ever says it. Because many things have been buried in people's bones, just like men's hearts and women's compromises, maybe if you said something to coax me at that time, I wouldn't be like that, and I wouldn't have today's results. ”
The more she talked, the more sad she became, Liu Rongyue looked at Ma Zhan's bloody face, and said while shaking her body: "You speak, you think about it, ah...... Why is this happening, I've been waiting for you to come to me, why don't you come. Whining... If I really don't want to pay attention to you, if I really don't want to see you, do you think I'll still stay here, you say that if there is no you here, what is there to be for me. ”
"Hmm, cough, woo, you talk, you wake up, Ma Zhan, you wake up. Did you hear what I said, blame me, woo, blame me, if I hadn't lost my temper at the time, if I hadn't said something like that, you wouldn't be like this. ”
As she spoke, Liu Rongyue's eyes stared at Ma Zhan's face, her eyes stunned, and tears kept falling.
The people here can only watch like this, and there is no way to help if they want to. Xia Mo and Apricot Fish, listening to Liu Rongyue's words, also cried sadly, they are both women, maybe they will experience this kind of helpless and eagerly waiting love.
The whole hall fell silent, there was no sound of talking, only the quiet cry, intermittent, getting more and more ......
Suddenly, there was a coughing sound, and Liu Rongyue's face appeared happy, and her mouth also appeared panicked: "You woke up, how is it, does it hurt? or where is it ......uncomfortable?"
Ma Zhan slowly opened his eyes, looked at the beauty in front of him, opened his mouth, and said with difficulty: "It's okay, I'm fine, but I'm a little sad, well, I heard everything you said, I really want to answer you 'At that time, I didn't know what I was talking about, how could I notice your expression', cough cough, cough ......"
Liu Rongyue said happily: "It's okay, as long as you're well, it's okay, now lie down for a while, and when you're well, you'll be talking to me slowly." ”
Ma Zhan looked at everyone and said slowly, "Let's all go and rest." ”
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when they saw Ma Zhan wake up, and slowly walked out, leaving Liu Rongyue and Ma Zhan behind.