Early in the morning, after eating the powdered porridge from the cafeteria, I went to the library again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The food in the cafeteria is all prepared and placed there. Take whatever you want. I've been here for more than a year, and I still like to eat powdered porridge the most.

I don't know what this porridge is made of, I'm shy by nature, but I haven't asked anyone.

Anyway, when I eat this porridge in my mouth, it will be born, and I don't even need to spend the effort of biting it with my teeth, I can swallow it in my stomach and quench my hunger.

I like this kind of food, but it's best to hope that in the future, when I reach the top level, I will stop eating. Because I happened to see a book in the library that said that no matter how pure the grains are, they are not as pure as the vitality of the life of heaven and earth.

The human body itself is a nature, although it needs energy to keep this nature running. But when you eat whole grains in your stomach, will you turn into stool and be pulled out? This is the attitude of the human body towards these whole grains: I don't like these whole grains, how much I eat, how much I pull, what I eat, what I pull!

This explanation in the book immediately gave me a sense of sudden enlightenment. I said why do people need to poop and pee, it turns out that they have eaten impure things.

Since then, I have had a tendency to be anorexic. The thought of the bleak appearance of the food in my mouth being bitten into pieces by my teeth makes me feel sick to my stomach. Now, this has actually become a reason for me to work hard to cultivate.

In the early morning of Fang Ming Academy, it was always shrouded in a layer of thick fog, which would not slowly dissipate until after nine o'clock in the morning. This is the product of the Academy's Gathering Yuan Array after a night of gathering vitality.

At first, I thought that the vitality in the morning would be more intense, but in fact, the vitality intensity of Fang Ming Academy throughout the day was average. This is what Teacher Wu Yun told me later.

I've been in the Level 3 dormitory for a month now. During this period, Teacher Wu Yun came to my dormitory again and checked my cultivation. Because half of the vitality I gained from cultivation was drained by the ghost elder, it seemed that the effect of cultivation should be commonplace, but she was still surprised, and seemed to have completely dispelled the conjecture that I had only cultivated to the third level of warlock after taking pills.

She praised me a lot, telling me to cultivate hard, and said that after reaching the fourth level warlock, I would be able to cultivate the powerful Yuan Technique!

I'm looking forward to it too.

But in my dreams, I am still often pulled by the memories of the past.

Liu Yun'er, grandpa and my childhood friends. They always come to my dreams, play with me, and in my dreams, I am really happy. But what about after the dream? I need to face reality. And they don't need it in the dream.

So I came to the Library Pavilion again, planning to borrow one or two Yuan Shu secret books and go back to practice. I want to use this to distract me from the demons that all junior monks have said in the mouth of the old ghost.

I'm not going to waste my time digging through this vast amount of books. Instead, he went straight to "Doppelganger". It went smoothly and it took me two minutes to find it.

......

"Let's go out into the outside world, go out into the world. Wow, there are so many trees out there, green, pink, white, all kinds of colors. One, two, three, four, five......"

"There are also a lot of zombies, one, two, three, four, five...... They like to chase people and eat their flesh. Well...... Just like when you eat food, do you put it in your mouth and then bite it up with your teeth and swallow it in your stomach? Zombies do the same, they like to bite human flesh and swallow human flesh in their stomachs. The minced meat fell out of their broken bellies. If you've been bitten by a zombie, you're lucky enough to be able to see this rare sight with your eyes while they're eating your flesh. ”

"Deming, you hate it, you hate Deming the most!" she pretended to be angry and ran away. Ran away in a sea of colorful flowers.

I was in a hurry and moved my feet to chase her. But where is her? There are dogs flying in the sky. The beautiful sea of flowers is gone. The dog's face was blurred with flesh and blood, and I couldn't tell the gender. Even if its face isn't a blur of flesh and blood, I can't tell the gender, okay?

There were seventy or eighty zombies around, and I couldn't find Liu Yun'er anywhere. I shouted, "Where are you? Liu Yun'er! I promise I won't scare you again! You come out to see me, okay?"

I woke up.

Sweating.

I'll never see her again, because I'm a monk, she's a mortal. Tonight, I'm going to look at that question head-on. Break my demons!

"Have you dreamed again?" the little lover in the dream still can't forget it?" the old ghost's voice suddenly came.

The mournful sound of the guzheng also filled my mind.

"Am I never going back?" staring at the darkness, leaning against the white wall, stretching my legs, sitting on the bed, my voice was so hoarse!

"Do you want to live forever in the world and travel the vast world, or do you want to live a short life with your lover in life, old age, sickness and death?"

It's a question worth pondering.

It's this question that puts me in the inner demon and suffers.

If you can't let go of the past, you can't look forward to the future.

But I promised her that I would go back and marry her. Am I going to be dishonest? I hate people who are dishonest the most in my life. Am I going to be that kind of person?

What kind of person is not for others to see. Man has to live his own life.

But she's going to be in pain. She's been waiting for me. If I don't go back, she'll die of pain, right? She must think to herself: Deming is a negative person.

My dog, my parents. They are also waiting for me.

The two jujube trees in the yard of my hometown are about to bear dates? I haven't been back for more than a year. In this life, I have never been away from my hometown for so long. What's more, it's still alone!

The gentle voice of the guzheng seems to be missing the people in their hometown.

What are you going to do with immortality? I'd better go back and get them out of their misery and back to being happy! Without me, they will be miserable. As soon as I thought that they would be miserable, I couldn't cultivate.

Go back!

No, no, no! I'm not on the same path as them. They are sad and painful for me, and it is also their choice. My choice is to have great power and the ability to live forever!

My path, and theirs, has long been different.

"I want to cultivate! I want to see what kind of situation this world is in, I want it all!

The sound of the guzheng, the tone changes suddenly, the excitement is frustrated, and the ambition is great!

"Boy! Lao Tzu is not wrong to look at you! You have finally figured it out! In the mortal world, just take it as a dream!"

"Doppelganger" lay quietly in front of my bed, and I didn't turn a page. The next morning, I put it back in the library.

From today onwards, I will work hard to cultivate wholeheartedly. Reach level 4 Warlock as soon as possible. Then practice the Yuan Shu that has been envied in my heart for a long time, and after reaching the fifth level, I will go to the frontier where there are many monks, and see what kind of face the zombies and robots that have appeared in my dreams many times!