Chapter 30: Soul Break
Shi Tianyou smiled when he saw the girl say this time: "Oily and slippery", his eyes flowed, which was completely different from his fierce appearance in the past, and he thought: Daughter's heart, the needle under the sea, is very elusive. But seeing that her impression of herself had taken a 180-degree turn, she felt infinite joy in her heart, and felt that she was like being in heaven on earth now, before...... Of course, it's purgatory on earth.
Shi Tianyou was happy in his heart, and forgot the girl's previous warning to the clouds, and said irritably: "Girl, forgive Shi for being abrupt, I don't know if I can tell you about your past......? Just when I didn't say hello. ”
The girl glanced at Shi Tianyou and said, "A little boy, who speaks old-fashioned and crepe like an old pedant, is always a girl, and is ugly to death." What's inconvenient to say? I'm just going to tell you how unkind you men are. ”
Shi Tianyou said unconvinced: "Don't beat you to death with a stick, okay? Are there still few good men in the world? Isn't there just one lying in front of you?"
The girl scratched her nose, then pretended to vomit and said, "Bah! Bah! You are not only flamboyant, but also shameless." If you're not bad now, it's because you're young, and the more you grow, the worse you get, and then you get worse and worse, and finally you become a big bad guy altogether!"
Shi Tianyou saw that the girl was so charming with her hands scraping her nose, her small mouth was lightly curled, and she was so angry and angry, she couldn't help but be stupid again, and only looked at her stupidly, forgetting to say anything to fight back.
When the girl saw Shi Tianyou's appearance, her face turned red, she lowered her head, and said, "You remember, my name is Amo Nian." ”
Shi Tianyou read the name softly, thinking: Mo Nian...... Mo Nian, does it mean not to miss......?" Your mother gave it to you, right?
Ah Mo said: "Exactly! My mother gave me this name, just to remind her that she forgot that man, and not to miss him again!" After speaking, he fell into the memories of the past, and talked about his (actually her mother's) past:
That was nineteen years ago, when my grandfather was already the chief of the Shatuo tribe, and because my grandfather was benevolent, brave, and well-governed, he was deeply supported by the tribe. The wars against the surrounding Tibetan tribes were also won repeatedly, the territory became wider and wider, and the army grew in size day by day, standing out among the Tibetan tribes in the Longxi area and becoming the largest tribe. Although my grandfather was loyal to the imperial court, the emperor listened to the eunuchs and was very worried about my grandfather's rebellion, so he detained his beloved only daughter, that is, my mother, in Chang'an as a proton.
The imperial court arranged a residence for my mother in Guozili Hutong in Chang'an. In addition to the restriction of movement, the living and eating of protons are configured according to the standards of rich and noble families, and slaves, maids, cooks, etc. are also readily available.
When I was in Longxi, my mother was already a great beauty within a radius of 100 miles, and there was an endless stream of aristocratic sons and tribal chiefs who came to ask for marriage, but my mother's vision was very high, and none of them were eye-catching.
It turned out that my mother had already liked someone in her heart, this person's name was Zhang Zhiyi, with a prominent family background, a noble family, quick thinking since childhood, and gorgeous words. My mother had read many of his poems, and although she had not seen him, she had been fascinated by his talents.
"Zhang Zhiyi?" Shi Tianyou almost cried out in shock, and then thought: How can there be such a coincidence in the world? This Zhang Zhiyi that Amo Nian said should not be the Zhang Zhiyi he know......s!
...... It is also destined to have this fate, Zhang Zhiyi was admitted to the Jinshi at the age of twenty, and the next year he had to wait for the re-examination judgment in the Ministry of Officials, so he came to Chang'an in June in the summer, and happened to live in Guozili Hutong.
One day, Zhang Zhiyi passed by the place where my mother lived, and happened to see my mother, and was overwhelmed by my mother's beauty for a while.
There is a matchmaker named Ye Sanniang in Chang'an City, who turned out to be a maid with a horse master, and later redeemed herself and married. This Ye Sanniang is empathetic, can speak well, has been to the homes of wealthy nobles and relatives of the emperor, protects the media for others, and is the best at giving advice. Zhang Zhiyi prepared a rich gift and went to ask her to protect the media, and Ye Sanniang agreed.
Ye Sanniang then made an appointment with my mother's nurse Xue Po and informed Zhang Zhiyi of the meeting time, Zhang Zhiyi was very happy, so he hurried to make preparations before going to the appointment. That night, Zhang Zhiyi took a bath, changed his clothes, retouched his appearance, was overjoyed, and stayed up all night.
At dawn the next day, Zhang Zhiyi put on a headscarf and looked around in the mirror, lest he not dress up carefully enough. Wait until noon. He rode at a gallop to the place where his mother lived, and sure enough, he saw a maid waiting there. Yahuan greeted him and asked, "Could it be that you are Zhang Lang?" Zhang Zhiyi even claimed that it was, and immediately dismounted, Yahuan asked people to lead the horse under the eaves and hurriedly locked the door.
Shi Tianyou saw that Ah Mo Nian told the past in such detail, it was obvious that her mother usually recalled in front of her the details of the appointment with Zhang Zhiyi, and she would say it as if she had experienced it herself.
Sure enough, Zhang Zhiyi saw Ye Sanniang walking out of the house, and smiled from afar: "Which family's son is this, who came here so rashly?" Zhang Zhiyi's funny words had not yet been finished, and he had already been led into the middle door. There are several peach trees in the courtyard, and a birdcage with a parrot hangs from the peach tree on the northeast side. When the parrot saw that there was a living person in the house, he shouted: "Someone is coming, quickly put down the curtain!" Zhang Zhiyi originally had an elegant and plain temperament, and he was already a little nervous and uneasy in his heart, but when he suddenly heard the parrot's words, he couldn't help but be startled, and he didn't dare to go forward again and again.
When he was hesitating, Ye Sanniang led Xue Po down the steps to greet him, welcomed him into the back room in person, and sat down opposite. Xue Po said to Zhang Zhiyi: "I have always heard that Zhang Lang is talented and handsome, but now I have seen it with my own eyes, and I see Zhang Lang with a handsome appearance and extraordinary bearing, and he really deserves his reputation." My young lady's family is in Longxi, and Zhang Lang is a fellow countryman, and now lives in Chang'an. Although the young lady lacks education, her appearance is not ugly, and it is quite appropriate to be allowed to Zhang Lang. I've heard Ye Sanniang say what you mean many times, and today I'll let her serve you forever in the future. Actually, how dare Xue Po call the shots, the latter sentence was asked by my mother to say it, and my mother said to Xue Po: As long as Zhang Lang is passable, she agreed to him. ”
Zhang Zhiyi said: "I'm vulgar and stupid, I didn't expect to be favored by you, if you agree to this marriage, even if you die, I am willing!"
Zhang Zhiyi had seen my mother before, and my mother was so impressed in his heart that he immediately greeted him to give a salute, only to feel that the house was full of Qionglin and jade trees, reflecting each other. When the mother's eyes flashed, she was radiant.
Then, the mother sat down next to Xue Po, and Xue Po said to her mother: "You have always liked the good sentence of "opening the curtain and moving the bamboo, suspected to be the old man", this is Zhang Lang's masterpiece. You think about his poems all day long, how can you compare to meeting them?"
The mother lowered her head and lowered her double circular bun, smiled slightly, and said softly: "It's better to be famous than to meet, how can a talented person not be dignified!" Zhang Zhiyi hurriedly got up and saluted: "What the lady values is talent, and what I like is beauty. "When my mother saw that the person she fell in love with was handsome and charming, her heart had already sprouted. So everyone raised their glasses and drank a few rounds in turn, Zhang Zhiyi asked his mother to sing, in front of his beloved, how could his mother refuse. I saw that my mother's pronunciation was pure and loud, and the songs she sang were exquisite and novel.
After drinking, it was already dark, and Ye Sanniang led Zhang Zhiyi to the West Courtyard to rest. The courtyard is quiet, the house is deep, and the curtains are very luxurious. Ye Sanniang asked Yahuan to take off Zhang Zhiyi's boots, untie his belt, and after a while, his mother came. Mother has regarded Zhang Zhiyi as her husband, and when she took off her clothes, her delicate posture added a little more. The two loved each other, tossing and turning, and their mother thought that the goddesses of Wushan and Luoshui were not as happy as herself.
In the middle of the night, my mother suddenly shed tears and said to Zhang Zhiyi: "Now that you fall in love with me, I can support you, but I am afraid that once my complexion is old, my affection will be transferred, so that I will be as helpless as Nu Luo, and abandoned as an autumn fan." After speaking, he opened his small mouth and bit Zhang Zhiyi's right arm hard.......
Shi Tianyou let out an "ah" cry out and asked, "What did your mother do when he bit him?"
Ah Mo Nian ignored him, and continued to say: Mother bit very deeply, Zhang Zhiyi was so painful that tears flowed out, and blood flowed from the bite on his right arm, his mother was very distressed, and hurriedly asked Yahuan to bandage his wound, and said with tears: "I want Zhang Lang not to forget me, one day forget me, you will think of me when you see the scar on your right arm." ”
When Zhang Zhiyi heard this, he said to his mother: "My life's wish has been realized today. Even if you are broken to pieces, you will never be left behind, why did Madame do this! Please bring a plain silk and write our oath on it: "Mother stopped crying, handed over the pen and inkstone to Zhang Zhiyi, took out the embroidery bag, took out the black silk woven by the three-foot female worker and handed it to Zhang Zhiyi." Zhang Zhiyi has always been quick to think and put pen to paper. He used mountains and rivers as a metaphor for the eternity of love, and expressed his sincerity with the sun and the moon. After writing, the mother ordered it to be stored in a treasure box.
After half a year of lingering affection, Zhang Zhiyi's judgment was re-examined, and he was appointed as the chief secretary of Wu County, and many relatives in Chang'an prepared a banquet for him, and after drinking, the guests dispersed, and his mother knew that the parting was imminent, and said to Zhang Zhiyi: " With your talent and reputation, many people will admire you, envy you, and want to marry you, of course, there will be no less, not to mention that your parents are both there, but there is no wife, this time you go home, you will definitely form a good relationship, and I am like a proton imprisoned in a cage, you are afraid that it will not be long before I will forget me, those oaths you wrote, are just empty words. ”
After hearing this, Zhang Zhiyi shed tears and said to his mother: "The oath I wrote will be kept until death." I will grow old with you for the rest of my life. Please don't doubt me, wait here in peace, or I will come to pick you up soon. ”
Speaking of this, Ammonian's calm tone turned sad and indignant, and continued:
After Zhang Zhiyi returned home, his mother negotiated a marriage contract for him, and the woman was also a big family, more prominent than Zhang Zhiyi's family.
The mother looked forward day and night in the fruit alley, and did not change her original intention, but she couldn't wait for Zhang Zhiyi. Seeing that Zhang Zhiyi had not come for a long time, he asked someone to inquire and learned that the person who had sworn by him had married and married another. But his mother still did not give up, and sold all her gold and silver ornaments to send a letter to Zhang Zhiyi, asking to see him for the last time, but Zhang Zhiyi was afraid that his career would be affected, so he deliberately revealed the rumor that he wanted to kill his mother. When my mother heard this, she was so grief-stricken that she couldn't afford to fall ill.
When Shi Tianyou heard this, he only felt that this Zhang Zhiyi was so unkind, and he was indignant in his heart, and couldn't help but say angrily: "Such a person with cold feelings and righteousness should really be damned!"
Ah Mo Nian continued: "My grandfather thinks about his beloved daughter at home every day, and when he thinks about his daughter, he can only use wine to kill his sorrows, and he is no longer the majesty of the day, and the Shatuo Department is declining day by day, and the court sees that the Shatuo Department is no longer a threat, so he let my mother go home." After returning home, my grandfather took good care of me, and my mother's health gradually improved. Tuyu Hun and Shatuo have always had a good relationship, and they have long had the intention of marrying, this time when they saw their mother coming back from Chang'an, they came to re-mention the matter of marrying, and my grandfather wanted to let my mother forget Zhang Zhiyi as soon as possible, so he agreed to this family affair. ”
The mother was already disheartened at the moment, and felt that it didn't matter who she married, so the family affair was decided. My mother gave birth to me a year after marrying my father. In my memory, my mother never smiled at my father, who loved her very much, but as long as my father was kind to her, she scolded my father, and then scolded all the men in the world.
Since I was sensible, my mother told me about her and Zhang Zhiyi, and for fear that I would not be able to remember, she told me repeatedly. Every time my mother said to me, her hatred for Zhang Zhiyi deepened. Later, when my mother told me about the past, I didn't dare to look into her eyes, because of the resentment in her eyes, I didn't want to look at the second ...... after seeing it once.
After my mother's serious illness, her health deteriorated, and after giving birth to me, her health deteriorated year by year. When I was twelve years old, my mother knew that her time had come, and one day, she called me to the bed and said, "Mo Nian, after giving birth to you, although I scolded him every day, I also looked forward to him every day." In the past twelve years, even if he can come to see me, I no longer hate him, he is still the Zhang Lang I love deeply. But he didn't come after all, and I wonder if he occasionally went to see the scar on his right arm...... When I go to Hades, I will curse him every day, so that he will not be at peace for the rest of his life, and he will not die well!"
Shi Tianyou only felt a chill in his back when he heard it.
Ah Mochou continued: "After I die, you will kill him for me, and I will let such a powerful person teach you martial arts, just so that I can kill him for me in the future! You must remember that all men in the world cannot be trusted, and the more talented they are, the more they cannot be trusted! After my mother said this, she left in grief and anger. When Amonian finished speaking, he burst into tears.
Shi Tianyou didn't comfort her, he wanted her to vent to her heart's content. I thought: No wonder Amonian started to be so fierce to herself, it turned out to be influenced by her mother.
Hearing that Ah Mo Nian stopped crying, Shi Tianyou asked, "Where is this Zhang Zhiyi an official now?" Because Shi Tianyou always felt that this Zhang Zhiyi was a little similar to the one he knew, but there were some differences.
Ah Mo said: "I heard my mother say that he was the assassin of Youzhou three years ago. ”
"It's really him?!!" Shi Tianyou jumped up from the bed.