Li Min stood in front of Leng Yue's hospital bed, he looked directly at Leng Yue, who was sleeping with a smile on his face, his face was pale, and his lips trembled.

"Has Leng Yue been lying here?" he asked, "Didn't wake up, didn't go out, didn't there be any abnormal behavior?"

"What?"

They were stunned, their mouths wide open in astonishment.

"Mr. Li, what's wrong with you?" Sister-in-law Zhang looked at Li Min in disbelief. "What the hell are you talking about?" she asked, incredulous.

"I'm saying-" Li Min gritted his teeth and said word by word: "I was at the wedding scene today and saw Leng Yue!"

"Huh?!"

Sister-in-law Zhang and Xiao Wang were taken aback again.

"You saw Leng Yue?" asked Sister-in-law Zhang in surprise.

"Uh-huh. ”

Li Min nodded.

"No, no!"

He shook his head again.

"Have you been staring at it all this time, haven't you taken a step away?" he replied.

Sister-in-law Zhang walked to Li Min's side, she stretched out her hand and touched Li Min's forehead.

"I don't have a fever. She muttered in a low voice: "How can you talk nonsense if you don't have a fever?" Mr. Li!" She asked loudly: "What's wrong with you, are you stimulated by something......?"

She looked at Leng Yue, her eyes flashing with tenderness and compassion.

"My wife probably knew that it was her son's wedding, so she kept a smile on her face. Sister-in-law Zhang said, "Don't believe it, take a good look." ”

Li Min took a deep breath and sat down.

He looked at his beloved wife Leng Yue, carefully looking at her, and his eyes blurred as he looked at it.

"Okay, Mr. Li, you can rest first. Today, you must be tired to be such an uneasy wife. Alas," she sighed, "now you, like a lost child, get some sleep, huh?"

Sister-in-law Zhang's gentle and concerned voice was completely like a loving elder.

"Go back, all of you. ”

Li Min held his forehead with his hand, feeling dizzy for a while, and his heart was also painful like a conditioned reflex.

"Mr. Li, are you sick?" Xiao Wang, the special nurse, looked at the pale Li Min with concern. "Warm up with a hot cup of coffee. She brewed a cup of instant coffee and served it to Li Min.

The aroma of coffee comes around the nose and brings a warmth that belongs to the family.

"Mr. Li, you must have a good rest, we are here today. Sister-in-law Zhang brought a cushion and put it behind Li Min.

"You've been at work and home lately, and you're going to run a nursing home, it's so hard and tiring, so get a good night's sleep. Xiao Wang brought a blanket and covered Li Min on his thighs.

Li Min sat back on the sofa, he took a sip of coffee, looked at Sister-in-law Zhang and Xiao Wang, and stared at Leng Yue who was lying on the bed for a while, his eyes were wet.

Li Min looked at them sincerely and said, "Thank you, thank you sincerely! It's not early, you all go back, I'll be here alone, go back and rest." ”

"Are you okay, can you really be alone?" asked Xiao Wang.

"Yes. Li Min nodded. "I want to be alone here, and I can be alone. ”

"Okay. ”

Seeing Li Min's persistence, Sister-in-law Zhang and Xiao Wang had no choice but to pack up and leave.

The night is already deep.

The entire sanatorium was silent.

Li Min didn't speak anymore, he had a feeling of weakness and powerlessness.

He has been sitting in front of Leng Yue's bed, looking at Leng Yue in a daze, and has been experiencing the empty cold silence, until the dawn illuminates the window, and it is not until he penetrates into a misty gray that Li Min wakes up from his drowsiness.

He lit a cigarette, he didn't want to smoke it, he stared blankly at the blue cigarette on the cigarette butt, and suddenly tears flowed down in strings......

"The birds and the lambs slept very deeply. He began to hum softly, "The moonlight shines on the skylight, like a silver ......" and he couldn't go on.

"I knew I couldn't cry and I didn't want to cry anymore, but I couldn't help it and kept crying...... Yue'er, can you stop me from crying?"

He hugged Leng Yue's head, and he pressed his face against Leng Yue's cheek.

"Because you keep falling asleep like this, it makes my heart ache like this, so I want to cry......"

He stroked Leng Yue's hair, tears streaming down his face...... He felt an unprecedented, indescribable sadness.

"I think there is no way to stop the fate between people. He wiped his tears and said to the cold moon, "Just like the sun and moon in the sky, the sun rises during the day and comes at night......"

He paused, sighing.

"It reminds me of who we used to be...... From the time we met you to the present, we have experienced many ups and downs, but as we get older, we still remember the past vividly. ”

Li Min closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes began to blur with tears again.

"Yue'er, are you listening?" he asked softly, "When I first met you, do you know how I felt at that time? How excited I was, my whole body seemed to be electrified, especially after I wanted you, I had a hard time every day...... When you close your eyes when you sleep at night, your face will come to mind and your voice will come to mind......"

He smiled tearfully.

"I thought to myself, why is this woman so attractive? She has a beautiful face and a good body but cold feelings, maybe she is very good at dressing up? Why is she so shiny? What is different from love may change, but feelings will not. Don't you think so? Yue'er, please, answer me once, okay?"

Li Min sighed, sighed deeply, sighed deeply......

"If this continues, I'll probably be able to sleep and talk. A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "I'm not afraid to get tired, though. He said, "If I am discouraged for this little thing, I will not be Li Min!"

He stared at Leng Yue, staring deeply at her, staring at her steadily.

"You're crying?!"

He looked at the crystal tears in the corners of Leng Yue's eyes with joy and sorrow.

"Since the last time I saw you cry, although you are not awake, I have often seen your tears...... Oh, those precious tears, do you want to communicate with me? It turns out that you heard me. Yue'er, for me, you are my most important baby, my queen, you know?"

Li Min took out the wallet from his coat pocket, and he opened it.

In the wallet, there is a wedding photo of him and Leng Yue.

"Know, the bride is beautiful, isn't it? It's you, it's you, my moon. Today, our sons are also married, and they are so beautiful, so beautiful, so romantic, so romantic, so romantic! The two of them are really a pair of golden boys and girls! It really makes people envious, jealous, and hateful......

He laughed, laughed, and laughed back to tears.

His head, slowly, lay on the side of Cold Moon's pillow for a while.

"Is it God?" He looked up, and he shouted, "Arranged the life of each of us?"

He shook his head, violently.

"If there really is a God in this world who lets me hear your voice when I get up, okay? Then I really have no other wishes...... I can solve the company's problems and money problems slowly, but Yue'er, you really need God's help! Because of you, I'm going crazy!"

Li Min raised his head.

He took Leng Yue's hand in his.

He looked into her face, and then he asked:

"Yue'er, is that you? The person at the wedding is you, isn't it? Your incarnation? Coming to your son's wedding, right?"

His eyes were moist again.

"I know...... I knew it must be you, but in the blink of an eye, you disappeared...... Is there something wrong with my eyes? Or do you not want to see me? Yue'er, since you got sick, my mind has been a little abnormal...... How many people have seen me sitting in a chair, talking alone, sometimes laughing and crying...... What if you don't wake up and they send me to a psychiatric hospital? That will destroy my ...... You should be responsible for turning men into that...... God can't arrange everyone's life, because he is too busy! It is human beings themselves who arrange their destiny!"

......

"Do you want to sleep? My Yue'er, can I sing lullabies to you?" Li Min patted Leng Yue and hummed softly: "Sleep well, my baby, my front yard and back mountain ......"

A wave of tears came up again, and Li Min couldn't sing anymore.

"What about the so-called vegetative person," he began to mumble to himself again, "it is not that the patient himself does not want to move, but that it is about the dissociation of the patient who has been trying to forget all the memories of himself." It's not that I don't want to be sober, but I can't be sober......"

He sighed, a long sigh.

"Is it really possible that you don't remember your family? can't you really hear our call? No, no, no!"

He shook his head, violently.

"If you can't hear it, if you don't remember, then how can you ...... So many nights, you call me a man, a demon...... You've seen and heard it, haven't you? Since you've been lying here, I'm mostly the only one in this room, it's cold, we're going to stamp it!"

He picked up Leng Yue's hand and stretched out five fingers.

He imprinted his finger tightly with Leng Yue's finger.

"If you don't obey and wake up quickly, I'm going to sue you...... Do you hear me—Yue'er! Even if it's for me, you have to wake up by your own will! I will never let you stay in a coma like this!"

He called to her, murmuring:

"Yue'er...... Yue'er ...... Yue'er ......"

He sighed deeply and continued to call her:

"Yue'er, Yue'er, Yue'er,"

He kept calling her: "Yue'er-Yue'er-Yue'er-Yue'er-" He called her frantically: "Yue'er!Yue'er!Yue'er!Yue'er!Yue'er!"

Finally, Li Min's throat was dry and hoarse, and he couldn't scream anymore...... Because, the liver and intestines he has called have been broken, and the heaven and earth he has called have changed color-