Chapter Eighty-Nine: The Void of Heaven and Earth (4)
Changsheng thought thoughtfully while taking mechanical steps: "It's not right, there seems to be some truth in this, it is precisely with this 'eye, ear, nose, tongue, body' meaning, and with this 'mind' realm, that we have the idea of gain and loss, the heart of likes and dislikes, and the difference between intimacy and alienation.
It is precisely because of 'me' that there are countless desires, endless troubles, and endless killings, isn't it?
Changsheng shook his head and said with a smile: "No, how boring is the world without 'me'?
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Changsheng's heart suddenly sudden, and a thought arose in his heart: "Why didn't you come up with it? The person in the dream doesn't know that he is in the dream, isn't everything in the dream come up with? Zhou Gongye, butterfly yes? Is Zhou Gong dreaming of butterflies, or is it butterflies dreaming of Zhou Gong, who can say it clearly?" Changsheng suddenly remembered a lot of things, but he didn't realize it.
"If it is really in a dream, is the 'me' in the dream really me? Which person in the dream is not 'me'? It is not wrong to say that everything in the dream is empty! It is precisely because the 'me' in the dream, the aggregates are not empty, and there is a 'mind' realm, that I cannot realize the original self. If you want to return to your original self, the only way to get out of the dream is to jump out of the 'me' in your dreams, which is the original intention of Buddhism. ”
"Buddha Sect?" Changsheng was stunned for a moment, how could he suddenly think of the Buddha Sect, why did the Buddha Sect, Changsheng racked his brains, and couldn't remember more things, "Maybe I can think of those things in the past instead of thinking so crankily." Changsheng comforted himself.
"If this world is really a dream, I said, if there is light, is there really light?" Changsheng smiled, as soon as the words fell, Changsheng was stunned, and a faint starlight appeared in the sky, almost invisible, but in a dark environment, it was still easy to notice.
"There is really light!" Changsheng opened his mouth wide, rubbed his eyes, and made sure it was not an illusion, "Although it is useless, but it is indeed light, no, come again! There must be light, there must be light, there must be light......" Changsheng straightened his throat and shouted loudly, I don't know how many times he shouted, his throat was hoarse, and his mouth trembled, and the faint starlight was still the faint starlight.
"It doesn't seem to be useful," Changsheng thought dejectedly, but he didn't realize that he believed a little more in the theory that the five aggregates were empty.
Changsheng continued to walk in the direction of starlight, and there was starlight, indicating that this world would not be empty, no matter how long he walked, sooner or later he would always be able to get out of this dark world.
I don't know how long I walked, my body didn't feel anything, but the feeling of exhaustion in my heart was getting stronger and stronger, Changsheng really wanted to lie down and sleep well, but Changsheng didn't dare, among all the fears, the unknown is the biggest fear, Changsheng was worried that once he fell asleep, would he fall into a dream because of this, and he couldn't extricate himself from the 'me' in the dream, bear with it, and endure it.
Changsheng walked forward step by step, the fatigue in his heart kept accumulating, walking and walking, Changsheng fell to the ground with a "snap", and immediately fell asleep.
"Wake up!" Just as he seemed to be asleep, a loud voice sounded in Changsheng's ears.
"Who?" Changsheng squeaked, refusing to open his heavy sleepy eyes, "Don't make noise, let me sleep for a while!"
"No, you can't sleep now, if you do, you won't wake up again, get me up!" the voice shouted.
Changsheng only felt like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, his whole body was shocked and numb, and he opened his eyes involuntarily like a basin of cold water poured on his head.
It's so bright, it pierces the eyes, the immortal body can't help but squint his eyes again, and it took half a day to get used to it, the white in front of him is boundless, the sky is white, the earth is also white, there is no boundary between heaven and earth, it is like one, except for heaven and earth, there is nothing else in this world.
"It's a strange place, it was pitch black just now, and now it's white again. Changsheng thought to himself, craned his neck and looked around, trying to find out who had just spoken.
"Are you looking for me?" A voice came from behind Changsheng, startling Changsheng, he clearly remembered that there was nothing behind him, turned around, and saw a man wrapped in a black robe standing in front of him, almost face to face, nose to nose, Changsheng was so frightened that he took a few steps back, and asked urgently: "Who are you, why am I here?"
After that, Changsheng looked at the person carefully, obviously only a few steps apart, but Changsheng felt that he couldn't see the person's face clearly, he only felt that the face was very familiar.
"Don't be surprised, this is the world I created temporarily!" the man said, "I brought you into this world." Out of this world, what happened in this world, except for two thoughts, you will forget until that day comes. ”
Changsheng settled his mind and said, "I can't understand half of what you said, you tell me first, who are you?"
"I am you!" replied the man, "but this is the first time you and I have met." ”
Changsheng was stunned, and said curiously: "How can you be me? Who am I?"
The man sighed lightly and said: "I am just the other side of you, the other side of you who has been sealed, now, the seal has been loosened, my breath can infect you, I have the opportunity to meet you, you and I are actually the same person, but I have the magic power that you can't reach, and you have the freedom I can't desire." That's right, if you have my power, then you're an alien in this world, and if I have your freedom, this world won't allow me. Only in this way can you and I get our things done. ”
Changsheng frowned and asked, "Then who are you and me?"
"Is the name important?" said the man, lacking interest, "the name is just a mark, you and I are destined to be hated by the people of this world, and if you must ask, that name is Rahu." ”
"My name is Rahu?" Changsheng felt that this name was very familiar, thought about it, shook his head and said, "No, although I can't remember what my name is, I know that my name is not Rahu, and Rahu is not me." ”
The man nodded and said, "Indeed, you alone, or me, cannot be called Rahu, only you and I together can be called Rahu, and it can only be regarded as half Rahu." ”
Changsheng pondered for a moment and said, "I can't understand everything you said. ”