Chapter 26 Confession Section 5 No Regrets

Yan Fei's confession made Ling Xiao's heart completely messed up, this righteous brother has been by his side for twenty years, and his mind has always been very clear, but in the past twenty years, she only has Fan Yuncheng in her heart, the young man who refused to marry her at the beginning, but met unexpectedly, is different from Yan Fei in front of him, Yan Fei's care and care for her is always silent, hidden under his cold appearance, and her husband, love is love, hate is hate, and there is always no trace hidden in his chest. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

She originally thought that Yan Fei would bury this idea in her heart forever, and she would always treat it as if she didn't know. But today, Yan Fei said it regardless of it, which caught her off guard. She doesn't know how to deal with this righteous brother, people like him, if they don't say it, they will never say it, and once they say it, they will say it without hesitation. She just wants to tell him that she can only love one man in her life, and this man is love, responsibility, and responsibility. It's just that she can't say these words to Yan Fei, she doesn't know how to say them.

"Is there such a woman? Sister-in-law, why did I Yan Fei never marry, do you always know why?" Yan Fei asked.

"Yan Fei, there are many women like me, look at this capital, most of the women who have become families are like me, I am no different, I am just a woman. Ling Xiao said softly.

“...... Sister-in-law, you are extremely talented, among the women in this world, no one can compare to you, and your mind is so big, I am afraid that there is no second person in this world who can surpass you. Yan Fei didn't know where the courage came from, his gaze never left Ling Xiao's face, Ling Xiao's face was pale at this time, she didn't know how to deal with this sudden situation, how to face Yan Fei's infatuation that was open to herself at this time.

"I actually...... No....... Ling Xiao said for a while, but her words were immediately interrupted by Yan Fei.

"I know I shouldn't have said this to you today, it's just that my little brother is sad today, I have never heard of the past things between you and my eldest brother, can my sister-in-law tell me about it today?"

“...... It's been more than 20 years, and I still remember the scene clearly. It's just that those things have already passed, and it doesn't matter to us anymore how many times we say them. It's just that...... Just remembering your eldest brother's willfulness and nonsense, alas...... No matter how much trouble he has caused, I will never leave him. Ling Xiao remembered the past, remembered Fan Yuncheng who hugged him into his arms, his face was full of tenderness, Ling Xiao's expression deeply stimulated Yan Fei, this look had never been revealed to him, it turned out that his deep love for her was just wishful thinking.

"Brother Yan...... I will remember your words today, I will remember your kindness to me, to me, you are my relatives like your eldest brother, if you insist on refusing to marry, then we will always be together, never separated. Ling Xiao didn't know how to show her heart, this righteous brother was willing to stay by her husband's side, she had too much pain in her heart to explain to Yan Fei.

Yan Fei saw a tear dripping from Ling Xiao's cheek, and it was this tear that completely melted his heart. He took the clothes that Ling Xiao had sewn and put them back on himself.

"Big brother has snubbed you for months, do you really not hate him in your heart?" Yan Fei couldn't help but ask after all.

Ling Xiao stood stunned for a long time after hearing this, and then smiled softly: "Did you only know your eldest brother's temper today? When did he admit his mistakes? Even if it was his own fault, he would never bow his head to others." Let alone...... What's more, Yu'er's thing is that I didn't do it right, I originally thought it was good...... Let Yu'er memorize those scriptures, so that he no longer blames himself for the things of his eldest brother, and let him understand better things from the scriptures...... Alas, it's a pity that it backfired, so that Yu'er met the emperor by mistake, Brother Yan, if I were your eldest brother, I would not forgive myself. ”

Yan Fei was sad and angry in her heart, the sister-in-law in front of her was really good to the stubborn Fan Yuncheng, and now that she is in the field, she is still saying good things for him, and she has no intention of complaining.

"Sister-in-law, if I, Yan Fei, do something wrong one day, will you forgive me?" Yan Fei didn't know why he wanted to ask about it.

Ling Xiao shook his head lightly: "Brother Yan, no matter what you do, it is for the good of our Fan family, how can we blame you? ”

"Is there really a day, will you forgive me?" Yan Fei remembered the matter of handing over Fan Jun to He Zheng, what he did was too stupid, if the sister-in-law in front of him knew what she had done, would she forgive herself?

Ling Xiao raised his head, looked at Yan Fei's handsome face, and said: "Brother Yi is a chivalrous person, although your words and deeds are sometimes contrary to ethics, but you have always believed in your words and acted fruitfully, once you have made a promise, you will stick to your promise, not moved by money, and even at the cost of your own life, you also want to save the distress of others." And for decades, you have followed your eldest brother as if you were our dear relative...... No matter how hard it is, we are a family, we will all come together, since we don't distinguish each other, what is there to forgive or not?"

Yan Fei had already understood at this time that her infatuation with her could really only slowly drift away with this autumn wind, she just regarded herself as a family member, a relative, and her only affection for herself was that flesh and blood affection. From today on, he can only treat her as a relative, a family member, and a sister-in-law who can never change. He closed his eyes slightly, and let the tears that almost flowed out of him endure it again. He smiled bitterly, the strange woman in front of him was destined to pass by herself in this life.

"Sister-in-law, don't worry, I will return to my eldest brother tonight. Yan Fei hugged his fists.

"Thank you, Brother Yan! Ling Xiao has nothing to repay in this life. When Ling Xiao heard him say this, his hanging heart finally let go.

"What if...... There is really an afterlife, I have to go one step ahead of my eldest brother, if God pities me for being infatuated, let me meet my sister-in-law earlier. After Yan Fei finished speaking, he controlled his enthusiasm, turned around and strode away from Fan's mansion.

If there is an afterlife? Ling Xiao stood in the courtyard in a daze, speechless for a long time. The world was difficult, the regime changed, not to mention other people's families, seeing the lives of their own families, one by one, they couldn't help themselves, and now that person's life is like a mustard, saying that there is no such thing. The two children he gave birth to are now unknown whether one is alive or dead, and the other is worse than death in the Tongtai Temple...... She wants to cry without tears now, those who are about to die, the cycle of life and death that she said before she died, is it really true that she will start her life all over again? Can she really be born as a human being in the next life? Ling Xiao doesn't know, and she doesn't want to know, she just wants to live well in front of her and cherish the people in front of her.

The housekeeper Fan Fu hurriedly rushed to her at this time: "Madam, someone sent this letter to the mansion, saying that it must be handed over to Madame herself." ”

Ling Xiao was stunned, she wondered why someone would send a message to her, her family had been in the capital for more than two years, and the eldest brother Fan Yunzong's family and He Chen's family were in contact with each other, and very few people had dealings with the Fan family. At this point, the letter did come from a strange source.

She looked at the wax seal of the letter, which was not stamped without any stamps, and thought that the person who had come to the letter did not want others to know her identity. She slowly lifted the wax seal and took out the letter inside, her face became extremely pale after reading it, she calmed down her mind for a while, and whispered to Fan Fu: "You go and call Xing'er over." ”

"Well, ma'am, I'll call it. ”

Ling Xiao casually put the letter on the table in the living room, she thought about another extremely important matter, and walked out of the door with her feet up, while Xing'er was hurrying to her.

"Madame, what is the matter with me?"

"Apricot, you go...... Do as I tell you. Ling Xiao approached her ear and whispered.

Xing'er hurriedly nodded in agreement, and took the key from Ling Xiao's hand: "Madame, don't worry, I'll wait there for Madame to come over." ”

"Xing'er, don't let anyone else know about this matter. Ling Xiao said with a solemn expression.

"Madame, rest assured!"

"I have something to go out first, you can go quickly. ”

Ling Xiao tidied up her clothes, she didn't take a car or a sedan chair, and walked out of the house.

After she left the house, Xiao Ni, who had been observing her in the dark, quietly came to the living room at this time, she opened the letter, and frowned after reading the contents. She put the letter away as it was, and then quietly followed behind Apricot. Xing'er took the key that Ling Xiao gave her, opened the door of the back house, and after entering, she bolted the door firmly and hurriedly walked into the back house.

Xiao Ni knew that she couldn't get too close, the big dog in the back house was not familiar with her, as long as she got close to the dog, she would bark wildly, she could only wait quietly outside the back house for Xing'er to come out.

In the back house, since Xing'er entered, it was very quiet, Xiao Nie knew that she couldn't be in a hurry at this time, she was waiting, she suddenly felt that what she was doing was ridiculous, whether it was what the master or Mrs. Hui arranged for her to do, she didn't do a thing in this family, in the eyes of the master she was the smartest and most clever disciple, in the eyes of Mrs. Hui she was the most trustworthy person, but she was smart and clever, and she didn't have any merit in the Fan Mansion, she felt like a fool, without the slightest use.